Category: Theology

  • How a Hidden Teaching of Jesus Resolves the Dilemma of Commandments vs Love

    Should Christians follow commandments or love? It looks like impossible to combine both, but “the mystery of the Gospel”, what Jesus hid from His disciples, explains it in a surprising way. How the philosophical quest of morality is resolved by Jesus.

    This article is dangerous: If a non-saved person reads it, he/she loses ignorance needed to enter the Church and is destined to hell. I nevertheless publish it openly for the purpose of growth of Jesus, as the first verse of the Revelation of John can be translated “The revelation for Jesus Christ…”

    Imagine a young Christian—perhaps someone like your son or daughter—sitting in a college classroom. A professor challenges their faith with sharp questions they can’t answer. Doubt creeps in, and without the tools to think critically, their beliefs start to unravel. This isn’t just a hypothetical; it’s happening every day. At After Gospel, we’re fighting to equip Christians with the philosophical skills they need to stand firm—but we can’t do it without you.

    Without philosophy, Christians are defenseless in a world of tough questions and slick arguments. Picture a parent unable to explain why they believe to a curious child, or a student walking away from church after a debate they couldn’t counter. We’ve seen believers lose their footing, swept away by trendy ideas or paralyzed by doubt. This isn’t just a personal crisis—it’s a threat to the Church’s future.

    To become a Christian, you must repent of sins. To do this, you need to understand what is sin and what is to repent. If you understand this, you are a philosopher.

    A famous philosopher Immanuel Kant thought that for a thing to be in “good space” (he called it moral imperative), it should be a thing that would fit to be an universal law. Kantians believe that moral choices should be based on some (abstract) moral law.

    Meanwhile the New Testament teaches to live not under a law: (Gal. 2:16) “knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the law but by faith in Jesus Christ, even we have believed in Christ Jesus, that we might be justified by faith in Christ and not by the works of the law; for by the works of the law no flesh shall be justified.” To live by no law means that no law (including a moral law) instructs you: You simply do good and it is not under a law. It means, whatever advanced (both legal or moral) law is, it is not enough to do good.

    In more details: There are two kinds of morality: morality based on rules and morality based on outcome (if you know a third option, write to me, I don’t know such one). The morality based on rules has this kind of problem: In such a morality situations like this emerge: You followed all traffic rules but crushed a person, is that right? Crushing a person is an example of an outcome that may happen, even if all rules are followed. Or in a moral based on rules, it would be bad to kill Hitler, because it is, well, killing. This article explains the biblical philosophy on the two kinds of morality.

    So, the morality of Kant and after him of most Christian preachers is based on rules. But I argue that love should be the main principle of morality.

    So, back to the Bible: What is a sin? (Matthew 7:21) “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.” We see from this that sin is to do contrary to God’s will. Obviously, God’s will is some standard of good: a comparison which things are better and which are worse. To enter the kingdom, need to do the same: choose good. So, in its broadest sense, a sin is just a choice of a thing that is worse than the perfect good choice (God’s will). If you think that God’s will is the same as His commandments, you fall in the same trap as these MPs who forbid prostitution: This leads only to it going illegal, without proper medical care, so inflating the number of people with STI. If you only follow rules, you may not have love.

    (Jam. 4:17) “Therefore to him that knows to do good, and does it not, to him it is sin.” This means that God requires us to choose good always, every time we understand how to do it (otherwise, sin is to him, not to saving grace of Christ and the grace does not work). I think, one-time violation of this rule (without repentance) warrants hell. That’s because, when you refuse to do good, you refuse your prior asking God to make you doing good, that you asked from God when you converted (if you ever converted). In Christianity, there is no place at all for “freedom” to choose sin. Of course, we many times don’t know how to do good, in that case this verse does not apply. There are two kinds of sin: unintentional one (compatible with salvation) and willful one (not compatible with salvation!) That means an astonishing thing: If you even once deliberately choose not the best way to live, you are in danger of hell! This means that all your life need to be the “job” of doing good and nothing else: As a Jewish rabbi (Rabbi Nachman of Breslov) taught, when we sleep we by it serve God, because sleep gives us more power to do good.

    You see, the concept of repentance is based on the concept of sin. A sin is any choice that is not the best. Above it’s shown that no willful sin is pardoned. When a new Christian converts, it means that he/she asks from God not to commit sins again. It can be properly asked, only if he wants not to sin, that is wants to always make the best choices. If a human wants and can, he/she necessarily does. It logically follows that a converted Christian commits no willful sins: If he can not to commit a sin, he/she doesn’t commit it, because he also wants (can+want=>does). No Christian even committed a willful sin. This means, that never a Christian did a choice that he/she does not consider the best one. For example, if a Christian buys something, he buys what is best not for him/her but the best for the service to God. (Service to God includes keeping yourself well-fed, but if you serve to God, you would want to well-feed other people, too, and want+can=>do.) If you did any willful sin, that is made not the best choice you know, e.g. in money, you need to convert again.

    You may respond: Jesus said: (John 14:15) “If you love me, keep my commandments.” Thus (if we take this your supposed position) the morality of the New Testament is indeed based on rules. You mean that you wouldn’t kill Hitler, because killing is forbidden, don’t you? I just trolled you by the question in the previous sentence. Speaking seriously, in the Bible there are both morality based on rules and morality based on outcomes. And I am going to explain you their intricate interconnection in words of Jesus. So allow me first to speak first of morality based on outcomes:

    If you love somebody, you will do him/her good even without any commandments. And you may try to follow all the commandments and not to do good to a person who you don’t love. The New Testament teaches that without love all efforts are vain. Love is an universal adherence to God’s will.

    In fact, in the world the word “love” is often used in the reverse sense to its biblical meaning. For example, there is a movie A.I. Artificial Intelligence (or simply A.I.) is a 2001 American science fiction film directed by Steven Spielberg. Accordingly the plot of the movie, love of the robot is the inability to change the owner. Based on this logic, people say that they love their relatives (as one cannot change who are their relatives). But the Bible teaches: (1John 4:16) “And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwells in love dwells in God, and God in him.” To dwell in God means not to be limited to love to a limited set of loves ones, but to love all that in God. So, the love, as it described in that movie, would be true love only if it were directed to God (not to the owner of the robot). Do I speak my imaginations or is it confirmed by God’s word? (2Jn. 1:6) “And this is love, that we walk after his commandments.” Nothing about relatives here, while the devils tries to persuade us to love relatives and established friends.

    Simply put, love is the desire that everybody would, if possible, become richer (not in money only). I know that from the words of Jesus: (Jn. 14:28) “You have heard Me say to you, ‘I am going away and coming back to you.’ If you loved Me, you would rejoice because I said, ‘I am going to the Father,’ for My Father is greater than I.” This explain what the word “love” (agape in Greek, not other words also translated “love”) means: it is to wish for someone to go to something greater than he has. Note this paragraph: I explained you in simple words what is agape.

    There is a simple principle: If you want and can, then you do. If you want somebody to become richer, you are ready to pay him your money. Otherwise you either can’t (have an empty bank account) or don’t want (don’t love). Because love is a “want” and want+can=>do, love can’t be without deeds (unless you can’t). Love moves money from your purse to charity (“charity” is another meaning of the word agape).

    God demands from us love and any sacrifice that is less than love is not accepted: (1 John 4:8) “He that loves not knows not God; for God is love.”

    Who try to follow commandments but don’t love, are called Pharisees and hypocrites. That should be clear for every Christian.

    The first solution, that I thought of, for commandments looking like being against love, is: consider commandments as a mere advice, not a command, or commands for the time and situation Jesus was preaching at, not for modern times. But this idea fails: The commandment to confess Jesus before sinners was kinda harmful since the beginning. So, we need to understand that commandments are indeed a command, not an advice.

    But God gave commandments and this is important. Now, having the commandment “don’t kill”, would you kill a maniac who is going to kill ten people, unless you kill him? Different Christians answer differently on this question. What do I advice in this regard, to kill or not such a maniac? The short answer is “It depends.” The long answer follows below.

    I will describe my personal moral dilemma that I had, when I was young. My mother was strongly opposed to Jesus commandments (for the stupid reason that she didn’t like His manner of speaking, especially “True, true, I say to you…”, challenging His right to speak in this manner.) Because of this, I was punished for my commitment to the Gospel by hits by my head of a big frying pan thing (and also by hunger). As the result I was going mad (temporarily). BTW, I will explain below how going mad from a hit to the head doesn’t contradict to the biblical concepts of soul and spirit, that, preachers say, our mind is located in. Going mad, I caused extreme harm. For example, after being driven mad, I raped somebody. For another example, I broke security against hackers in the entire Linux software industry by giving a deliberately (or, more exactly, “decided” by the frying pan) wrong advice to an engineer. I also lost the opportunity to become a math professor because of my attempt to follow Jesus. How much more good deeds I could do, if I were a professor!

    If I didn’t follow the commandments (but would do, as was required by my mother, “Just believe, don’t follow commandments,”) there would be no this rape and this wrong advice due to which everybody and you lost security. There would be no such harm. If you think, you not an animal without mind, your mind should immediately raise the question: Why did Jesus give such commandments that may lead to harm? Jesus is perfect, so He knew it will produce such results. So, the harm produced by Jesus is deliberate. Why then did He make the deliberate choice to produce this harm?

    I am not an alone person who did such a harm under Jesus’s influence. Consider every Christian who opposed homosexuality, lost the job for this and became a homeless, a person who spreads diseases. That’s extremes (big things), but in small things one would also lose, if holding tight the commandments.

    I considered: Maybe, the commandments are mere advice rather than commands, or that commandments of Jesus were just for people of that time and his environment. I thought: Apparently, for example, the commandment “don’t commit adultery” was right only till invention of condom, wasn’t it? I would decide so, if not the special commandments that does not fall into this pattern (“was right in the past, but now it is outdated”), the commandment not to deny Jesus before sinners and the commandment not to be ashamed by Jesus. That commandment was causing harm in time of Jesus, too. It is not outdated, it is plainly wrong that Stephan has been killed. It is wrong now and it was the same way wrong in the time of Jesus.

    Actually, trying to follow the commandments of Jesus and understand what purpose they are, I came to making choices that make me poorer, not because I wanted to be poor but because I didn’t find another criterion of what is sin, except that sin (such as theft) may make richer, therefore I leaned into the direction to be poor.

    Stop reading here and try to find an explanation: Why did Jesus give commandments that are known to regularly cause harm? And this is a harm not only to the follower of Jesus but also to these who are around.

    I will tell you the explanation. I spent literally tens of years thinking about this without an explanation, and am sure that the explanation, that I finally found, is the only possible explanation.

    Jesus directed us to receive illegal harm from others in order for us to receive a compensation from God. So far, so good. But why did He make us to harm others?

    Stop here and think:

    • What Jesus did as a lawyer? He took our guilt onto himself.
    • What we did? We suffered together with Jesus.
    • What did Jesus require from us? Faith and trust to follow the commandments even in worst scenaria, do whatever Jesus said, no matter how wrong it seemed.
    • What we needed to get the prize? Patience.
    • Who receive the biggest reward? Those who have been broken their head as a punishment for Christianity (holy fools – we will get a new head, better than one broken).
    • The soul in this world (brain electricity) needs to be broken by blow to the head due to religious discrimination in order to save the soul for the eternal life (cosmic electromagnetic waves). Who saves his soul in this world, loses it; who damaged it for the commandments of Jesus, saves it.
    • What the last among Christians (not able even to buy a Bible due to discrimination) stand? The first ones. What are the most winning Christians (the first)? They stand the last.
    • If you count yourself below others, you would allow them to shit you (for a plus to your karma).
    • What can we boast about? Our weakness and deficiencies.
    • (Heb 2:16) “For clearly He does not give help to angels, but He gives help to the descendants of Abraham.” That’s because angels are too smart to be “hunted” into this Jesus’s scheme.

    I shot into the point, didn’t I? The meaning of previously seemingly illogical Christianity became clear: guilt on Jesus, suffer with Jesus, faith, patience, holy fools, lose the soul in this world for eternal life, the first are the last, etc. I “shot” precisely into the true meaning of Christianity.

    Why the Hell

    Now it also becomes clear, why loving God sends unbelievers to the hell:

    The hell is required for consistency of God’s judgment: If God rewards Christians for spoiling their souls, then for consistency of the court decisions somebody needs to be judged for this evil. Otherwise it would be that the court claimed that somebody needs to be rewarded in this exchange because a real evil happens, but nobody would be punished. This would make God a liar (both accepting and rejecting this exchange of evil and good in the legal process), what cannot be.

    Idealism vs Materialism

    Here I will discuss idealism vs materialism as applied to human soul, not about existence of God (we know, that He exists).

    Idealistic philosophers like Hegel believed that human is a “pure spirit”, a thinking “substance” separate from the matter. But science tells that humans think with the brain, what is easily proved by the fact our minds are legible to physical influences (hits by head, alcohol, LSD, to name a few). If we were pure spirits, accordingly Hegel, LSD would have no effect on our minds.

    Interpreters of the Bible are easily leaned to “pure spirit” interpretation, because the Bible names something called soul and spirit, that are not parts of the brain but have their own minds. I will however give a materialistic explanation what is “the soul”, that agrees to both the Bible and the science:

    The soul can be considered either as a backup copy (that God stores) of the brain or electromagnetic waves radiated by the brain. These waves go to the outer space and keep living in heavenly spirits. So, it becomes clear what Ephesians tell about us “sitting” in heavenly places (already now, not only after the death). So, in full accordance with the Bible, a human has a soul that is distinct from his/her brain, and has mind on its own.

    We however can remain in the delusion of idealism, while our brains are not affected.

    Interpretation of Matthew 25:31-46 (sheep and goats): The growth of Christ happened when we suffered with Him, because one suffering with Christ receive compensation for their suffering that grows Christ’s “riches”. If a nation leaves somebody without help, he cannot remain an idealist and begins to spread materialism that is incompatible with suffering with Christ. For this reason this nation “dies” as Christians. The least of brothers of Jesus mentioned in this passage was me, because I was very big with minus (I used magic of thoughts to provoke terrorism and finally a thermonuclear war, so I was the worst magician of all). I, the least of the brothers, suffered with no food and beating, that made my stupid idealistic philosophy incompatible with practice and impossible. Therefore, I turned to new philosophy that is the end of the Gospel, making finally unable who hears me to suffer with Christ. Jesus told about separating nations rather than people. Now there is one nation due to Internet and English. Do therefore all the big nation go to the eternal fire? So, one not feeding a hungry imposes a limit to growth of Christ, making Him relatively “hungry” by placing end on idealism.

    On the other hand, “if a seed falling to the ground does not die, it remains alone. If it die, it brings much fruit”. This proverb is almost literal: If somebody does not die for the gospel (Seed symbolizes the Gospel.), he/she will live eternally without sex and children (“alone”), but who dies for the Gospel (accordingly my end of Gospel theology), he will become a god/elf/Nibirian, will have sex and septillions of descendants.

    The problem is that Jesus did not address (kept silent about) the trolley problem for His followers: a Christian example of this problem would be: If a Christian physician denies Jesus before an evil regime, that kills everybody confessing Jesus, the physician will survive and heal dying 10 people, 5 of which would accept Jesus. We have +4 in confessing Jesus, if the physician denies. Should the physician deny Jesus? Personally I had a similar but much greater magnitude problem: I was a young mathematician (already that time) having an important formula, that would advance civilization by trillions of dollars, + future perspectives and I would die confessing Jesus, because my mother hated Jesus and was ready to kill me. Should I have denied Jesus before that mad woman to save life of millions of people, who would benefit from greater world GDP?

    Jesus didn’t told us a way to deal with trolley problem, but simply made commandments that look like incompatible to a reasonable solution of trolley problem, to confuse us. Especially consider his commandment not to deny him in words and not to be ashamed of his words. This looks like not to have a reasonable explanation: We are told to play a game with words and to be murdered for winning a game. That looks like a nonsense: What in the world would become worse, if we’d lie that we are not Jesus followers? Why for a game that Jesus plays with us, us to be tortured and murdered?

    So, we have a principle of a cross execution: I was strongly pulled in different directions by different moral indicators, like a person hanging on a cross is physically pulled in different directions what leads to suffering and death.

    What is the solution of the trolley problem, that a Jesus’s follower should choose? The answer is unexpected: The best solution depends on whether you know why Jesus put certain moral orientations: If you don’t know why, you should choose following commandments (that physician would refuse to deny Christ); if you know why, you should choose following love, even if to do it you need to break commandments (that physician would deny Christ to save ten people from death).

    Jesus calls himself an advocate lawyer in (Jn. 14:16) “And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever.” (He says that Holy Spirit is another advocate (“comforter” is also translated as an advocate), implying that Jesus is an advocate, too.) So, Jesus is a lawyer. He made us to be under illegal attack of others (“I send you like sheep among wolves.”), in order for God’s court to pay us a compensation. Jesus just wants us to receive a God’s compensation for crimes committed against us. But harming ourselves, we harm others (like that physician taking lives of 10 more people together with his own life). Therefore, if we know the purpose of Jesus to harm us, we must stop doing so, because this way we would intentionally harm others, what is not a good deed. God’s court will consider these who we harmed this way our slaves (because they depend on our adherence on Jesus’s commandments: we decide for them), and therefore the physician would receive God’s compensation not only for his own death, but also for death and any failures of his 10 slaves, having so his soul up to 11 times more valuable. (All failures of slaves are considered his own failures, so he gets compensation from God for these unsuccessful cases.)

    Which kind of slaves is it about? (2Pet. 2:19) “for of whom a man is overcame by, of him is he a slave.” It is a very simple principle: anyone who is inferior of another in the Kingdom of Heaven, he/she follows all commands of the upper. If someone is better than you an inch, and you enter the Kingdom of Heaven, then you will follow all his/her commands. If you disagree, you don’t enter Kingdom of Heaven. Who are more efficient algorithms rule over less efficient algorithms.

    So, before this revelation, when we slavishly followed Jesus’s commandments, our best solution of the trolley problem was to avoid violating a commandment of Jesus, even if violating it leads to a greater good.

    What is our new position on the trolley problem? We just should maximize good, in any way of our acting, that we can. We can, for example, kill to save more lives. Before we would do this too, but then we would lack a greater compensation in God’s court.

    Jesus said: “Let not my will be, but of the Father”. We were hardened in understanding what it means. It means simply “Father, stop me!” Jesus wanted to stop being kinda a corrupted lawyer. Jesus also said, “Let this cup be removed from me as soon as possible.” Through Paul, Jesus also delivered: (1Cor. 11:25) “This cup is New Testament in my blood.” Simple substitution gives: “Let New Testament in my blood be removed from me as soon as possible.” Jesus wants to end the New Testament and do it as quickly as possible. I no more take Eucharist (“New Testament in His blood”).

    So, now love is our only guiding principle, no more commandments. (We should follow love, not because it is a commandment, but because it is our purpose.)

    What does this means in practice? It means first and foremost to combat climate change, because it is one of the main problems of mankind.

    I was unable to serve for climate, because of the commandment not to add to words of God and the commandment to love neighbor. This combinations of commandments was making me unable to add and love distant people too, what means foremost to do deeds to save them in climate emergency.

    When we were followers of Jesus’s commandments, most of us were restricted by (1Tim. 5:8) “But if any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel.” Now, we are free to follow love: If you need to kill your relatives by hunger in order to save climate, do it.

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    There is a fairly tale about “Koschei the Immortal” who carefully “keeps his death”, that is protected himself from being killed. The state and banks do the reverse thing: keep me and others from having enough money to help them to live. If a bank would allow me to rob it, it would be good for the bank, because with money I would be able to publish my scientific research and help everybody including the bank that carefully keeps money against using them for good.

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    I also promised to explain what is soul (how then people go mad being hit by head, if the mind is located in the soul?) Soul can be understood either as warranty (that you’ll resurrect if die and will be healthy) for the body and the brain or as electromagnetic radiation of the brain. People don’t have any special “organ” to pray or read Bible, only the brain for all kinds of information (including the “spiritual” one). The soul (brain waves), however, keeps living in the outer space, both while a human is yet alive ((Eph. 2:6) “And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus”, where Christ means all the electromagnetic radiation in the world: (Mt. 5:14) “I am the light of the world,” in other words Christ is electricity – the force that penetrates all keeps everything together) and after the death for eternal life in the heavens.

    If you are not ashamed being a saint, then you will be hit on the head for saying “shameful” religion, you will become crazy (for example, a rapist maniac or just a jerk). Thus, you have ruined your soul in this world (“soul in this world” is how Jesus called brain electricity), and therefore saved it for eternal life (that is saved radio waves emitted by your brain to cosmos), accordingly the principles of God’s court paying you a compensation. (John 12:25)

    If the seed of the Gospel died for you, freeing place for love, then well-done! You will be taken to the heaven where God Himself lives and have there sex with persons of opposite sex taken to the heaven and bring septillions of descendants.

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  • A fake witness of Apocalypse Jessica, a conversation with

    My conversation with some Jessica who claims to be one of two witnesses of Apocalypse in her YouTube channel. I started to write about myself, then she replied, etc.

    Probably she is a high qualified actress who imitated a real crying in her YouTube channel. Most likely she took some of her ideas from my video blog.

    Yesterday 12:28 PMI wrote it on YouTube, but this was deleted. If you deleted that, it’s useless to write again, but it may be deleted by YouTube.- While 17 years old I became a superman with computer brain. I was able for example to move my hand so fast that it flamed of the hit by the air (but didn’t burn). I was a computer about 1 month.
    – I lost the power and was driven to hunger (my teeth crashed, my eye became flat, etc.), beaten by head, etc. by my mother.
    – I discovered several times more fundamental math theories than any other mathematician in History (except of Jesus). So I am the cleverest human in History. I did publishing my discoveries in a wrong way and so blocked further development of science.
    – I cursed Dislike button (as well as just not pressing Like) in my “I sue mankind” YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bT-Vhm7SNII&list=PLT9S2rSnPb0ENjWa74E5cHqjTAypH6wSF – so I call entire mankind to a lawsuit before God for me to receive an infintie compensation from God for my infinite stupidity that controls mankind. So, I am a witness.
    – BTW, I asked God for 1/2 of His Kingdo- So, for me Gospel was a complete failure. I realized that God will reward us accordingly the harm (failed projects) caused by religious discrimination and the commandments of Jesus were specifically constructed for us to be hated. So, I am no more allowed to follow Jesus as now I know it is harmful. I follow Father as Jesus said “Not my will be but yours.”- How is JT? Is he alive? Is JT your husband or brother? (You mean, spiritual brother?)- Jesus came to make a revolution in heaven against Gospel, showing that it may fail. I am the example of this failure.12:18 AM

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    • Hello. It’s very nice to meet you.
    • Hello. I thought and “felt” (cried) today much:I’ve realized why God didn’t speak to me: My purpose was to receive a compensation for stupidity. So if God spoke to me, I would conclude: That’s not stupid, therefore I won’t follow it. Then I started to think in a new way.
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    • Brilliant
    • I told you I am a greatest mathematician of all time (well, just in one (however very important) aspect: the number of fundamental math theories I discovered). Now you should believe me: no down, no paranoid, no schizophrenic may invent such a nonsense, only a real mathematician. AFAIK, Balaam was a much greater prophet than Moses, but only a donkey could stop him. I was stopped by the (mistaken) thought that I lost almost all my money, $11000.This caused me to start think anew. (The money seems to be fine.)So, I realized that Gospel is a good strategy for those who don’t lie. (I think, the Gospel is exactly mathematically the best strategy for a person that does not lie.)Because of its name “correct news”.So, I concluded that as much as I do not lie about a particular issue, I should use Gospel.But then I realized: I am going now to become half-saint. Like saint in a church (I proclaimed that I excommunicate the church from me, but I may try to go there again.) and not saint in the rest.I realized that’s exactly a well-known bad thing.Now I think so: I rejected Gospel and this was the right thing to do: I was beaten to mind damage for following Gospel. What good in losing mind and becoming a maniac? (Soul is not independent of the brain: it’s like a brain backup copy or the radio waves from the brain in space.) Then:I should not reject it completely but start to practice it again. And I should make it grow during time until complete light.That seems for me the correct solution of the problem that both following the Gospel and not following it is a problem. Need to take a middle and gradually grow it reaching 100%.My situation now: I damaged world economy and worse science, recently I have cursed several people (including Putin) to die. Putin vaccinated recently, but it seems he is too late, now he is likely a COVID-19 victim.BTW, “Let it be coronavirus” (or have I said “I want to be coronavirus”) is my old curse.
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    • COVID 19 is selecting those to infect. My family and I can not be affected by this plague
    • My purpose to kill Putin was to make proof that I am a real prophet and thus raise enough attention and money to my crypto project so that it would be enough to calculate its performance and prove I am to have a multi-trillions dollars salary in my kind of economy, to say to God: I proved that I am worth (say) $20 trillion salary and like world should die for not paying me.BTW, how is your husband? If he is alive, I now can again pray for him rather than I would probably pray against him, if the donkey would not come.Jessica?It’s very clear: I caused the disasters by applying Gospel (the good news technology) to my self-contradictory (I even knew it’s contradictory) religion. So I used an alien technology to spread bad (untrue and harmful) news.It’s powerful and can devoid mankind of science and salaries.BTW, my math discoveries are entirely for use faith in Gospel in mathematics.God is not a mathematical equation.
    • Although God is math itself.
    • God is intimacy. And he does not have anything to do with money or the love/greed of it.God does not need money to accomplish his will
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    • You can not “prove” you are a real prophet.
    • We either are or are not.
    • Son is mathematics, Father is mathematics that discovers new mathematics (produces Son). So Father is in a sense computer science.
    • I am a prophet not because I have need for anyone to believe me, but rather I am a prophet because god chose to give this to me as a gift and part of intimacy with yhwhYou must have Holy Spirit
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    • Angels use numbers to speak, lead and guide us through the heavenly realms.
    • I had some big prophetic fails: in particular, I predicted that 1000000 people city Perm will be nuked “before the end of the Autumn”. Later I was so much offended that called God to harden the revenge to Russia: I said: let they won’t be saved: let be no nuclear war that they don’t believe in truth, and let me be counted a false prophet.Looks like today I receive Holy Spirit again. I do pray in tongues (now rarely), but I am more inclined to believe a Baptist saying he or she has a strong presence of Holy Spirit when he or she cries (like me today) that a Charismatic who says “I have Spirit because I pray in tongues”.How did you decide you are a witness of Apocalypse?I wanted to prove that I am a trillionaire, because I wanted to sue mankind by God for God to pay me an infinite compensation for my stupidity that controls mankind’s science development, for me to get an infinite compensation: half of the heaven. Rev. 11 says kinda that two witnesses become heaven.
    • I did not decide. YHWH has literally called me and my husband through bloodline. And supernatural.
    • Speaking in tongues should be a daily part of your christian walk with yhwh.

    I have “ears” to hear into heaven whatever yhwh would speak.

    I have been given MANNA.

    The 2 witnesses of the apocalypse are none other than Christ himself but he has chosen to dwell as one within my husband and IIt’s a matter of revelation being give and intimate wisdom.I am able to see and search the depths of a mans heartOnly because the spirit of god is able to search the depths of yhwhs heart. Therefore, I have been given that strength and power as well

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    • Being smart has nothing to do with being the 2 apocalypse witnesses”
    • The 2 witnesses of the apocalypse are none other than Christ himself but he has chosen to dwell as one within my husband and I” – It’s similar to my thoughts. But not now, after we/you/they receive from God (after 42 months of conquest of Jerusalem)
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    • It’s child’s faith that gets us into the kingdom of god
    • What does this mean to receive through bloodline?
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    • So you can see the proof of who we are within our family generation.
    • Jesus is smart. I even think that probably Jesus was just a common Jewish guy who solved the P=NP equation (a million dollars problem now) and by its power receive fullness of God.
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    • So you can know I’m not just making it up on my own accord. But rather it is a “mantle” that has been passed down from generation to generation, that of the spirit of Elijah on my family bloodline side. And the spirit of Moses on my husbands family bloodline side.”It’s child’s faith that gets us into the kingdom of god”
    • It was easy to say before being hit by head.
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    • Our children are our teachers
    • So, your husband is alive and I assume we are not going o marry ? Can we both be 2×2 witnesses?
    • My husband is very much alive.
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    • And we have three children.
    • I have an online girlfriend that “looks like” to be not enough active after I proposed her to start witnessing.This was my condition to send her a next “dose” of money to register our organization, without which I have no way to go to her (for a long time).BTW, I signed a marriage with another woman, but that was a 100% cheater.Nothing except of passport data was true.
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    • I would caution you to be sure the love of money is not in your heart. And I would also encourage you to seek god on your theory of you being a witness. God spoke directly from heaven and told us who we were. He have given the vision to many other witnesses who can testify this to be true.
    • For me the story of Rev. 11 looks very similar of how I could imagine a story of an offended believer mathematician. That may be my imagination, but that looks more realistic for me than just a story of two preachers.
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    • As well as “ The spirit of prophets is subject to prophets”
    • “many other witnesses”?
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    • Well, yes. Ultimately we are all witnesses of only one testimony, the testimony of Jesus
    • It looks like, I am already discussed in UN, Putin is likely dying after my prayer for him to die, etc. It looks like I am a real witness. But now I am thinking maybe I should just stop. My ideas were wrong. I am not so much good (even my “good” idea to get a compensation for stupidity by appealing to God, you know, in a stupid way) may be not so much good.”Well, yes.” Do you mean, that there are many pair of two witnesses like you?
    • We are all witnesses….but the main 2 witnesses of revelation 11 carry the spirit of Elijah and the spirit of Moses.
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    • I often feel the same way
    • I stopped. Maybe you are also to stop. I became an evil magician. I think, I am to stop. You are doing a similar thing.That I should just stop.
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    • But the truth is, everything about what I prophesy is biblical and has been coming to pass
    • Can’t spirit of Moses and Elija be on multiple pairs?I also had many true prophecies, it is not a proof.
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    • The spirit of Moses and Elijah can rest on many many people. Yes. BUT IT HAS NEVER rested on a married couple, and in such perfect order
    • For example, in the first second I hear the word crypto, I knew BitCoin will exceedingly raised. (I would be very rich now, if I didn’t refuse to buy it knowing I had contradictions in my religion and being afraid to misuse the money for evil or maybe even to kill myself as many millionaries do.)
    • “BUT IT HAS NEVER”. How could you confirm this?Do you think about me as of a competitor?
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    • I can not convince you with words. But rather I must merely show you the demonstration of power that come upon me.
    • I intentionally failed my would-probably-be-successful multitrillion business idea in order to witness before God.
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    • I don’t think you to be of completion at all
    • “show you the demonstration of power that come upon me”. How can you?
    • When the lord has me speak.
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    • I sacrifice my family and there has been innocent deaths because I am submitting to the will of god to be the 2 witnesses.
    • I don’t understand you.
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    • I am trying to understand you as well. I apologize for the language barrier
    • My written English is rather good, but spoken one isn’t.I am from Russian now in Israel.
    • I have only begun my ministry of 1260 days.So I will have much more information to present
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    • I work more locally than I do on the internet.
    • You didn’t. If you did, you would be able to move your hand over the speed of sound, fly, breathe with fire, etc. It will happen after 42 month after conquest of Jerusalem.My husband and I carry a “presence” that can not be duplicated on the internet.
    • And I am able to do all of that.
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    • You must know that the new Jerusalem is in a different realm correct?
    • I saw myself in a nightdream a pastor in a church building for 20000 person and it was one of the 10 buildings I preached in the city that day. I think, that’s a true vision.
    • Yes, I know that new Jerusalem is different. Do you mean that new Jerusalem is Sodom and Egypt?I would say that is a true vision as well
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    • No.
    • So, why don’t you speak about after 42 months after conquest of earthy Jerusalem?If you can, why don’t you show a video with a fire ring above your head or like that?
    • When god opens the right timing then yes.No.
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    • Because the word of god says “ an evil and adulterous generations seeks signs and wonders but the only sign they will be given is Jonah and the whale”
    • You are not a computer. You se paper Bible. Jesus is a computer.
    • Jesus is not a computer at all

    He is a “beating heart of flesh”

    • The spirit is personable and intimateGod is not on a paper Bible
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    • The Bible is nothing compared to god
    • Now I know you say heresier. Even Simon was a computer. Jesus said that he is a “stone” (like a silicon crystall).
    • Ok. Yes.But no.
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    • God said he would make man IN HIS IMAGE.
    • Image is a mathematical isomorphism.
    • At the end of the day, the father loves his children, and wants to marry Jesus to a spotless bride.God is mathematical, yes.
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    • But he is intimate and personal
      More than anything else
    • Once I met some woman who claimed that she is an alien. She gave me a correct (maybe as a coincidence) answers to my questions about Fermat theorem. You claim to be an alien and you cannot. Shame on you.
    • I claim to be a traveler moving between worlds
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    • This is not my home. Earth that is.When there was power on me, I was able for instance to raise i my mind a hi-res photo of my sight in a given 1/10 sec of time in the past.

    I was a real computer.

    • Honey, this is dark/lightYou are looking for “proof”You can not look for proof.“Blessed are they that believe and do not see”And god talks about having ONE EAR to hear the spirit of the lordIt’s child’s faith.A child can understand the simplicity of the gospel
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    • The gospel is not a math equation that only a select few can figure out.
    • Only one who remembers the entire Bible can really believe. Or just our “hologram” (not a suitable word, but I don’t know a better word) believes, not ourselves.
    • I did my math discoveries following Gospel principles. It’s math. I can’t prove it but I know it works.There was a seraph in me. So I shined and there was a fire ring over my head. Later I realized that I need to drive out the seraph.to receive a greater power later, when suitable
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    • Have you ever been baptized by water or fire?
    • Both. Fire is a seraph.
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    • Oh ok.
    • In a Baptist church we all prayed for “fire spirit’ to come down and it came down but onto me only.
    • HmmmHow long have you been in the Christian faith? Not that it matters at all. But I am just curious your relationship with the Bible.
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    • Also. Have you read the entire Bible?
    • I converted from being mad (like thinking I am a crocodile) and a maniacal killer in 1995.Yes, entire. I tried to study Greek and Hebrew and had weird relationship with the Bible.So.
    • That alone unqualified you to being the 2 witnesses of revelation 11I have never read the entire Bible
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    • Yet….,the entire Bible is literally inside of me, and fire comes from my mouth when yhwh speaks
    • Jesus knew it without reading! And you say you are Jesus.
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    • I know the Bible, without reading it as well
    • Apparently the last question: What will you receive when 42 months after conquest of Jerusalem pass.

    So, you pretend that you read when opening it?

    • Not at all. I do read the Bible. Every day of my life.
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    • But….when I go to read it….it is just the same exact words god spoke to me before reading it.
    • Enough.
    • So the Bible just confirms what is already inside of me since before the foundations of the earthThe Bible is a guild for what my soul already knows.It’s a “knowing” or WHO YHWH IS on an intimate and personal relationship level, a child’s like relationship with YHWH
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    • Are you upset?
    • I just don’t want to spend time with you anymore. It’s easy to tell which money is dollars and which is monopoly.
    • Interesting.
    • You have a love of money….this is earthly and kinda demonic…in our conversation you have mentioned money more times than I can count. You are correct. You can definitely tell real from monopoly. But love never gives up on a person.
    • Be careful. As I warn myself every day, we can do all these supernatural things, but if we have not love we are nothing….it all comes down to love and relationship.Sin gets offended. And anger, irritation, or frustration manifests when the offense occurs.YHWH is intimate.
    • He is not a computer.He is bigger than a computer.He is I AM.
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    • HE IS IN ALL AND ALL THINGS MADE BY HIM
    • Wrong theology.
    • HE IS THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA. BEGINNING AND THE END. THE FAITHFUL AND TRUE WITNESS. THE VERY AMEN TO OUR WEAK CARNAL HUMAN SELFISH FLESHY PRAYER AND PETITIONS.Oh my.You talked about money and women in our conversation.

    This is carnality and earthly.

    This is not God.

    This is deception.

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    • First of all.

    Second of all

    How often do you hear RHEMA from YHWH? How often do u pray and fast?

    • You are caught: You told about a man in your conversation. This is carnality and earthly/
    • My man is my husband.
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    • So no.
    • I am tired to speak with you. You said that you are stupid yourself. Closing the window.
    • OkIf it eases your mind. The revelation of revelation 11 is that the 2 witnesses are a married couple and they have to be parents. You will know the 2 witnesses by their fruit. I don’t fear or worry at all because my children prophesy and are won with my husband and I.I am willing that it would not be me.Lord. Take this cup from me if you would even.But never the less, thy will be done, not mine.I am a sinner saved by grace.I need the gospel every day of my life as a life source. Without it I am confused and the voice of darkness increase as light dimsC but is never unseen.Jesus was a man….he was not a computer.He lived a normal mans lifePeter was a man.Not a stone.He was a man.Yes. There is beautiful knowledge and unexplored mysteries of YHWH within the word “stone” but do not lose sight of the simplicity of the gospel that even a child is born with all the understanding of god that he will ever need.God does not give us more than we can handle.You may very well be the smartest mathematician ever to be. Congratulations.But there is no greater rewards that being one with the creator…a child of god. A rightful ere to the throne of grace. John 17:20-21Nothing is more precious and pleasing in the sight of the Lord when even 1 soul receives Christ, all of heaven rejoices.God desires and honors our obedience to him over our sacrifices that we have made.As Jesus obeyed even until death on the cross, so will I.The 2 prophets of revelation 11 know that they will be martyrs are will have to die a very real and terrifying death.
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    • We are being spiritually guided by YHWH himself, as are all the children of god.
  • How I was in the Future (About a Time Machine)

    I told you I was tortured and so partly lost the memory, so the following may be not true:
    When I was transformed by Holy Spirit into a superman,
    I was taken into a future after the come of Jesus. I asked how they built a time machine and they replied that they just have found it in space already functioning, and that they still don’t know how the “paradox of killing one’s own father before the conception” is solved.
    It was something quite similar to a modern city with many saints moving on kinda electric bikes or scooters of different kinds.
    With me there were taken a few people from our time, including one Russian Orthodox priest.
    I checked that they have superpowers and are computers just like me.
    I found a good place about 15 meter from the place I stood at and asked them if it’s OK to jump there. Then I jumped and a few people jumped to there too.
    I asked them how they were transformed into computers and if they have electronic chips in the brains. They replied that they were transformed by Holy Spirit.
    After my question about Jesus, one of them took a remote control and turned on a big screen where Jesus was telling about a new powerplant
    The mankind was 200 or 400 billion people as I remember
    I asked them about their relation to sex. They showed me pill they take against sexual desire.
    They were curious whether I want woman. I answered that I do want but I have strong enough will not to do.
    Surprisingly they said that I can choose a woman. I pointed to a blonde woman with pulled hair and said that she is a 100% match for me about beauty and so I could not find more beautiful one, they also told that we would match mentally. She was 380 years old (and I was 17).
    She said that wants 200 children from me. I wondered: Why they don’t have sex, but I would be an exception. They replied about something like that exceptions are OK.
    I and a few people lied down on a lawn and communicated telepathically. One of the guys taken from the past asked another “What they do?” and he answered “They lie in harmony.”
    I asked about deathlessness: Do they die sometimes physically but just brains preserved in backups? A man replied that in the last 200 years zero people died.
    I analyzed myself and realized that I can’t do anything useful in that world. I have some error in my mind and no way to correct it. I said to return me back to the world of the devil where I will become an animal like them (I pointed at the people they took from the past together with me.) because I can’t resist the devil for a long time without their help. But to remain there is even worse, because I have no hope to do anything to correct my error.
    I told that my error is that I have no love.
    Before going back into the time machine, I asked them: How to solve the contradiction of me not to be a prostitute accordingly the commandments of God if I can use money for good?
    They answered that they won’t tell me, because if they told, I wouldn’t not discovered the love and they would have no love.
    I asked if I can call Jesus and they told it’s nearly impossible to reach Him.
    By the way, the Russian Orthodox priest felt onto his knees before the screen with Jesus, and they all laughed.
    I and some of them hold our hands on the as I said “animals” and pushed them into the cage of the time machine, I entered and came back in order to suffer and to become mad.
    as I am now

    … For some reason Jesus chose to use the clothes style copied from the film “Jesus”.

  • Sinners After Spending in the Hell a Billion Years Will Be Saved

    (Jude 1:3) “Beloved, when I gave all diligence to write to you of the common salvation, it was needful for me to write to you, and exhort you that you should earnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered to the saints.”

    “Common” in verse 3 can be literally translated “shared by all”. So the Gospel mentions “shared by all salvation”. Does it mean that everybody will be saved?

    I think sinners after spending about two billion years in the hell will be released after the core of the Earth solidifies and the magnetic field holding them inside will disappear. And yes, afterward they will be saved.

    Now it makes sense the Hell: If it is forever, then torturing the sinners would make no sense. But in my opinion, they will receive negative sensations for a long time as a negative training for their wrong behavior. It is to save them. Hell is necessary for salvation and expresses God’s love.

    One the spirit of my unbelieving mother who thinks that dollars should not be purchased for rubles because dollars are more expensive will be saved. That means that after 2 billion years she will be able to count properly.

    But I am going to become a computer much earlier. I have better salvation in a shorter time.

    Every prison term ends at some time. But you would prefer to be imprisoned for a shorter time with a greater amount of freedom money, right? And be a president after the release?

    (Jud 1) “12 These are spots in your feasts of charity, when they feast with you, feeding themselves without fear: clouds they are without water, carried about of winds; trees whose fruit wither, without fruit, twice dead, plucked up by the roots; 13 Raging waves of the sea, foaming out their own shame; wandering stars, to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness for ever.”

    This is what salvation of sinners looks like: Their spirits will be transformed into clouds without water, spirits of trees, waves in the sea, and even planets living in darkness.

    But as Bible clearly teaches, the righteous will become at least stars: (Mt. 13:43) “Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father.”, (Dan. 12:3) “And they that be wise shall shine as the brightness of the firmament; and they that turn many to righteousness as the stars for ever and ever.”

    And finally encouraging: (Is. 51:6) “Lift up your eyes to the heavens, and look on the earth beneath: for the heavens shall vanish away like smoke, and the earth shall wax old like a garment, and they that dwell therein shall die in like manner: but my salvation shall be for ever, and my righteousness shall not be abolished.”

    This means that stars will darken, but the salvation will continue. When this metagalaxy dies, we will be moved to other worlds.

    Salvation is an infinite growth: We are children of God and children grow to become more and more like their father.

  • Discipleship as the Purpose of Life in New Testament

    In the New Testament discipleship is the purpose of life.

    The followers of Christ are many times called “disciples” in the New Testament. Not “being disciples” or “doing discipleship”. It means that the entire nature of a follower of Christ is to be a disciple. We are disciples and nothing other.

    The meaning of life is infinite development becoming more similar to God infinitely. (It is called “childs of God” who grow becoming infinitely more similar to their Father.)

    It is an internal change inside a person that is learning, obtaining knowledge of God. (Phil. 3:8) “Yes doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ.”

    Paul says that he considers nothing as good as learning.

    Christ is mathematics ((Jn. 1:1) “In the beginning was logic and the logic was with God and the logic was God”.) That is our purpose of life is infinite learning of mathematics.

    See also my book “New Testament Commentary by a Mathematician” about how Christ is mathematics.

    Christ is the essence and the main part of everything: (Col. 1:16) “all things were created by him, and for him”.

    He is the word of God and (Heb. 11:3) “the worlds were framed by the word of God”. This means that the essence (“frame”) of the world is mathematics that is Christ. World exists with the sole purpose of containing mathematics in them, that we to learn. Our life exists with the purpose of us learning mathematics (obtaining Christ into us).

  • Non-profit and non-pleasure

    Love is the same word as charity in Greek. But charity in modern language is very near to “nonprofit” (=NGO). So love is nonprofit. What is common between love and nonprofit: It is as hard to honestly fit nonprofit registration purpose as hard to truly love. So nonprofit and love are essentially the same. Nonprofit is the external manifestation of love, to act not for money. But  pleasure is money inside us. (Money is a measure of good and pleasure is, too.) So inside us love is “non-pleasure” like non-profit? Does it mean that we like nonprofit not for money but to have as much money as possible (“nonprofits can have profit” is a common legal idiom) to be not for pleasure but to have as much pleasure as possible?

  • Which of the two variants will be in the heaven?

    Bible clearly teaches that in the heaven there will be no such problems as hunger.

    But why?

    I think, there are two variants:

    1. The development in the future will be never stalled for advanced periods.
    2. The development will sometimes almost fully stall making the life locally useless, but the citizens of the heaven will not consider their uselessness during such periods as a reason to ignore “mundane” problems like possible hunger.

    Please discuss which of the two variants (or both?) will be accomplished.

  • Romans 2:11

    (Rom 2:12) “For there is no respect of persons with God.”

    There is no concept of reputation in the life with God.

  • How hit by head may influence salvation?

    Can a hardship deprive us of salvation? (Rom. 8:35-39) “35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36 As it is written, For your sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. 37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. 38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, 39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

    Suppose that a fall caused by hardships can deprive us of salvation. In this case a hit by head could deprive us of salvation even more.

    I think, soul is a backup copy of the brain, just like as for our computers. Then a hit by head cannot damage the soul. If even hit by head cannot damage our position in the heaven, how less could loss of job, debts, etc. How less could becoming a homosexual because of hormonal damage?

    So, now I think the reverse: A fall caused by hardships advances our position on the heaven. It is because of (Ps. 103:6) “The Lord makes righteousness and judgment to all who are offended,” (Psalm 146:7) “makes the judgment to the offended, giving bread to the hungry. The Lord permits the prisoners.” See here about how my offence caused me good.

    One more question: Can a human lose his faith in Christ due to hit by head? If he loses, will he anyway go the heaven? Or will he be considered dead since the time of the hit and go to the heaven that time leaving a “zombie” on the Earth?

    St. Paul considered himself dead. I also consider myself as a half-zombie, because my “spiritual” state was much better before the hits. I remind that Paul was also beaten by the head, no wonder he considered himself dead.

    (Rom. 6:11) “Likewise reckon you also yourselves to be dead indeed to sin, but alive to God through Jesus Christ our Lord.”

  • For which sake does God save sinners?

    I think, God saves us sinners not for our sake but for the sake of the process of salvation itself.