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First, there is no meaning of life without God: If there is no God, then we are talking animals and nothing more and one day it will all end, be it a nuclear war, the extinguished Sun or something else.

A real story: An experimental computer with rudiments of artificial intelligence was asked: “What is the meaning of life?” And the machine replied: “To live forever.” The computer, of course, simply repeated what is often written on the Internet on this topic. But this is a great deal of truth: a life that ends meaningless has no meaning.

First, “life” is Christ: 1In. 5:20, John. 11:25, John. 14:6.

The meaning of life is the meaning of Christ. Everything is created for Christ: (Col 1:16) “all things were created by Him and for Him.”

In modern language, “life” is development. The meaning of life in infinite development. We are the children of God (John 1:12). This means that we grow endlessly, becoming more and more like the Father and, in the infinite limit, each of us becomes God. This is our meaning of life. Note that Christ is the “unique” son of God (Jn. 1:18). This means that our development takes place within the framework of the development of Christ (when I talk about the development of Christ, we must bear in mind that He develops ((Rom. 14:11) “I live, says the Lord”), but at the same time already perfect (Heb. 1:10-12); it is like a river that moves and does not move at the same time).

Infinite development is endless learning. That is, the meaning of life in endless learning. It is probably just learning to solve more and more complex problems. In other words, to learn math. Indeed, Christ is “wisdom” (1Cor. 1:24), that is, knowledge. Our goal is to embrace Christ. Although it may be “non-problem”: learn to know yourself, change yourself. For example, learn to change your heart so as to please God; to get me started to like a certain job. Jesus is also called the “son of man.” I think this should be understood in the sense that He is the son of mankind, the final product of the development of mankind, that is, the guest from the infinitely far future. This is good news, because it means that in the infinite future, humanity reaches an infinite level of development, development will never stop.

Christ is our peace (Eph. 2:14). So, the meaning of life is to be in peace, that is, to learn how to avoid conflicts. Solving conflicts is a very difficult mathematical problem, so this is the same thing as infinite development of solving complex problems, because infinite development is possible only if the conflicts are resolved. In addition, the meaning of life is to achieve peace with God.

Christ in us is the dream of glory (Col. 1:27). Christ lives in us as “something” and this something — it is nothing but a dream of glory. Hence, the meaning of life in achieving hype, that is, hype in the heavenly Internet. Heavenly Internet is called Christ. Christ is the light of the world (John 8:12; 9:5; 12:46), that is, the electromagnetic radiation of the universe. Thus, all the electromagnetic radiation of the universe is a carrier of information, the space Internet. But the glory of God is almost the same as Christ. Christ is mathematics: (John 1:1-3) “1 In the beginning was mathematics, and mathematics was with God, and mathematics was God. 2 It was in the beginning with God. 3 All things did not begin to be, and without it nothing began to be, that things began to be.” That is, it is about the dream of mathematics, the dream of studying and implementing it. Christ is the most important thing in us, which means that this is the main purpose of life. We will endlessly travel like electromagnetic waves on the Internet space, looking for hype, that is, tough mathematics.

God is love (1 John 4:8). So, the meaning of life is to learn to love.

When analyzing these “meanings of life”, we may have the feeling that something is missing. What is the meaning of the very meaning of life? Maybe the point is that you need to take into account all aspects of the meaning of life, and not just one of the above. Or maybe the fact is that with infinite development there is always something missing at every stage. Nothing can be done, only God is perfect. Perhaps the essence of this is that not everyone is ready to accept the meaning of life given by God. And Christ is life, but he lives, and is alive; it means that He himself is his own meaning.

(2Cor. 3:3) “For as much as you are manifestly declared to be the letter of Christ ministered by us, written not with ink, but with the Spirit of the living God; not in tables of stone, but in fleshy tables of the heart.”

What is a letter or a book? This is a physical object, for example, paper with some forms made of ink. But this object expresses meaning, for example, some mathematical formulas.

Since we are the letter of Christ, it means that our life has some meaning, some kind of mathematics behind the complex events of our destiny and our thoughts.

This is the meaning of our life, that Christ transmits through it some information.

For example, this was at the moment the main purpose of my life.

A little modified correspondence with my (recent) fiancee:

After all Christ died for sins of WHOLE world: (1Jn. 2:2) “And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for our’s only, but also for the sins of the whole world.” Isn’t the world unwhole if nobody knows about me? Help to make it more whole, to join us together. However, (Rev. 12:9) “the Devil, and Satan, which deceives the WHOLE world”, says Bible. So there are downsides of this too. But Christ is more imporant than devil. So let us work on making it more whole.

Also: (1Jn. 5:19) “the whole world lies in wickedness.”

The spirit of Moses came on me. Read here.

So we have a real story of Moses living in modern world. Not 100% Moses, but maybe 50% Moses.

This variant of the story is a failure of Moses. I conflicted with everybody, lived in complete poverty and other awful troubles. It ends with me ending up with having onanism and astral sex instead of proper Christian life and much worse real magic with Bible used as the magical aid.

I realized that I need to become an individuality, being free of that spirit.

So, women, don’t try to be St. Mary or like this. This can succeed, but will it be a success?

Holiness is the ability to correct mistakes (or «shortcomings») better than others. Holiness is in a kind of mind or genius.

Angels can be holy: Mat. 25:31, Mar. 8:38, Luk. 9:26, Acts. 10:22, 11:13, Judah. 1:14, Rev. 14:10.

(Heb. 2) «5 For to the angels has he not put in subjection the world to come, whereof we speak. 6 But one in a certain place testified, saying, What is man, that you are mindful of him? or the son of man that you visit him? 7 You made him a little lower than the angels; you crowned him with glory and honor, and did set him over the works of your hands: 8 You have put all things in subjection under his feet. For in that he put all in subjection under him, he left nothing that is not put under him. But now we see not yet all things put under him.»

Why do people become holier than angels? Jesus (Mat. 20:16) «So the last shall be first»; (Luk. 15:7) «I say to you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repents, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance.» (Luk. 15:10) «Likewise, I say to you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that repents.» Also: (Mat. 18) «1 At the same time came the disciples to Jesus, saying, Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven? 2 And Jesus called a little child to him, and set him in the middle of them, 3 And said, Truly I say to you, Except you be converted, and become as little children, you shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven. 4 Whoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.»

What is a «holy sinner»? Who learned to correct mistakes namely because he has many or big errors.

This becomes especially clear and systematic when we understand what the church is. Be sure to read the revelation about what the church is.

That is why situations like this are often repeated: many theologians, but the awakening begins precisely with a preacher without education. Many beautiful Greeks, but the most intelligent is almost a freak Socrates. Genius turns out to be a bad worker. And so on.

When we read the Bible and declare what is written in it, it really works.

When we read it in the Original (the Jewish Torah and in general the Tanach or the Greek Gospel), the Bible is particularly strong.

So, I learned a little Hebrew and began to read the Torah in the original. I found a fragment of the Bible with fragments of words such as “palm”, “hyena”, “ostrich”. It also says: “Do not go out of your tent.” I decided that I should become a missionary in Africa, live in a tent and preach in a big tent too. But it also says what can be translated “but your brothers, the whole house of Israel, may weep for the seraph, which the Lord kindled,” or “for the seraph, which is a seraph of the Lord.” I told this to someone on the Internet and he convinced me that I was a seraph in a human form.

Indeed, it is written in the Gospel: (Eph. 2:6) “And has raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus.” If we are in heaven, as the Gospel says, why should not I be a real seraphim in human form?

This is the place of the Torah in the AKJV translation:

(Lev. 10) 6 And Moses said to Aaron, and to Eleazar and to Ithamar, his sons, Uncover not your heads, neither rend your clothes; lest you die, and lest wrath come on all the people: but let your brothers, the whole house of Israel, mourn the burning which the LORD has kindled. 7 And you shall not go out from the door of the tabernacle of the congregation, lest you die: for the anointing oil of the LORD is on you. And they did according to the word of Moses. 8 And the LORD spoke to Aaron, saying, 9 Do not drink wine nor strong drink, you, nor your sons with you, when you go into the tabernacle of the congregation, lest you die: it shall be a statute for ever throughout your generations: 10 And that you may put difference between holy and unholy, and between unclean and clean

The details of my prophecy did not come true. The explanation of my mistake is here (very interesting).

But as a result, I became a real wizard.

Since, according to a legend, St. Mary is a female seraphim, it is quite natural that, in further studying the Bible, I decided that I should marry her (details here).

Mary appeared to me in the form of a cloud, but I realized that this is not an ordinary cloud. I did not understand that it was Maria and decided to fight with this creature. I sent my outer space energy to the cloud, which I received through the study of Torah, to the cloud. There was barely enough energy, but I still managed to cope with the cloud. And after that from the cloud it began to snow, but not snowflakes, but rather large rotating spirals of ice. It was at plus 14 degrees in the summer, and I saw a thermometer.

After that, I opened the Torah and read: (Num. 12) “8 With him will I speak mouth to mouth, even apparently, and not in dark speeches; and the similitude of the LORD shall he behold: why then were you not afraid to speak against my servant Moses? 9 And the anger of the LORD was kindled against them; and he departed. 10 And the cloud departed from off the tabernacle; and, behold, Miriam became leprous, white as snow: and Aaron looked on Miriam, and, behold, she was leprous.” “Miriam” is “Mary” in another language, and I considered myself a great Moses. Here it is a cloud and snow, which says the Lord, I decided. Avatar of Mary received spiritual leprosy for 7 days (Lev. 12:14).

Well, and so on.

In general, this should not continue: we have become real wizards, and magic is not encouraged by the Bible. It is a clear contradiction. What was our mistake?

We cannot get rid of this while we (Eph. 2:6) see ourselves as spiritual beings seated in heavens. We must become human again and get rid of the magic and obsession with the angels. How? Read here.

Having fun, when I was asked in the church what spirit I was possessed with, I said: I am an evangel. Why is a “evangel”, they asked me. And I replied: “so that I cannot be expelled by the evangelion.”

So, we have to humble to the human level, that is, to stop all the time doing magic. But how can a human be better than an angel? Read in this almost mathematical article about the secret meaning of the earthly church.

So, the joke is over, it’s time to drive out evangels.

Money of the world are fake documents. These are numbers which don’t conform to the reality.

For example, I was religiously discriminated. For this reason I was led to leave university study. For this reason, I am much poorer than I could be. So everybody who would refuse my million dollar check for me being to poor would violate anti-discrimination laws. So everybody holds documents on which wrong information about me is written.

So everybody accordingly our laws must be put into a prison. Especially because I almost died because of discrimination. You are legally a killer.

Probably the worst thing here was that I was also discriminated for the reason that I refused to agree with people about them being worth.

So it became a vicious circle.

What is the escape? It is here.

I have a plan for you. I don’t insist you should follow it, but you should consider it:

Do you have a big church which brings some donations? Sell it. Use the money to buy shares of AdaCore, a programming corporation located in US.

I don’t joke.

You want to save the world? You want to make it prosperous? It makes no sense without first solving this problem.

Oh, you preach Gospel? Isn’t it more important? Our theology had an error. Our sermons were wrong because of this error. Does it make sense to continue your business?

So you may buy shares of AdaCore to gain majority and vote to transform it into a nonprofit to solve the problem.

I wrote this to make you consider other variants than what you are currently doing.

All of us sin much (Jam. 3:2). We are pushed to other’s wives, cannot work when we need to, forget phone numbers of our friends, etc.

Also a sinner is very badly connected with the Lord.

The current state of the mind (brain) man is this (The rectangle is the brain):

Almost all space in our brain is taken by sin. “Me” is small. It is so small that we cannot even count in mind and remember phone numbers.

For about one month I was transformed by the Lord into a superman as described in this article. Superman works 20 hours per day, remembers everything, moves his hands with above the speed of the sound, can throw a truck into air, his flesh is hard as steel, does not spend much time for eating. Most importantly he all the time calculates in mind like a computer. His sermons cause people to fall. (I mean to fall onto the ground, not spiritual fall.) He can build a thermonuclear reactor, develop a plan of Mars colonization, control human economy, etc. He would probably work as a UN general secretary, eminence grise of the world, or just a scientist, preacher, or all of them. Not sure who exactly.

Here is the diagram of a superman:

The mind takes most space of the brain. Superman is not a sinner (no sin on the diagram or it is pushed to become very small and harmless, except that it may cause an unexpected failure suddenly as happened with me after this wonderful month passed). But it is not what the Lord wants from us. It can be even better. I concluded so because of the Bible. Superman has a stone heart. Literally, a bullet-proof heart hard as a stone. While the superman works 20 hours per day and this does not cause him to wear, God says He will give us rest: (Mt. 11) “28 Come to me, all you that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke on you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and you shall find rest to your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”, (Heb. 4:1) “Let us therefore fear, lest, a promise being left us of entering into his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it.”, (Heb. 4) “3 For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world. 4 For he spoke in a certain place of the seventh day on this wise, And God did rest the seventh day from all his works. 5 And in this place again, If they shall enter into my rest.” Also the Millennium is called “shabat” that is rest in Bible.

But who is a superman a human or a computer more? Or rather to say, a user or a computer? He is his own user. He is his own computer. God wants us to be humble that is not greedy for computing power. This means that the superman needs to be more a human than a computer. A small more human-like mind which does not use much calculating power should control the rest of the computer. This is a way to partition the computer into two parts: the user and the computer itself. This is depicted on the following diagram:

The superman is connected with the Lord but he wants to think himself or maybe is just not always answered by the Lord to test him.

But one element on the last diagram is superfluous: The computer in the brain is not needed, because the mind of the Lord is more powerful (in fact infinitely powerful) anyway.

So it can be this instead:

“Me” does not need to be big, because the Lord is big instead. Not sure if the Lord will make it in such a way that “me” could be able to grow to the entire power of the brain if he wants to, but the essence that we will not need this anymore.

(John 3:30) “He must increase, but I must decrease.”

Now we are connected with the Lord very badly. Usually at best we see visions or something like this. The difference with the future is that we will be being connected with the Lord tightly will be freed from sin and under influence of the Lord do not behave wrong or suffer anymore.

(Is 2:11) “The lofty looks of man shall be humbled, and the haughtiness of men shall be bowed down, and the LORD alone shall be exalted in that day.” Bible does not say that we will be great (supermen) but that Lord will be great.

We will not need stone heart because no one will try to kill us with a bullet in the kingdom of God.

It seems that transforming all of us into supermen with stone hearts is an intermediary stage of coming the kingdom of God, because Bible says that God will take stone heart out of our flesh and put there heart of flesh (Ezek. 11:19) “And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh” and (Ezek. 36:26) “A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh.” and (Heb. 4:7) “To day if you will hear his voice, harden not your hearts.”, (Heb. 4) “9 There remains therefore a rest to the people of God. 10 For he that is entered into his rest, he also has ceased from his own works, as God did from his. 11 Let us labor therefore to enter into that rest, lest any man fall after the same example of unbelief.” For this to be able happen, the stone heart needs to be there first.