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  • What was the REAL mental illness of John Nash? (It seems to be NOT schizophrenia!)

    I am watching (the Russian version (apparently mistranslated, because only Russian illeterate people could translate apparent words of Baptist Nash “to have sex” apparently really meant to mean “marry” as “переспать” that is “to have sex just once”) of, because of lack of an English version in my videoteka. It’s now on pause.

    Well, Nash was hospitalized by psychiatrists after having absolutely valid and reasonable in his situation (though wrong) supposition that Russians hunt for him. Then they gave him Aminazin and after this Nash had a hallutionation of his real friend being irreally present in the room.

    So, the true story seems to be: Nash was healthy, then they gave him Aminazin and he became brain-damaged.

    Aminazin is still being widely used. So, it’s a valid scientific hypothesis: If you kill a psychiatrist, you do a good deed. (I don’t recommend you to kill psychiatrists, but instead to investigate this further.)

  • Terract in Ashkelon, Israel

    Today, 02 Sep 2021, I awoke about 2:40am and felt a strong noise.

    No doubt it is not a tinnitus: I had no tinnitus yesterday and before and now I am taking multiple brain improvement medicines that would heal a tinnitus even if I had one.

    I know this kind of noise: It is similar to what I felt when I was under radiation of a (Chinese?) high-frequency electronic lamp with a sparkling contact. I hope you know the experiment first done in 19 century: Two nearby needles sparkle from an electricity source and two other needles begin to sparkle by themselves when placed several meters apart from that source of energy. That’s called radio-frequency waves or just radio waves. Sparkling contacts is a strong source of radiation. When contacts are both sparkling and under a high frequency generator as in that lamp, the radiation is very strong.

    I had disgusting noise inside my head. It seemed that it ceases when I leave that place.

    For a few months I were unable to understand what happens: It seemed to contradict the laws of physics: “It cannot be a so much powerful energy source.” But the lamp started to flash and I realized what it was.

    Then I did an experiment: The strength of the noise in my head had a strong hardcore dependency on where I stayed in the room. Moreover, my mother noticed the same: She felt a noise dependent on the position in the same way as I did. So, I observed some diffraction pattern.

    The noise seemed to be like 50-100Hz (now I understand that’s modulated electromagnetic waves). So, it is ruled out by laws of physics that this was acoustic waves: 50-100Hz acoustic waves have far to big wavelengths to produce a diffraction pattern in a few meters big room (In fact the wavelength that I detected this way was about 1-2 m). The conclusion is inevitable: That were modulated electromagnetic waves. And they disappeared when lamp was off.

    I worked on a science and climate project and behaved like a drunkard (you can see my eyes (TBH: refer to the video) silly moving like under a narcotic), and failed it, because I was excluded from the competition. So, probably a few billions people died as a result (well, I invented a new, probably even better plan after that failure).

    So, now somebody attacked me after I published in my video on YouTube with words (about a weaker noise) like “Some energy source is turned on, probably it’s an RLS. I will know who does this and you (who turn on such harmful energy radiators) will be revenged.” Is it Putin? Is it Israel? USA? (Shortly before this I threatened USA with magic, if they violate rights.)

    This terract had a good effect: it caused me to think about these things.

  • I Confess My Strategy Is Failed

    I accepted and openly confessed that though I do not anymore have “big” contradictions in my philosophy/theology (if I didn’t have “small” contradictions, that would be a sin that my philosophy is wrong.), I do have errors in my strategy. I quite well realized that I my strategy is not just bad, it’s stupid.

    But now I have realized a big contradiction in my strategy, kinda the main error in my strategy:

    At one hand I (partly) started following the words of Messiah:

    (Luk. 21:28) “When these things begin to take place, stand up and lift up your heads, because your redemption is drawing near.””

    I understood it as: stop staying on knees (praying) and start using your heads (thinking).

    The contradiction is that I started to try to do this about at the same time, when I proclaimed that I do not have any reasonable strategy (saying that I had a strategy in the past, that is now I know what I would do in the past not to repeat my disaster, but I can’t move to the past and do it, and now I have been already to a deadend like not enough money, wrong age for free education, damaged relationships with everybody I know, etc.) Though I did some unexpected for myself of recent past great steps to improve my situation, my strategy is still largely a failure).

    So, why Messiah said to me to stop praying and start to think, then? What should I do instead?

  • To Netta Engelhardt: Our funny “dramaturgy”

    So, I want to present an purported objective analysis of this funny component (that is related to you) of my funny story. (I have a kind of right for this: I cannot work all the time and need a play sometimes.)

    So, I wrote an article telling that I need a wife and that God seems having told me that she to be the world best physicist. (Aug 27, 2021, 6:44pm)

    I received a email about Netta (Aug 27, 2021, 6:03pm)

    Believe me or not, I wrote the above article before I saw the email.

    My prayer is answered… What next? Is it to be taken as the pattern of tetragrammon or of Baal?

    Funny dramaturgy

    • Two worlds: accepted and unaccepted (not “granted”) scientists. “Revolution” of several kinds.
    • Two worlds: a former Evangelist (who realized that his old religion was severely wrong and that the church is destroyed) and maybe a Jewish girl.
    • Call to return from abroad to Jerusalem.
    • My emerging but perspective business. Her prize money.
    • Love from God.
    • Call like of Abraham, call like of Jacob and Rahel.
    • It is even not know if the prospective bride is married.
    • And most important, a call to a physicist into a trip in a time machine. Call to become firers of stars, etc.

    Appearance

    Photo of Engelhardt with her feet up on her desk glancing sideways at the camera with bookcases lining the wall behind.
    That’s a photo model’s body photo!

    No doubt, the girl that took this photo wanted to be noticed by a man.

    To be honest, the face is somehow less attractive than the figure: The mouth is somehow ugly and the face overall is not the best. And (a little amount of) speckles what I also a little dislike. But the summary “grade” of beauty is rather high.

    Now Netta is more beautiful than on old photos.

    Engelhardt sitting on some stone steps, putting on a pair of black and white dance shoes.
    This photo also calls men to something. Why do you hide your beautiful face?

    The voice of Netta is not extremely attractive but quite OK for me. Or is it the speaker’s voice not the real girl’s voice?

    On my appearance I think that it’s good, except of my ugly teeth that are “objectively” too big (caused severe health problems in the past, however partly because of hunger), well some women said me my teeth are extremely attractive. Your mileage may vary.

    Attempt of Analysis

    • Netta really that girl that the above mentioned prophecy tells about? Can she be the most smart physicist ever? I didn’t study her discoveries but from what I already know about her, it seems quite likely!
    • I sent several letters (copies in this blog) with my physical ideas to Netta. Netta, am I a better physicist than you?
    • Is Netta from a Jewish/Judaic background? People sinned so much that God split for us all like us being drunk and seeing multiple gods. (“Elochim” in plural.) The sad fact is that now we are in paganism. So, Christianity and Judaism are not relevant!
    • Is Netta from an atheistic background? As I told we are now in paganism and atheism doesn’t differ from paganism: both believe in the same thing, aliens. The call is about an alien space odessy. God is the mathematical social (kinda economical) model of that civilization. Matter is irrelevant, only mathematics is relevant. That’s mathematics and the faith is faiths into mathematics. You can start to believe.
    • Does Netta need to make a sharp choice between two worlds? Will that world send her away if she comes to me? Will I send…?
    • Her beauty is not 100%, but did I ever set myself the task to marry the world most beautiful girl? I strongly prefer one most smart. (Well, maybe because there is 10M most beautiful girls and one most smart due to difference of distributions.)
    • Are relatives/”friends” going to keep her in bonds? If they do, I am not going to stop even fully destroying USA in the war against evil spirits who could keep her in any kind of bonds. Freedom! Informal freedom!
    • No doubt, I did feel Netta. I know something about her. I know that in the heart Netta does not seem to be over-conservative. She definitely does not hate me! I request a report to me about her freedom status or will start an attack.
    • I feel that Netta is not strongly opposed to me.
    • I felt that feelings of Netta are somehow (I don’t know the exact physical mechanism, apparently it’s overloading of computing power of ionosphere by the to complex relations.) may cause risks of hurricanes. The trouble was that attempt of thinking about the trouble was causing its worsening, but it seems to become calm now. Please let her move to a safe place. Now! Before the next hurricane.
    • As sex partners (i mean a couple: despite of what scientists say, I can be happily monogamous with just a little force of will not to look much at other women.) we definitely seem adequate for me.
    • Does Netta hate not receiving the real Breakthrough Prize? Isn’t the story about this?… or about love?

    Netta, any explicit sign? Tell about yourself.

    It’s late night. I am going to the bed of my recently rented “free” apartment and to think about her intensively again.

  • I am naked

    I found water hot (very much, I even shouted of pain when touched it) despite it’s late night here (isn’t the water heater turn-off fake for me to pay for more electricity?) So, I am going to bash now. As I explain in the video description of my CCTV (an important safety measure), I don’t hide my nakedness.

    When I decided to set up my CCTV, I didn’t remember the revelation, but now I realized again: I am the “naked” so called “angel of Laodiceans” (“Laodicean” being translated “society of legal”, that is people who think “it’s OK” if they only don’t violate a law and do nothing else). My call from God is confirmed again, as usual (though I don’t need more confirmation than I already have).

  • Question: What Would You Do If God Told You “Do what you want”?

    God told me: “Do what you want.” (TBD: Explain how God delivered me this message. It happened after people essentially stole ~$50 trillion from me – my formulas – well, for me they cost exceedingly more than $50 trillion – and God started to speak with me about the revenge.)

    After this I did such things as:

    Now, reader, please answer: What would you do if God came to you and say “Do what you want.”

  • Are time machines our God?

    In continuation of this letter:

    Yet another my physics idea (BTW, I derived this idea from religious consideration, but after having derived it, I consider the following idea as quite scientific not religious):

    If somebody goes through a closed time-like curve (or another kind of time machine) to the past and kills his father or mother, he would violate laws of logic.

    So, I conjectured: There is a physical force (not necessarily a new one, it may be some combination of the known fourth forces) that drives away a human who intends to kill father or mother from closed time-like spacetime curves.

    It arises the scientifically natural questions:

    • Do time machines enforce morality? (Killing father or mother is immoral, and it seems that time machines enforcing morality is a natural generalization of time machines enforcing not killing parents).
    • … because time machines do complex calculation? (Both morality i general and preventing killing parents, no doubt, involve complex calculations.)
    • Is therefore time machine like an “incarnation of God”, that is having ability to be super-reasonable and super “powerful” in its ability to control events?

    It’s easy to show that a time machine (assuming closedness of the curves of events in consideration) can make the time traveler a perfect chess player (and solver of NP-complete problems in general), if he follows simple rules (to reject moves proved wrong by knowing the future). This is also a valid scientific indication that time machines are God-like.

    Moreover, I propose a kinda philosophical conjecture: Every act of God in this metagalaxy (or any universe having a time) is an act of some time machine.

  • Alternative theory for Hawking radiation

    In continuation of this letter:

    BTW, I have an alternative theory attempting to explain information paradox without Hawking radiation (I think my theory can be easily modified to add Hawking radiation, however.)

    It is a precisely formulated math, but I didn’t (yet) check that my model is non-contradictory and whether it really as I suppose preserves information:

    https://math.portonvictor.org/2020/01/31/an-infinitely-big-structure-in-the-center-of-a-black-hole/

  • Letter to the physicist Netta Engelhardt

    Hello Netta Engelhardt,

    I am the world-best general topology researcher, also I have some research related to logic and computer science.

    If you don’t believe into religion/prophecies skip the next paragraph and please read directly the purely scientific information below.

    I have an important information (Do you believe in prophecies and time travel? I claim I found an important prophecy about 21st century research in both quantum gravity and general topology):

    I need wife

    Another related post:

    https://after-gospel.vporton.name/2021/08/27/war-of-idiots-for-science/

    BTW, what do you think about my physics ideas? (I am not a physicist, I am a researcher in foundations of math.)

    • Our world is a slice (domain restriction) of the wave function of the universe to a “moment” (with suitable definition of this word taking into account that equality of time is relative) of time. There is another world inside the wave function of the universe obtained by equating “points” (of a suitable space, such as the space of 4xR^4 (if we don’t consider extra dimensions of M-theory for simplicity of explanation) of the domain where the first 4 is 4 fields and the second is the number of spacetime dimensions) with entangled particles. I suspect that this “another world” may be referred by some religions as a spiritual realm.
    • If one move back in time through a closed time-like spacetime curve, will he be dissolved because his wave function would be very weak (of insensitivity) compared to the wave functions of the past because he was a witness of many Schrodinger cats? Or will he necessarily go to (true zero energy) vacuum because it’s “undefined” which of the past alternative world he comes to. Will this true vacuum destroy the present by vacuum decay?
    • Here is my magnetic flying engine concept: https://porton.wordpress.com/magnetic-vehicle/ – I do know that an unmoving schema cannot be accelerated by a uniform magnetic field, but mine has moving parts – I tried to calculate its acceleration force two times and one produced a non-zero force and the other zero. I didn’t keep checking my calculations whether the force is non-zero, because I don’t really believe I did it right, but what if? (If it is correct, it is a perfect drive to Mars!)

    You?!

  • Презиратель Роман Самойлович

    Я ходил в мессианскую общину Романа Самойловича (кстати, местные мессиане, похоже, являются мошенниками: они притворяются перед “непосвященными”, что они – обычные евангелисты, чтобы запутать пасту в теологии).

    Я сказал Роману, что он должен меня выслушать. Он не стал.

    Дальнейший диалог (примерно):

    • Р: Начни проповедовать. Добейся того, чтобы твои слушатели покаялись.
    • Я: Это невыполнимая задача.
    • Р: А ты попробуй!
    • Я: Бесполезно.
    • Р: Я настаиваю.
    • Я: Вы меня заставили это сделать.
    • Я: Ну, давайте, вы будете моим слушателем, а я о Вашему заданию буду играть роль учителя. Даю Вам задание: докажите, что мои слушатели могут покаяться.
    • Я: Я вызову инопланетянскую полицию!
    • Р: Как она называется?
    • Я: Гнев Божий.
    • Р: Не гнев Божий, а гнев Бога.
    • (чушь пропущена)
    • Р: Каких пришельцев?
    • Я: Эльфов!
    • …
    • Я: Если ты не будешь меня слушать, будет ядерная война!
    • Р: Ты принимаешь решение о ядерной войне?
    • Я: Нет это вы принимаете решение: Если ты согласишься, войны не будет.
    • Р: Ты – кто?
    • Я: Аминь, свидетель верный и истинный: кто говорил в общине только одно слово: аминь.
    • Р: Садись на место.
    • Я: Конечно я сяду: ведь, от этого ничего не зависит. Сяду я или нет, война всё-равно будет, потому что ты принял решение не общаться с Богом.
    • Р: Кто я по профессии? (подразумевался ответ пастор)
    • Я: Презиратель! Ты – профессиональный презиратель. Это твой основной род деятельности.
    • Р: (Наносит по мне энергетический удар).
    • Я: (Оборачиваюсь) Мерзкий колдун! Ты сражаешься против Бога!
    • Я: Двойка, мое задание провалено.

    Смотрите также мои рекомендации по борьбе с честью.