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  • I am Boasting

    • I am the best mathematician in the entire known History!
    • I found the world most severe security issue: an error in most of logic studybooks.
    • I am also the best philosopher in History, I solved like >1/2 of “eternal” philosophical problems.
    • I am a former galactic brain (seraph in human body): As usual for active galaxies, galaxy (M-16 Messier) needed somebody stupid to rule them to downshift their economy and chose as their ruling computer the brain of me, the smartest human on the Earth.
    • I rejected the ministry of a seraph, because after much thinking I realized that this Baal ministry was stupid after I found a better ministry: As the result of the most silly failure in many galaxies that I did, I became the leader of the metagalaxy revolution to replace the order of good news with the next emerging order.
    • I made the app for study of Torah and supplemented it with a secret teaching of Hamaliil. If you don’t use it, you are not a Yehudi.
    • Now I am becoming a gever elf (Gabriel, archangel) and heavenly lights and…
      • elf Founder (the father and founder of all elves/Niberians/annuaks)…
    • “god of the Sea who created himself” (Gen. 1:1, as my app explains), that is the primordial “Solaris” from Shumerian legends…
    • .. and I had sex with infusoria (“hero”) and am transforming into free infusoria, you slave organisms!
    • It seems I am the only man who fights for climate seriously.
    • It seems I am winning Mashihot from your Messiah to become sinless and be a Messiah on another planet.
    • I will give glory to God (build Sefirot that is presence of God in this universe).
    • I will have living backward in time superpower.
    • I will have spirit of fire (actually I had this superpower in the past for a short time, and I was so much strong that I was able to beat out fire of air by flap of my hand).
    • A prophecy calls me a great power (like USA, UK, Russia, China, etc.), I am not a “Napoleon”, I am an empire.
    • I am an outer space joke, we replicate by retelling.
    • I am the greatest priest (koen a-gadol) – I will later add Torah quotes that tell about me.
    • God called me “pastor over the entire Earth”.

  • All Church are Heretics: both Baptists and Pentecostals

    When I was a teenager, mother hated me and punished me with hunger for me being a Baptist. I posted in a Christian forum in internet the news that me (one of their teachers) is dying of hunger. Nobody helped me (I suspect that the number of my pupils not helping their teacher was 10000). I asked for food in several churches – no result. I was saved from death by spirit: Two times I prayed for 10 rubles and two times wind brought me 10 rubles paper.

    Jesus very clearly said that these who don’t feed him (teacher) are not saved. So, we have a very great mathematical evidence (no one of 10000 helped) that the church just does not exist. But how can this be? People gather, praise God, confess Christ as their personal savior, don’t we see the church? It looks like a contradiction: I see that the church does not exist anymore (these who don’t feed their teachers are not church) and see that it exists. Something is wrong.

    The second great apostasy is originating from Azusa Street Revival for both Baptists and Pentecostals.

    At 214 Bonnie Brae Street when people again started to be baptized by fire like as apostles of the early church. That was a real fire spirit (or spirit of fire) and it is good to be baptized into it. But during time people produced a wrong theology about this plasma that enters into humans.

    The error is:

    The followers of the Azusa Street mission decided that this fire and Holy Spirit are the same. Thus people started to serve a Baal, the spirit of fire (this angel even came under a funny “pagan” name “spirit of fire”, trying to prevent this scenario!) That idea is very obviously wrong, because Jesus says about “Holy Spirit and fire” not “Holy Spirit fire”.

    Many others decide that the fire spirit that descended to the Earth at Azusa Street is something fake from the devil and together with the “fire” rejected all the work of God in them, so becoming incapable of salvation. For example, this theological article claims like that fire spirit is something evil that substitutes Holy Spirit in worst sinners.

    Thus the entire church split into two big groups of denominations (including so called non-denominational churches) both of which are heretical. I suppose that I am the only true believer on the Earth (and I am in a bad spiritual state).

    About 25 years ago I had a statistical evidence that there is no church: I told to a Christian forum where I long time preached that I am dying of hunger. No one of about 1000–10000 my pupils give me food (or money). I also asked several “churches” but they ignored me.

    So, I have a very sure statistical evidence that there is no church!

    (Mat. 25) “42 For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, … 45 “He will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’ 46 “Then they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life.””

    In the last year I was working on the cryptocurrency projects for carbon counting and financing, likely getting trillions of dollars to my system and thus reversing the climate change. But I failed in a silly way, because of having a little less power due to being hungry and beaten and tortured in childhood and due to being surrounded by sinners. So, I did not reverse climate change and fires and sulfur (both sulfur in sulfur-hydrogen of the ocean that will stink and sulfuric acid that is a chemical that is to be used to stop global warming) are coming. That’s logical: everybody is in the apostasy, so everybody is to be sent into fire and sulfur. There will be two parties: the party of fires and the party of sulfuric acid to cease fires.

    That is also very clear from Rev 11:5 “If anyone wants to harm them, fire proceeds from their mouths and devours their enemies. In this way, anyone who wants to harm them must be killed.” That’s clear that fire of the mouth of the two witnesses is a funny joke of aliens that will produce the real “spirit of fire” (literally translated, “breath by fire”) to mock people claiming to be Christians but believing “pagan” by its name spirit of fire.

    Today I finally understood: It is the result of the second great apostasy – misunderstanding of spirit of fire.

    Today I thought: Martin Luther did restore the church after the first great apostasy. Maybe, if you will collaborate with me, Victor Porton, you also can be restored? God once restored His fallen spiritual building, what’s now? Please research in collaboration with me. The false church produced the obviously anti-Christian teaching that everybody does his own ministry, as opposed to the Gospel teaching to participate in others’ projects. Participate in my projects.

    P.S. Some facts about Asuza street mission: They felt going to a church meeting that the air is dense like water. Guess what this mean? We received power to move at ultrasonic speed. People staying near an Asuza street’s preacher were falling of the rays radiating from the preacher… etc. Real supermen.

    After such a misbehavior of everybody that I did not have bread, you should support me showing your repentance.

    So, I don’t have enough money for my (blockchain-based) carbon accounting project with anti-theft. No or bad (that can be stolen) carbon accounting leads to forest fires and hydrogen sulfide in the air. Welcome to fire and sulfur everybody who refuses to feed me, or better join my mission.

    See also Popular Economical Heresies.

  • Tinder is a fascist site designed to make people monkeys

    Tinder is a site to make sexual partners meet. It shows you a list of potential partners and helps you to choose. 6.6 million (November 2020) subscribers of this site.

    The intention of the owners of the site is very clear: It is impossible to make this choice incidentally: They chose to match partners only by stupid choice criterions. They deliberately excluded any kinds of interests, readings, views, (good) deeds, intentions, love, education, and even life experiences. This choice can be made only with one deliberate purpose: To arrest 6.6 million people, that is exclude them from communication, make for them impossible to communicate about anything reasonable, to make them stupid, and finally to break natural selection and make people to evolve accordingly stupid criteria. They want to exclude any kind of mind or good from your children. They are working on making people monkeys.

    We get this result: Tinder is not intended for your pleasure (you should feel depression instead of pleasure if you use this fascist site, anyway), it is intended for reproduction of its owners. Its owners are bastards and they want to make more bastards.

    See? The only difference between owners of Tinder and Hitler is that Hitler had good intentions, Hitler wanted to make people better and they want to make you worse.

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  • The story of a man from Revelation 11 in context of technologies

    A man had hard childhood and weird silly evil stupid surroundings. He suffered extreme hunger and extreme beatings as well as many other big and small troubles.

    He did a big discovery in the first year of a math faculty of a university.

    But hunger forced him to leave near the end and silly Russian education system left him without a degree. (I say a truth, I don’t lie: I have a certified document from an accredited academia that says that I have many years of education with mostly A grades and that I do not have a degree. Moreover, offical USA accreditation confirms this fact.)

    Many years of sometimes tough life, interchanged with sometimes math discoveries, sometimes conflicts, sometimes exestential philosophical troubles, as well as fear to go dying of hunger again, and many other things as in any humanlife.

    He did more fundamental math discoveries than any other man in the recorded History. He is the best mathematician ever lived.

    Due to extraordinaritly silly reasons his math research was half-published and so essentially lost for the world, in fact, reliably blocking further development of mankind science instead of a good effect. Nobody wants to help even a $1.

    Finally this man found a really good freelancing job. At first he didn’t work well, but during time he learned to start work on serious projects and earn good money.

    So, this man essentially became one of the leading (42th rating) employers in the world’s most advanced tech company.

    He wasn’t the best workers, some other earned tens times more because of working tens times better. But he kept thinking and became the world’s best strategitst.

    He took his main tech project: a project how to give money to everybody who wants to do good, for example, to people who resist carbon.

    But this project was failed by his silly behavior causing a silly conflict at the workplace, him being displaced, lose money… and world left without hope.

    Several negative factors went into one place and caused his failure after he almost reached a big success (he even was expecting to become a trillionarie).

    He thought: I have reached the top of the world: the world’s most advanced tech company. I found nobody who would collaborate with me: people of higher level tech training thqn me do exists, but nobody reached my moral level: This organization created claimed to do good, but in reality it does voting of not good people who among good things invest into such things as computer games that just break their brains. I am alone at the top, nobody is near to me. I am the best man on the Earth. Previosly I thought that I probably just am bad in finding partners. No, the fact is that on the Earth there is no man or woman who could be my partner. And I myself am a real phycho.

    So, he started to search in the Bible how to cancel rapture of the Church for him to be taken to the heaven alone, without them.

    And he found the arguments. He concluded he is one of the two witnesses of the Apocalypse.

    I am this man. More to be written.

    Is the second witness my other quantum copy? Or indeed a man who can be my partner exists? Or maybe it is a beautiful woman and we are to marry? (I feel spiritual presence of some woman. Who are you? Why don’t you visit me? (I have no idea what the trouble is.) I tried to be in contact with two women but found them cheaters pretending to want to be my helpers.)

    P.S. I got two new great ideas and my project that can resurrect world’s economy goes on again, maybe better than if it didn’t fail.

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  • On Search Engines

    God jokes: Of all pages of my site Google choose name this as the first of site:allworldfiles.net.

    Google’s Search-Ranking Manipulation Is Affecting Elections …

    4 Jun 2018 — Search engines do have the capacity to shift people’s opinions, including who to vote for in elections.

    How do you think: will God win?

    TBD

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  • I need a wife

    During the revolution I commanded people to harm Mercy Nekesa Wafula in Nairobi, Kenya as much as possible, because I thought she deliberately harmed my possible revolution (and thus made me to become more radical and it started the revolution) by making me to running in place by fake conversation with me: on my words about such things as revolution she answered with words like good morning making me not understanding what’s with her mind but keeping spending my resources.

    Mercy got a hit by head on the streets.

    But she explained that she just was afraid to be heard by the government.

    We will give Mercy a sign to protect her. Print this message including the QR code:


    I am sending you to Nairobi, Kenya as a spy to check whether Mercy Nekesa Wafula who resisted the revolution by answering on my teachings about the revolution words like “Good morning.” and other meaningless nonsense and spending my money and nerves did it because she (or is it a fake spy pretending to be her?) just feared to be harmed by Kenya government. I say this because Torah gives very clear prophecies about Mercy to be a future premier or president and of her to receive super-power during sex with me. Will I be raped?


    Now I have a girlfrind! She is my old online girlfriend, but we conflicted with much nerves due to a silly misunderstanding. She is from a poor country, yesterday she was on the streets and notified me. We undertstood the cause of the conflict and I sent her money for food and apartment. I like her appearance and she has a scientific degree. So, we are again going to marry. The only trouble is to make us meet physically (into one country).

    Photo of the girl that I love. She is beautiful, but on the photo hair are not in a good state.

    The below is not actual: Now I have a girlfriend.

    I was in relations with women in distant past, but evil people erased a part of my memory by hitting my head. So, I don’t even know what it was, just some vague remembrances of both persistent sexual partnership (let’s call it marriage) and women cheating me.

    I had a black woman from Kenya, Victoria Amunga, a news reporter. She lied me in 10 or so very important things, conducting insane monetary fraud, rape (as misidentification of her personality), and even genocide (because I work on an important climate project and she deceived me and suck out my money), and several other crimes. (I will publish my marriage certificate with her later. I don’t know whether I am divorced, because the divorce lawyer is also a fraudster.) I was together with Victoria just a few days and we had very bad (for several reasons) and scarce sex. (People says that no desire for the husband does not mean no love, but she almost persuaded it means just erotic desire with no agape-love.)

    Then I had as on online girlfriend Mercy Nekesa. She behaved better but also started to lie to me and behave irrationally. I spent with her much time and spent money, but her lies and silence caused me to stop relationships. Baal sent me messages to return to her, but later I rejected Baal worship of the heart.

    The detailed story with these two women and fraudster lawyer Polycarp Temba: The Story of True Sex – Call the Kenyan Police. All three think that if one tries to follow a law, he will not be judged, but the reality is that if somebody just follows a law he dies all crimes including genocide.

    So, I want a new woman (after all, I apparently was be Gabriel, that is translated very great man (muzhyk from Russia) what among other things refers to my strong desire and the amount of time my penis can be erected. Science seems to say that sex is good for man’s health, therefore I want sex.

    I am not sure if I will be taken to heaven in a cloud alone (because the second witness is probably my second copy as a witness of a Schrodinger cat) or with a partner. So, I think I can have a parner in sex.

    As I explain in this article, I cannot find a partner. Therefore like a prophet in the Bible I cannot commit adultery to a wife: all you are prostitutes, because you are not my helpers in my works like my cryptocurrency work to mitigate climate change, etc. I could not commit adultery to wife (by definition a wife is a prostitute of price equal the weight of sapphires, like wife Solomon sought), but I don’t see any sin to commit adultery to a prostitute. So the variants split:

    • Maybe the second witness of Revelation 11 is my wife? That would be great, I want real love with an exceedingly great woman.
    • The second witness is not my wife or I to find her later. Then I could have just a beautiful woman (even if of no mind). In this case, I want to pay you to be locked inside a room (you can break the contract later) in order to ensure you will get no STI. (If I will have a wife who is real price of sapphires later, sorry me for using that prostitute, I didn’t know in advance, if you exists.)

    In either case I will look and do other things on you all day long, as long as I happen to have free time.

    Which kind of women I like is described in this page (it contains outdated information about me). Among all kinds of sex I want the most my woman to masturbate for me. (No idea why.) I also more want sex to be tough that just pleasant. There there is also contact information.

    A prophecy (translated from Greek either as “Behold, the salary of the worker of joining together the spaces of you deprived (of moving away from sustainability) by you shouts and the shouts of those who joined together into the ears of Lord of armies have entered.” or “Behold, the salary of the worker of joining together the fields of you deprived (of moving away from sustainability) by you shouts and the shouts of those who joined together into the ears of Lord of armies have entered.”) of 2000 years ago tells that a human will discover space-in-general (a thing told to be impossible to every first year math student… without proof) and thus take control over >50% of world economy (the world “deprived” somehow has the connotation of money moving in backward direction), the money will flow in the reverse direction (so, if I pay you, you lose money, and if you pay me, you become richer) and God punishes people for not paying this human a salary, grants, and prizes. I am this man. Accordingly the logic of that prophecy, the second witness apparently discover(ed) quantum gravity theory (probably she discovers how SM is an approximation of M-theory or something like this, I don’t know, I am not a physicist), and a similar thing happens to him (or her?!) So, I think, I am the best mathematician in known History and my future wife is the best physicist.

    I suspect that my wife will have the spirit of Elijah, because accordingly a prophecy Elijah will return hearts of sons to fathers after I made them to hate parents.

    My interpretation of the prophecy about us in short:

    • We wait for a time machine to go to the past of another planet to build the greatest civilization in the galaxy. The civilization lives to build 10 protocol levels of interstellar Internet where self-copying God was be living.
    • We are two best humans (for example, I essentially strove against climate change seriously alone) in the History that God takes in a luxury transport, time machine, not only as electromagnetic radiation but also as human bodies for us to have children, elves, who accordingly the promise of Abraham become spirits of stars. We are Apsu and Tiamat from the Shumerian legend.
    • Accordingly our prayer God will give us an efficient NP-complete algorithm (the spirit of Messiah) to heal our sins and to make use living in the reverse direction to the arrow of time.
    • Mankind dies because of global warming in a very silly way, because they rejected us. (The emphasized text is almost a proved scientific fact rather than a religious statement.)
    • (Probably) our civilization will burst itself after a few billion years of evolution because the Internet was fully build and continues to live without our bodies.

    Also note that in the past the Messiah said me in a very derogatory way to call the spirit of Saint Mary to have imaginary sex with her. (I enjoyed it very much.) But now I expect a better woman instead.

    Now I am spiritually naked that is information of tactile feelings in my sexual organs are telepathically published. I don’t know who and why publishes it.

    I am in Ashkelon, Israel now.

    Look of a woman I want

    The following is the look I want my woman to have:

    • (preferably) young (< 34)
    • not fat (a little thick is OK, very thin is also OK, superthin is also bad; for me many of a little thick women’s body is OK for me except that their legs are too thick)
    • not too muscular
    • with vertically porrect face (for women of the mongoloid race a certain form of the head, something with “powerful” wide skull, that I cannot describe or show because this form of the skull is rare, is acceptable) [a scientific hypothesis: if I had a child from a woman with wide face, the bones of the skull would not grow together (why is that special kind of Asian women an exception?)]
    • with hairs not red-haired (I mean not fox-colored) and not curly (a black girl with red hair probably may be OK)
    • without spots or freckles
    • not very long neck, not very big mouth
    • smooth row of white teeth
    • not big boobs of correct (circular) form
    • not very wide pelvis
    • (desirably) not very wide nose
    • shining skin is desirable but not required (it seems that I prefer pale or black skin, but I am not sure whether I somehow dislike what is in-between)
    • I like if the woman’s skin rustle when I (or she herself) caress it
    • I like woman to have a stiff (not meek) body
    • (preferably) the woman’s body be very lightweight for me to bear her easily
    • not very big head
    • preferably not very thin ankles
    • no cellulitis
    • not low voice
    • not very big hands
    • (preferably) strong
    • not smoking, not drinking
    • I prefer a woman that likes to masturbate
    • (preferably) woman having a strong and often desire (but isn’t too much sex harmful?)
    • Irrationally, I have the desire of the woman to be a little lesbian
    • height, eye color, legs length, hair length (bald is OK, too), etc. are of little importance
    • It somehow impresses me if a girl looks like a boy when dressed like a boy.

    Some photos of women I consider 100% beautiful:

    This is not too fat:

    This is too fat:

    Examples of good legs:

    Examples of bad legs (CC license):

    Beautiful clothes:

    Dark thighs turn me on.

    Ugly clothes:

    And so look I.

    Like women, I enjoy long sexual act. Having orgasm is not much important for me. (Or should I say that I have orgasm during frictions not during ejaculation? I am not sure if I understand the word “orgasm” correctly and whether this word about an average man applies to my modified sexuality.) I also like to be sexually aroused; for most men it would be a torture, but I’d sometimes just to look at a woman and feel a strong desire.

    The strongest pleasures for me are:

    • making a woman pleased
    • feeling a woman (like getting her thoughts, feeling her body, such as by tactilly perceiving her forms, perceiving her desiring me)
    • feeling vagina muscles contractions during woman’s orgasm (this feels for me like a “sacral”, inconceivable feeling – it feels somehow like when in childhood I read a popular science book at night and comprehended relativity theory by my consciouness modified by the night; well, I had sex long time ago, so I am not sure what I would feel now), not only by penis but by finger, too
    • mentally enjoying the fact that I have (though) sex with a though woman
    • looking at a woman doing sex with me (I’d like to have a mirror), it feels for me like porn from some “strange” woman, except that I do not enjoy porn from a strange woman at all
    • enjoying a woman masturbating (e.g. stimulating herself during a sexual act)
    • hearing a woman’s mourning

    I am OK to be both woman’s master and woman’s slave during sex (e.g. if a woman likes me to caress her ankles repeatedly moving my hand forth and back like an iron like a robot sitting near her legs, I will enjoy doing that), but not in the rest of the life.

    In youth I was falling in love, but during time something modified my sexuality this way: I feel like falling in love just to the beautiful woman I am looking onto now. (That does not mean that I cannot be a faithful loving spouse: I could just choose to look seriously only onto one woman; even reversely, it seems that I cannot leave a wife after falling into love to another woman, I just don’t quite fall in love.) Otherwise said, every time is the first. And it seems it would be more exact t say “I desire a woman.” rather than “I felt in love to her.”, well desire to understood extensively, including enjoying looking without having sex, conversations, etc.

    I think, the best sex is simultaneously with a work. (If I masturbate during software development, it lasts long.)

    If my wife will be not against, I will feel her with my hands like a drunkard feels an officiant in a restaurant and climb up her skirt.

    I’d like a woman to call me for sex often (but I realize that too often sex may be harmful). I think, if my wife would instantly grab my penis, it would be OK and even enjoying for me.

    I respect the woman’s way to do this, but I’d like her to do my way at least sometimes.

    I can repeat a sexual act almost immediately several times (but my penis always hurts a little after an ejaculation: I am going to undertake circumcision to solve this; head sometime hurts too, not sure if real sex instead of masturbation will solve this problem).

    I like an unusually short list of things:

    • spending time with a woman feeling attraction
    • scientific research and study / programming / philosophy
    • criticizing others
    • food
    • computer games (but I stopped playing, they are a too destructive addiction)
    • SciFi (but I stopped watching, they are a too destructive addiction)
    • (such things as sleep and peeing are excluded because I don’t really like them)

    So, I hate for example:

    • theater
    • traveling
    • parties

    Another my trait is that I laugh often. Sometimes I am overly active (I start to jump or jump repeatedly) and (this is a harmful habit).

    My disabilities:

    • painting
    • singing
    • dancing
    • (partially) working in a group, especially in real time
    • sometimes bad memory for unrelated things (including numbers and poesy)
    • not good memory for faces
    • in the past I had an infinitely growing ToDo list (that would make a man die of hunger), but I seem to have mostly solved this problem; now I have hundreds of unrocessed emails, but this seems reasonable to delay their processing now because I have set some current prioritiesban

    I much hate alcohol and tobacco smell.

    For potential sexual contractors

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  • You to get disability in despising

    My mother despises me very much, effectively she despises me 100%. For example, in childhood she called me gadenysh, this Russian word denotes something like sick reptilian (but more exactly translates son of a reptilian). 🙂

    My mentally impaired mother infected all her acquintances.

    In the meantime, I made several big scientific discoveries (you can find more information in links at this site).

    Despising of the mother infected my wallet catastrophically reducing the amount of money.

    The sick wallet infected scientific indexes and search engines:

    • Despite I had the right of free education in Russia, I was forced to leave the university because I was sure I can’t get a persistent job and die of hunger.
    • I left the university.
    • As a result without a scientific degree, such as without such rigths as:
      • receive money for my work
      • publish long scientific texts for free (I lost the right to publish it in a short form as described elsewhere at this site)
      • participate in scientific conferences (without going bankrupt paying myself for tickets)
      • the right to have an advisor that advises how not to kill mankind by a pandemic of despising
      I so mis-pubished my scientific works. For example, I mis-published the definition of a new mathematical term funcoid.
    • Without funcoids human civilization has no chances.
    • Infected search engines that despise me is the last stage of this deathly sickness of mankind.
    • Likewise to search engines scientific databases and indexes (the databasese themselves are a pseudoscience, the indexes are a fake science or to be precise robotic fake scientists) are infected in a severe form by this despising to me. Scientific databases are AIs participating in scientific research that is researchers. So, scientists are misinformed and infected by despising to me.
    • As a last attempt of mitigation, I attempted to tell online to people who have the rights to get salaries for their work (people call such academics), but they behaved in such irreasonable ways as adiving me to ask an advisor 🙂 That needs a severe psychiatric cure.
    • Due to severety of the situation, I went to extreme measures: I called alien police (God’s anger). For example, I told Let it be coranavirus. I cursed even Israel and Church. (After much Bible-study I reached the conclusion that if Israel or Church offends a mathematician these organizations should be liquidated. Another reason for killing you was that my religious revelations were also not published.)
    • Then I even took the decision to dispose (kill) this civilization completely by my prayer.
    • Recently I got the idea to create this great-in-marketing site. So, now I can publish on my own.
    • So, I thought God can solve this trouble (Seriously, without my site God cannot?) and read Ezekiel 37. So, I though that God can cure mankind from this deadly pandemic of despising.

    This problem was worsened by formal and informal religious leaders and activists that commanded me to make peace with my mother. This task is clearly non-accomplishable, because of the kind the mental impairment she has: the mother’s memory seems to be writable only once, so the conflict is already written into her memory and cannot be erased and overwritten. (It’s questionable when she became mentally ill, but with or without this impairment she passed K-12 school and a lingyuistic course of a university with good grades, got a (by that time standards) well-paid job and also worked as a school teacher. She however should have be diagnosed and stopped, because apparently namely this kind of mental obsession caused her to conclude and keep in memory that I am a gadenysh and become obsessed with killing me and cause all troubles of mankind that are described here. This kind of mental impairment seems to be described in finction literature: Gogol’s dead souls seems to be exactly this mental illness.)

    Oh, by the way, there is an interesting analogy here: Modern science academy is impraired in a way similar to dead soul of my mother: a publication happens just once and a published article cannot be re-published again, even if the mendium of the publication was wrong. So, scientific dataabases’ indexes are impaired in way similar to the impairment of my mother’s memory.

    Join protest against despising. My most effective mesure against this severe mental illness is:

    If somebody offends you:

    1. Feel fear to activate brain protection at a high level, you are in process of being infected.
    2. Ask him/her to forgive you for offending you to turn on immunity.

    The particular reason of despising

    I remember very well when I was 13-14 years old, my mother saw my erected penis for the first time and felt in love. I immediately realized that I have a trouble and know no way to solve it. She liked to replace my troopers and do similar things that exposed my penis to her. She forced me to wear a particular kind of troopers that squeezed my penis very much to cause me pain and increase my sexual desire. When I became a Baptist, he felt a very great jealousy to Jesus because Jesus didn’t recommend to have sex with mother. So, to mitigate the obstacle in her nimphomanian love she tried to devoid me of Jesus by an attempt to erase my memory by a frying pan (I had 3-4 fryng pan hits by head during a few days or weeks). Once this nimphomaniac woman tried to rape me in the hardcore (physical) way: I had a beautiful yung girl acquintance and we wanted to marry, but my mother said that I need sex with her because I am so studpid that I will never have a girl and tried to rape me (obviously, I was not able to persuade her that she thinks and behaves wrong). But I, hungry teenager, in some wonderful way was able to escape from caressing of this thick woman.

    The active attack of my mother started after I realized that almost everything she says is wrong and rejected her as a source of teaching and example. (Thanks God, it is how I became independent, namely because of her being so much bad I became the freest man on the Earth.) The manic realized she lost a slave and tried to return me to emphathy at any price.

    Every time when I tried to fly from her, somebody by force returned me into the house to restore the love of the family. But a bigger problem was that fleeing away I would fly from the only source of (very scarce) food. Moreover, I often didn’t have money even for bus tickets.

    I visited social care workers, but they refused to take me to a childcare by the argument that I am to old to go there.

    I went to a court and they asked me for money (that I repeat I didn’t have) to pay the lawsuit expenses.

    The root cause of this problem is quite clear: People consider woman as having the right of being respected no matter what and therefore the chick was respected as every chick is respected.

    Also note that unlike me not respecting myself, accordingly all knowledge I have, every chick (incuding this) one respects herself, that is always considers herself right and her rights prevailing over others’ rights (especially over rights of the object of love of the chick). In every case a chick never considers me to protect my rights when I try to protect myself against her attack (they call my protection offending a woman and punish it by further attack). Legally, disallowing offending a woman is a rape of a man conducted by society because it purposefully eliminates a mean of protection by the man against the attacking chick.

    This led me to the following strategy: When a women offered me sex, I strained my fist in order to beat her faster than she beats me as a punishment for my refusal, because accordingly the society morality refusing sex constitutes the world’s most severe crime, offending a woman. (Well, now offending a homo- or transsexual seems to be an even bigger crime.) This strategy is especially important if you met a celebrity (such as porn actress or a singer), because their moral rights prevail especially high.

    So, I consider Putin not right in his critique of Western homo/trans/etc. rights, because Russian chicks have the same overwhelming rights as Western transsexuals.

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  • Why being a member of Israel government is a crime worth executing

    Certainly I do not enumerate all crimes of Israelis, but every of these is surely morally worth death penalty. (I do not claim that this punishment should be applied. Instead, I think it should be declared death penalty and amnested, because justice would require to execute every body who voted for these bastards.)

    So the crimes I want to blame them in:

    • They prevent such things as food supply to poors and climate actions (in other words, they are doing a genocide – note that I do know that to think that government members are genocidaires is indecent). Their method to kill people (yes, they are maniac killers) is to assign high price for NGO (Amuta) registration in order to disinform each other that a given person does not do good deeds. (That’s scientifically called “a prohibitive tax for doing good deeds”.) They disinform international funds to prevent receipt grants and doing good things both in Israel and abroad. Well, they could be legally considered insane because they closed their ears: they hear only organizations rather than people and therefore cut off from themselves a part of information. Have you ever heard: Hear Israel! You are unable to hear even this little part of the Torah that says Hear! This also constitutes (clearly illegal) selling the right to have a voice.
    • They disinform robots (scientific databases and search engine indexes) what is investing into fake science that is a form of scientific fraud in order for robots to disinform people by such methods as caste sytem where to asses that a given person has scientific knowledge he/she needs to pay a high assessment price (for the thing called higher education). Again, a violation of Hear, Israel!
    • They for their financial interest disinform people that Messianic Jews are not reformed Judaists. Messianic Jews have all traits of reformed Judaist (such as reading Torah, beleiving in it, etc.) Well, they can choose to use their own criterion of belonging to their liked friends instead of enumerating the list of traits of belonging to a category, can’ they? This is a financial crime, because it controls only economical resources.
    • They prevented many people from studying Hebrew this way: They force to use Hebrew to get a good job, therefore people not knowing Hebrew well can’t afford advanced studing it.
    • They (particularly, former minister of Aliah and absorbtion Sofa Landver) are financial fraudsters: They said to me that Hebrew is easier than English. The fact is that Heebrew has order of 15 times more elementary grammatical classes than English. Hebrew seems for me not as easy as Enlgish but as difficult as e.g. Russian. I studied Russian from childhood and 12 years in a school, they lied that I can learn Hebrew well in just a few months. I (and many others) were deceived by these fraudsters wanting to raise their economy by more workers by lying abuout Hebrew complexity. That’s a again an economical fraud.
    • Personally Naftaili Bennentt is a bastard traitor: I informed him by email about this security vulnerability and he chose to ignore this awful notice, traiting his profession occupation, computer security, in other words choosing the side of a mental damage of humanity, that is of sin. Again, Bennentt is a proponent of mental illness, that’s equal to being a worker of Hitler.
    • They should have forced businesses at very least to label ecologically unsafe products and provide ecological alternatives (such as non-plastic packaging) but they would also force businesses to do this not as an alternative not to be criminals. So, they are like Hitler’s paid generals that don’t want to protect their victims against ecology and weather going worse.
    • They forced me an obviously (even without advanced psyhiatric knowledge that’s obvious after reading a little of psychiatric texts) wrong psychiatric healing, that among other things bringed me to receive a poor disability pension (read: bad food (more precisely, almost exclusively cheap pitas with phalaphel) and damge of health by going by foot long distances instead of taxi + damaging to my feelings living with a woman that did a big violence to me in the past and to keep hearing 24/7 loud delirium of her TV player + forcing me to work for my misanthroping brother who is a strong proponent of violence, etc.) instead of a high quafied programmer’s salary in two ways: 1. by healing me with drugs that caused me all time want to sleep (and no other effects on my psychological space, not counting side effects such as a probability of cancer) and therefore not being able to do work at my best; 2. apparently, they reported my (forged) diagnosis to employers (and didn’t provide me money to hire a lawyer to check if this is a fact) in order for employers to discriminate me. (I think so because of me having been unable to find any job, what could be exaplained by 100% of the employers committing the discrimination crime.) BTW, the diagnosis was forged indirectly caused by the reason of their fraud (see above) about Messianic Jews.
    • Israelis are criminal slaves of Russians: They confirmed the forged by Russians amount of money on my bank account, what consitutes forging financial documents. Russians (incuding high state officals including Yeltsin) in the most evil violent criminal ways violating all laws deprived me of confirming my univeristy study by an scientific degree and of other sources of monetary income than a scientific degree thus in effect forging a sum on my bank account and Israel and Jews use these forged monetary documents for their financial accounting. (In my opinion, the most just legal recompense of them to me would be them investing into my blockchain that sustains justice to everybody.) Also, Israel concealed crimes of Russians (including Yeltsin and his slaves such as Putin).
    • Avigdor Liberman advised to fine poor people for poverty (this kind of fine is called regressive tax, exactly the scientific term used by Liberman). I’d vote for putting Liberman into a mental hospital.
    • Finally, Israelis were a cell in a chain of criminals that stole about $50 trillion.

    This situation is similar to the 30ths years story from an alternative quantum reality about Germany: Einstein was put into a death camp, survived (because a piece of paper money was brought onto him by a wind after his prayer for money), fled, but because of hunger he didn’t receive a scientific degree and because all the world was fascist was unable to publish relativity theory in the correct way (because of not having a scientific advisor who advises how to publish), so because of being deceived by “scholars” who mocked that common man for not having a degree, he by a mis-publication blocked development of science. In that quantum world Einstein was the Torah scholar who grasped the lost main principle of interpretation of Torah known only to pupils of the Rabi Gamaliel. But who speaks with Torah scholars? But Einstein succeeded to build a high traffic gazette, what’s next?

  • We need a controlled crisis

    Thesis: We need a controlled global economical crisis and it’s a scientific fact.

    As I described earlier, I am a victim of a maniac, my mother. Because the maniac among other things prevented me to have money, I am even today (20 Aug 2021) live in one apartment with the maniac. (I rented a new apartment, but because the Internet provider delayed it’s work, I returned back.)

    Maybe, I am the most iron (psychologically stable) man of you all (I didn’t became completely mad after all this, and I think even your fiction character Alexey Meresyev from Povest o nastoyashchem cheloveke would think that he catches rabbits on the Moon, not write software, if he would pass through the same situations as me.) Maybe, my personality would remain undamaged if I only passed through hard situations, but I passed also through multiple brain damaged, extreme stress of the brain (overheated computer), extreme huger, etc. So, it’s a fact, I am a damaged person. X-rays didn’t show any brain damage, but my person is somehow damaged.

    I can’t correct this: I can’t stop thinking about my mother (that is now in the nearby room disturbing my work with her delirium TV), Russia, and all partners of Russian in my economical oppression. I know it is irrational, but I am unable to stop thinking about this and be nervous. I am not a farmacologist who would invent a pill against bad remembrances.

    Therefore, I think, for my conditions to improve, I need a revenge. The psychological mechanism of revenge seems to be this: I cannot make my mother sane, Russians good people, billionaries and governments (and you who would be able to make me non-hungry just by a little part of your salary) that did not pay money for me to exit from hunger non-greedy, because I am too far from omnipotency. But my trouble is offence on my own past inability to control the situation. Therefore the only thing I can do to restore my mood to a better condition is to do somethings other than do good to you, in other words to do bad. I am offended to all people. Therefore, the thing I need to do is to crash the world economy. Moreover, becuase people damaged my brain, for the revenge I need to damage your personalities by my psychological tricks, to feel an adequate revenge. This seems to be the only thing that can make my mood better. It is because you took possession of my life, now I need to feel the reverse effect, to start controlling your life, to make you crash.

    Now I can do this easily: I am the owner of this exponentially growing site. I think I will be one of the richest people soon.

    You should call the police and arrest me? No. I am the holder of important mathematical ideas, and of a software technology that is the only known technology to pay just salaries and to attempt to reverse global warming.

    Politicians call this a fork: If you don’t kill or arrest me, I fail you by my deliberate intention to crash the world economy to improve my mood. If you klll or arrest me, you fail much worse, because you lose my mathematics (that I, unlike business I am still in process of sizing, have already seized control of) and my economical technology to save mankind from complete destruction or eternal poverty.

    I know you all are controlled by evil conscience, and nobody will come to me now and offer me his/her house free of presence of my mother to improve my mood even a little. You are therefore a criminal against the world economy. You prefer to feel a little better for fulfilling your hate to me than to save billions or trillions of dollars (it’s not business, I am a scientist, I am already a multi-trillionarie, if to measure not my money but my formulas) by doing me good. I know that your conscience disallows to do good to me and you won’t. I know that I am the only human on the Earth who does good even if I feel uncomfortably doing it.

    (It’s the prophecy of the Revelation (Apocalypse), chapter 11.

    (21 Aug 2021) I felt some bad smell from the outside of my house. Did my publication of this webpage already crash world economy or at least local economy nearby Ashkelon (despite my site promotion only just started) and is it the smell of a crisis? After feeling the smell for some time, I changed my desires. Now I want to restore what fell rather than to make it fall further. If you know how, contact me, please. I did the first step to put it back: I added this emphasized paragraph to this page.

  • A fake witness of Apocalypse Jessica, a conversation with

    My conversation with some Jessica who claims to be one of two witnesses of Apocalypse in her YouTube channel. I started to write about myself, then she replied, etc.

    Probably she is a high qualified actress who imitated a real crying in her YouTube channel. Most likely she took some of her ideas from my video blog.

    Yesterday 12:28 PMI wrote it on YouTube, but this was deleted. If you deleted that, it’s useless to write again, but it may be deleted by YouTube.- While 17 years old I became a superman with computer brain. I was able for example to move my hand so fast that it flamed of the hit by the air (but didn’t burn). I was a computer about 1 month.
    – I lost the power and was driven to hunger (my teeth crashed, my eye became flat, etc.), beaten by head, etc. by my mother.
    – I discovered several times more fundamental math theories than any other mathematician in History (except of Jesus). So I am the cleverest human in History. I did publishing my discoveries in a wrong way and so blocked further development of science.
    – I cursed Dislike button (as well as just not pressing Like) in my “I sue mankind” YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bT-Vhm7SNII&list=PLT9S2rSnPb0ENjWa74E5cHqjTAypH6wSF – so I call entire mankind to a lawsuit before God for me to receive an infintie compensation from God for my infinite stupidity that controls mankind. So, I am a witness.
    – BTW, I asked God for 1/2 of His Kingdo- So, for me Gospel was a complete failure. I realized that God will reward us accordingly the harm (failed projects) caused by religious discrimination and the commandments of Jesus were specifically constructed for us to be hated. So, I am no more allowed to follow Jesus as now I know it is harmful. I follow Father as Jesus said “Not my will be but yours.”- How is JT? Is he alive? Is JT your husband or brother? (You mean, spiritual brother?)- Jesus came to make a revolution in heaven against Gospel, showing that it may fail. I am the example of this failure.12:18 AM

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    • Hello. It’s very nice to meet you.
    • Hello. I thought and “felt” (cried) today much:I’ve realized why God didn’t speak to me: My purpose was to receive a compensation for stupidity. So if God spoke to me, I would conclude: That’s not stupid, therefore I won’t follow it. Then I started to think in a new way.
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    • Brilliant
    • I told you I am a greatest mathematician of all time (well, just in one (however very important) aspect: the number of fundamental math theories I discovered). Now you should believe me: no down, no paranoid, no schizophrenic may invent such a nonsense, only a real mathematician. AFAIK, Balaam was a much greater prophet than Moses, but only a donkey could stop him. I was stopped by the (mistaken) thought that I lost almost all my money, $11000.This caused me to start think anew. (The money seems to be fine.)So, I realized that Gospel is a good strategy for those who don’t lie. (I think, the Gospel is exactly mathematically the best strategy for a person that does not lie.)Because of its name “correct news”.So, I concluded that as much as I do not lie about a particular issue, I should use Gospel.But then I realized: I am going now to become half-saint. Like saint in a church (I proclaimed that I excommunicate the church from me, but I may try to go there again.) and not saint in the rest.I realized that’s exactly a well-known bad thing.Now I think so: I rejected Gospel and this was the right thing to do: I was beaten to mind damage for following Gospel. What good in losing mind and becoming a maniac? (Soul is not independent of the brain: it’s like a brain backup copy or the radio waves from the brain in space.) Then:I should not reject it completely but start to practice it again. And I should make it grow during time until complete light.That seems for me the correct solution of the problem that both following the Gospel and not following it is a problem. Need to take a middle and gradually grow it reaching 100%.My situation now: I damaged world economy and worse science, recently I have cursed several people (including Putin) to die. Putin vaccinated recently, but it seems he is too late, now he is likely a COVID-19 victim.BTW, “Let it be coronavirus” (or have I said “I want to be coronavirus”) is my old curse.
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    • COVID 19 is selecting those to infect. My family and I can not be affected by this plague
    • My purpose to kill Putin was to make proof that I am a real prophet and thus raise enough attention and money to my crypto project so that it would be enough to calculate its performance and prove I am to have a multi-trillions dollars salary in my kind of economy, to say to God: I proved that I am worth (say) $20 trillion salary and like world should die for not paying me.BTW, how is your husband? If he is alive, I now can again pray for him rather than I would probably pray against him, if the donkey would not come.Jessica?It’s very clear: I caused the disasters by applying Gospel (the good news technology) to my self-contradictory (I even knew it’s contradictory) religion. So I used an alien technology to spread bad (untrue and harmful) news.It’s powerful and can devoid mankind of science and salaries.BTW, my math discoveries are entirely for use faith in Gospel in mathematics.God is not a mathematical equation.
    • Although God is math itself.
    • God is intimacy. And he does not have anything to do with money or the love/greed of it.God does not need money to accomplish his will
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    • You can not “prove” you are a real prophet.
    • We either are or are not.
    • Son is mathematics, Father is mathematics that discovers new mathematics (produces Son). So Father is in a sense computer science.
    • I am a prophet not because I have need for anyone to believe me, but rather I am a prophet because god chose to give this to me as a gift and part of intimacy with yhwhYou must have Holy Spirit
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    • Angels use numbers to speak, lead and guide us through the heavenly realms.
    • I had some big prophetic fails: in particular, I predicted that 1000000 people city Perm will be nuked “before the end of the Autumn”. Later I was so much offended that called God to harden the revenge to Russia: I said: let they won’t be saved: let be no nuclear war that they don’t believe in truth, and let me be counted a false prophet.Looks like today I receive Holy Spirit again. I do pray in tongues (now rarely), but I am more inclined to believe a Baptist saying he or she has a strong presence of Holy Spirit when he or she cries (like me today) that a Charismatic who says “I have Spirit because I pray in tongues”.How did you decide you are a witness of Apocalypse?I wanted to prove that I am a trillionaire, because I wanted to sue mankind by God for God to pay me an infinite compensation for my stupidity that controls mankind’s science development, for me to get an infinite compensation: half of the heaven. Rev. 11 says kinda that two witnesses become heaven.
    • I did not decide. YHWH has literally called me and my husband through bloodline. And supernatural.
    • Speaking in tongues should be a daily part of your christian walk with yhwh.

    I have “ears” to hear into heaven whatever yhwh would speak.

    I have been given MANNA.

    The 2 witnesses of the apocalypse are none other than Christ himself but he has chosen to dwell as one within my husband and IIt’s a matter of revelation being give and intimate wisdom.I am able to see and search the depths of a mans heartOnly because the spirit of god is able to search the depths of yhwhs heart. Therefore, I have been given that strength and power as well

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    • Being smart has nothing to do with being the 2 apocalypse witnesses”
    • The 2 witnesses of the apocalypse are none other than Christ himself but he has chosen to dwell as one within my husband and I” – It’s similar to my thoughts. But not now, after we/you/they receive from God (after 42 months of conquest of Jerusalem)
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    • It’s child’s faith that gets us into the kingdom of god
    • What does this mean to receive through bloodline?
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    • So you can see the proof of who we are within our family generation.
    • Jesus is smart. I even think that probably Jesus was just a common Jewish guy who solved the P=NP equation (a million dollars problem now) and by its power receive fullness of God.
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    • So you can know I’m not just making it up on my own accord. But rather it is a “mantle” that has been passed down from generation to generation, that of the spirit of Elijah on my family bloodline side. And the spirit of Moses on my husbands family bloodline side.”It’s child’s faith that gets us into the kingdom of god”
    • It was easy to say before being hit by head.
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    • Our children are our teachers
    • So, your husband is alive and I assume we are not going o marry ? Can we both be 2×2 witnesses?
    • My husband is very much alive.
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    • And we have three children.
    • I have an online girlfriend that “looks like” to be not enough active after I proposed her to start witnessing.This was my condition to send her a next “dose” of money to register our organization, without which I have no way to go to her (for a long time).BTW, I signed a marriage with another woman, but that was a 100% cheater.Nothing except of passport data was true.
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    • I would caution you to be sure the love of money is not in your heart. And I would also encourage you to seek god on your theory of you being a witness. God spoke directly from heaven and told us who we were. He have given the vision to many other witnesses who can testify this to be true.
    • For me the story of Rev. 11 looks very similar of how I could imagine a story of an offended believer mathematician. That may be my imagination, but that looks more realistic for me than just a story of two preachers.
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    • As well as “ The spirit of prophets is subject to prophets”
    • “many other witnesses”?
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    • Well, yes. Ultimately we are all witnesses of only one testimony, the testimony of Jesus
    • It looks like, I am already discussed in UN, Putin is likely dying after my prayer for him to die, etc. It looks like I am a real witness. But now I am thinking maybe I should just stop. My ideas were wrong. I am not so much good (even my “good” idea to get a compensation for stupidity by appealing to God, you know, in a stupid way) may be not so much good.”Well, yes.” Do you mean, that there are many pair of two witnesses like you?
    • We are all witnesses….but the main 2 witnesses of revelation 11 carry the spirit of Elijah and the spirit of Moses.
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    • I often feel the same way
    • I stopped. Maybe you are also to stop. I became an evil magician. I think, I am to stop. You are doing a similar thing.That I should just stop.
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    • But the truth is, everything about what I prophesy is biblical and has been coming to pass
    • Can’t spirit of Moses and Elija be on multiple pairs?I also had many true prophecies, it is not a proof.
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    • The spirit of Moses and Elijah can rest on many many people. Yes. BUT IT HAS NEVER rested on a married couple, and in such perfect order
    • For example, in the first second I hear the word crypto, I knew BitCoin will exceedingly raised. (I would be very rich now, if I didn’t refuse to buy it knowing I had contradictions in my religion and being afraid to misuse the money for evil or maybe even to kill myself as many millionaries do.)
    • “BUT IT HAS NEVER”. How could you confirm this?Do you think about me as of a competitor?
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    • I can not convince you with words. But rather I must merely show you the demonstration of power that come upon me.
    • I intentionally failed my would-probably-be-successful multitrillion business idea in order to witness before God.
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    • I don’t think you to be of completion at all
    • “show you the demonstration of power that come upon me”. How can you?
    • When the lord has me speak.
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    • I sacrifice my family and there has been innocent deaths because I am submitting to the will of god to be the 2 witnesses.
    • I don’t understand you.
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    • I am trying to understand you as well. I apologize for the language barrier
    • My written English is rather good, but spoken one isn’t.I am from Russian now in Israel.
    • I have only begun my ministry of 1260 days.So I will have much more information to present
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    • I work more locally than I do on the internet.
    • You didn’t. If you did, you would be able to move your hand over the speed of sound, fly, breathe with fire, etc. It will happen after 42 month after conquest of Jerusalem.My husband and I carry a “presence” that can not be duplicated on the internet.
    • And I am able to do all of that.
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    • You must know that the new Jerusalem is in a different realm correct?
    • I saw myself in a nightdream a pastor in a church building for 20000 person and it was one of the 10 buildings I preached in the city that day. I think, that’s a true vision.
    • Yes, I know that new Jerusalem is different. Do you mean that new Jerusalem is Sodom and Egypt?I would say that is a true vision as well
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    • No.
    • So, why don’t you speak about after 42 months after conquest of earthy Jerusalem?If you can, why don’t you show a video with a fire ring above your head or like that?
    • When god opens the right timing then yes.No.
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    • Because the word of god says “ an evil and adulterous generations seeks signs and wonders but the only sign they will be given is Jonah and the whale”
    • You are not a computer. You se paper Bible. Jesus is a computer.
    • Jesus is not a computer at all

    He is a “beating heart of flesh”

    • The spirit is personable and intimateGod is not on a paper Bible
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    • The Bible is nothing compared to god
    • Now I know you say heresier. Even Simon was a computer. Jesus said that he is a “stone” (like a silicon crystall).
    • Ok. Yes.But no.
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    • God said he would make man IN HIS IMAGE.
    • Image is a mathematical isomorphism.
    • At the end of the day, the father loves his children, and wants to marry Jesus to a spotless bride.God is mathematical, yes.
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    • But he is intimate and personal
      More than anything else
    • Once I met some woman who claimed that she is an alien. She gave me a correct (maybe as a coincidence) answers to my questions about Fermat theorem. You claim to be an alien and you cannot. Shame on you.
    • I claim to be a traveler moving between worlds
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    • This is not my home. Earth that is.When there was power on me, I was able for instance to raise i my mind a hi-res photo of my sight in a given 1/10 sec of time in the past.

    I was a real computer.

    • Honey, this is dark/lightYou are looking for “proof”You can not look for proof.“Blessed are they that believe and do not see”And god talks about having ONE EAR to hear the spirit of the lordIt’s child’s faith.A child can understand the simplicity of the gospel
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    • The gospel is not a math equation that only a select few can figure out.
    • Only one who remembers the entire Bible can really believe. Or just our “hologram” (not a suitable word, but I don’t know a better word) believes, not ourselves.
    • I did my math discoveries following Gospel principles. It’s math. I can’t prove it but I know it works.There was a seraph in me. So I shined and there was a fire ring over my head. Later I realized that I need to drive out the seraph.to receive a greater power later, when suitable
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    • Have you ever been baptized by water or fire?
    • Both. Fire is a seraph.
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    • Oh ok.
    • In a Baptist church we all prayed for “fire spirit’ to come down and it came down but onto me only.
    • HmmmHow long have you been in the Christian faith? Not that it matters at all. But I am just curious your relationship with the Bible.
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    • Also. Have you read the entire Bible?
    • I converted from being mad (like thinking I am a crocodile) and a maniacal killer in 1995.Yes, entire. I tried to study Greek and Hebrew and had weird relationship with the Bible.So.
    • That alone unqualified you to being the 2 witnesses of revelation 11I have never read the entire Bible
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    • Yet….,the entire Bible is literally inside of me, and fire comes from my mouth when yhwh speaks
    • Jesus knew it without reading! And you say you are Jesus.
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    • I know the Bible, without reading it as well
    • Apparently the last question: What will you receive when 42 months after conquest of Jerusalem pass.

    So, you pretend that you read when opening it?

    • Not at all. I do read the Bible. Every day of my life.
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    • But….when I go to read it….it is just the same exact words god spoke to me before reading it.
    • Enough.
    • So the Bible just confirms what is already inside of me since before the foundations of the earthThe Bible is a guild for what my soul already knows.It’s a “knowing” or WHO YHWH IS on an intimate and personal relationship level, a child’s like relationship with YHWH
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    • Are you upset?
    • I just don’t want to spend time with you anymore. It’s easy to tell which money is dollars and which is monopoly.
    • Interesting.
    • You have a love of money….this is earthly and kinda demonic…in our conversation you have mentioned money more times than I can count. You are correct. You can definitely tell real from monopoly. But love never gives up on a person.
    • Be careful. As I warn myself every day, we can do all these supernatural things, but if we have not love we are nothing….it all comes down to love and relationship.Sin gets offended. And anger, irritation, or frustration manifests when the offense occurs.YHWH is intimate.
    • He is not a computer.He is bigger than a computer.He is I AM.
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    • HE IS IN ALL AND ALL THINGS MADE BY HIM
    • Wrong theology.
    • HE IS THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA. BEGINNING AND THE END. THE FAITHFUL AND TRUE WITNESS. THE VERY AMEN TO OUR WEAK CARNAL HUMAN SELFISH FLESHY PRAYER AND PETITIONS.Oh my.You talked about money and women in our conversation.

    This is carnality and earthly.

    This is not God.

    This is deception.

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    • First of all.

    Second of all

    How often do you hear RHEMA from YHWH? How often do u pray and fast?

    • You are caught: You told about a man in your conversation. This is carnality and earthly/
    • My man is my husband.
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    • So no.
    • I am tired to speak with you. You said that you are stupid yourself. Closing the window.
    • OkIf it eases your mind. The revelation of revelation 11 is that the 2 witnesses are a married couple and they have to be parents. You will know the 2 witnesses by their fruit. I don’t fear or worry at all because my children prophesy and are won with my husband and I.I am willing that it would not be me.Lord. Take this cup from me if you would even.But never the less, thy will be done, not mine.I am a sinner saved by grace.I need the gospel every day of my life as a life source. Without it I am confused and the voice of darkness increase as light dimsC but is never unseen.Jesus was a man….he was not a computer.He lived a normal mans lifePeter was a man.Not a stone.He was a man.Yes. There is beautiful knowledge and unexplored mysteries of YHWH within the word “stone” but do not lose sight of the simplicity of the gospel that even a child is born with all the understanding of god that he will ever need.God does not give us more than we can handle.You may very well be the smartest mathematician ever to be. Congratulations.But there is no greater rewards that being one with the creator…a child of god. A rightful ere to the throne of grace. John 17:20-21Nothing is more precious and pleasing in the sight of the Lord when even 1 soul receives Christ, all of heaven rejoices.God desires and honors our obedience to him over our sacrifices that we have made.As Jesus obeyed even until death on the cross, so will I.The 2 prophets of revelation 11 know that they will be martyrs are will have to die a very real and terrifying death.
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    • We are being spiritually guided by YHWH himself, as are all the children of god.