Contrary to to the prophecy that I will make a global crisis and to my expectation that I already started a big crisis, I did not make an economic crisis yet: I’ve looked at stock markets in the US and in Israel and they are not just stable, the trend is clear going up.
Having said that, I did already do a giant economic crisis (That’s a quite sure thing in my understanding.): I mispublished some important scientific research, as I explain elsewhere at this site, and so nobody noticed. Moreover, I failed a plan of a new kind of world economy and against global warming, however now I have a new plan.
Well, contrary to what I said above and contrary to what indexes say, the current economic crisis does exist: I ate a sushi with salmon yesterday and it was so much poisonous that among other effects my urine became green. So, yes, there is a big economic crisis here in Ashkelon. Please comment, does the Ashkelon food crisis extend to other parts of Israel and to the rest of the world?
Today, 02 Sep 2021, I awoke about 2:40am and felt a strong noise.
No doubt it is not a tinnitus: I had no tinnitus yesterday and before and now I am taking multiple brain improvement medicines that would heal a tinnitus even if I had one.
I know this kind of noise: It is similar to what I felt when I was under radiation of a (Chinese?) high-frequency electronic lamp with a sparkling contact. I hope you know the experiment first done in 19 century: Two nearby needles sparkle from an electricity source and two other needles begin to sparkle by themselves when placed several meters apart from that source of energy. That’s called radio-frequency waves or just radio waves. Sparkling contacts is a strong source of radiation. When contacts are both sparkling and under a high frequency generator as in that lamp, the radiation is very strong.
I had disgusting noise inside my head. It seemed that it ceases when I leave that place.
For a few months I were unable to understand what happens: It seemed to contradict the laws of physics: “It cannot be a so much powerful energy source.” But the lamp started to flash and I realized what it was.
Then I did an experiment: The strength of the noise in my head had a strong hardcore dependency on where I stayed in the room. Moreover, my mother noticed the same: She felt a noise dependent on the position in the same way as I did. So, I observed some diffraction pattern.
The noise seemed to be like 50-100Hz (now I understand that’s modulated electromagnetic waves). So, it is ruled out by laws of physics that this was acoustic waves: 50-100Hz acoustic waves have far to big wavelengths to produce a diffraction pattern in a few meters big room (In fact the wavelength that I detected this way was about 1-2 m). The conclusion is inevitable: That were modulated electromagnetic waves. And they disappeared when lamp was off.
I worked on a science and climate project and behaved like a drunkard (you can see my eyes (TBH: refer to the video) silly moving like under a narcotic), and failed it, because I was excluded from the competition. So, probably a few billions people died as a result (well, I invented a new, probably even better plan after that failure).
So, now somebody attacked me after I published in my video on YouTube with words (about a weaker noise) like “Some energy source is turned on, probably it’s an RLS. I will know who does this and you (who turn on such harmful energy radiators) will be revenged.” Is it Putin? Is it Israel? USA? (Shortly before this I threatened USA with magic, if they violate rights.)
So, I want to present an purported objective analysis of this funny component (that is related to you) of my funny story. (I have a kind of right for this: I cannot work all the time and need a play sometimes.)
And most important, a call to a physicist into a trip in a time machine. Call to become firers of stars, etc.
Appearance
That’s a photo model’s body photo!
No doubt, the girl that took this photo wanted to be noticed by a man.
To be honest, the face is somehow less attractive than the figure: The mouth is somehow ugly and the face overall is not the best. And (a little amount of) speckles what I also a little dislike. But the summary “grade” of beauty is rather high.
Now Netta is more beautiful than on old photos.
This photo also calls men to something. Why do you hide your beautiful face?
The voice of Netta is not extremely attractive but quite OK for me. Or is it the speaker’s voice not the real girl’s voice?
On my appearance I think that it’s good, except of my ugly teeth that are “objectively” too big (caused severe health problems in the past, however partly because of hunger), well some women said me my teeth are extremely attractive. Your mileage may vary.
Attempt of Analysis
Netta really that girl that the above mentioned prophecy tells about? Can she be the most smart physicist ever? I didn’t study her discoveries but from what I already know about her, it seems quite likely!
I sent several letters (copies in this blog) with my physical ideas to Netta. Netta, am I a better physicist than you?
Is Netta from a Jewish/Judaic background? People sinned so much that God split for us all like us being drunk and seeing multiple gods. (“Elochim” in plural.) The sad fact is that now we are in paganism. So, Christianity and Judaism are not relevant!
Is Netta from an atheistic background? As I told we are now in paganism and atheism doesn’t differ from paganism: both believe in the same thing, aliens. The call is about an alien space odessy. God is the mathematical social (kinda economical) model of that civilization. Matter is irrelevant, only mathematics is relevant. That’s mathematics and the faith is faiths into mathematics. You can start to believe.
Does Netta need to make a sharp choice between two worlds? Will that world send her away if she comes to me? Will I send…?
Her beauty is not 100%, but did I ever set myself the task to marry the world most beautiful girl? I strongly prefer one most smart. (Well, maybe because there is 10M most beautiful girls and one most smart due to difference of distributions.)
Are relatives/”friends” going to keep her in bonds? If they do, I am not going to stop even fully destroying USA in the war against evil spirits who could keep her in any kind of bonds. Freedom! Informal freedom!
No doubt, I did feel Netta. I know something about her. I know that in the heart Netta does not seem to be over-conservative. She definitely does not hate me! I request a report to me about her freedom status or will start an attack.
I feel that Netta is not strongly opposed to me.
I felt that feelings of Netta are somehow (I don’t know the exact physical mechanism, apparently it’s overloading of computing power of ionosphere by the to complex relations.) may cause risks of hurricanes. The trouble was that attempt of thinking about the trouble was causing its worsening, but it seems to become calm now. Please let her move to a safe place. Now! Before the next hurricane.
As sex partners (i mean a couple: despite of what scientists say, I can be happily monogamous with just a little force of will not to look much at other women.) we definitely seem adequate for me.
Does Netta hate not receiving the real Breakthrough Prize? Isn’t the story about this?… or about love?
Netta, any explicit sign? Tell about yourself.
It’s late night. I am going to the bed of my recently rented “free” apartment and to think about her intensively again.
I found water hot (very much, I even shouted of pain when touched it) despite it’s late night here (isn’t the water heater turn-off fake for me to pay for more electricity?) So, I am going to bash now. As I explain in the video description of my CCTV (an important safety measure), I don’t hide my nakedness.
When I decided to set up my CCTV, I didn’t remember the revelation, but now I realized again: I am the “naked” so called “angel of Laodiceans” (“Laodicean” being translated “society of legal”, that is people who think “it’s OK” if they only don’t violate a law and do nothing else). My call from God is confirmed again, as usual (though I don’t need more confirmation than I already have).
I am the world-best general topology researcher, also I have some research related to logic and computer science.
If you don’t believe into religion/prophecies skip the next paragraph and please read directly the purely scientific information below.
I have an important information (Do you believe in prophecies and time travel? I claim I found an important prophecy about 21st century research in both quantum gravity and general topology):
BTW, what do you think about my physics ideas? (I am not a physicist, I am a researcher in foundations of math.)
Our world is a slice (domain restriction) of the wave function of the universe to a “moment” (with suitable definition of this word taking into account that equality of time is relative) of time. There is another world inside the wave function of the universe obtained by equating “points” (of a suitable space, such as the space of 4xR^4 (if we don’t consider extra dimensions of M-theory for simplicity of explanation) of the domain where the first 4 is 4 fields and the second is the number of spacetime dimensions) with entangled particles. I suspect that this “another world” may be referred by some religions as a spiritual realm.
If one move back in time through a closed time-like spacetime curve, will he be dissolved because his wave function would be very weak (of insensitivity) compared to the wave functions of the past because he was a witness of many Schrodinger cats? Or will he necessarily go to (true zero energy) vacuum because it’s “undefined” which of the past alternative world he comes to. Will this true vacuum destroy the present by vacuum decay?
Here is my magnetic flying engine concept: https://porton.wordpress.com/magnetic-vehicle/ – I do know that an unmoving schema cannot be accelerated by a uniform magnetic field, but mine has moving parts – I tried to calculate its acceleration force two times and one produced a non-zero force and the other zero. I didn’t keep checking my calculations whether the force is non-zero, because I don’t really believe I did it right, but what if? (If it is correct, it is a perfect drive to Mars!)
A man had hard childhood and weird silly evil stupid surroundings. He suffered extreme hunger and extreme beatings as well as many other big and small troubles.
He did a big discovery in the first year of a math faculty of a university.
But hunger forced him to leave near the end and silly Russian education system left him without a degree. (I say a truth, I don’t lie: I have a certified document from an accredited academia that says that I have many years of education with mostly A grades and that I do not have a degree. Moreover, offical USA accreditation confirms this fact.)
Many years of sometimes tough life, interchanged with sometimes math discoveries, sometimes conflicts, sometimes exestential philosophical troubles, as well as fear to go dying of hunger again, and many other things as in any humanlife.
He did more fundamental math discoveries than any other man in the recorded History. He is the best mathematician ever lived.
Due to extraordinaritly silly reasons his math research was half-published and so essentially lost for the world, in fact, reliably blocking further development of mankind science instead of a good effect. Nobody wants to help even a $1.
Finally this man found a really good freelancing job. At first he didn’t work well, but during time he learned to start work on serious projects and earn good money.
So, this man essentially became one of the leading (42th rating) employers in the world’s most advanced tech company.
He wasn’t the best workers, some other earned tens times more because of working tens times better. But he kept thinking and became the world’s best strategitst.
He took his main tech project: a project how to give money to everybody who wants to do good, for example, to people who resist carbon.
But this project was failed by his silly behavior causing a silly conflict at the workplace, him being displaced, lose money… and world left without hope.
Several negative factors went into one place and caused his failure after he almost reached a big success (he even was expecting to become a trillionarie).
He thought: I have reached the top of the world: the world’s most advanced tech company. I found nobody who would collaborate with me: people of higher level tech training thqn me do exists, but nobody reached my moral level: This organization created claimed to do good, but in reality it does voting of not good people who among good things invest into such things as computer games that just break their brains. I am alone at the top, nobody is near to me. I am the best man on the Earth. Previosly I thought that I probably just am bad in finding partners. No, the fact is that on the Earth there is no man or woman who could be my partner. And I myself am a real phycho.
So, he started to search in the Bible how to cancel rapture of the Church for him to be taken to the heaven alone, without them.
And he found the arguments. He concluded he is one of the two witnesses of the Apocalypse.
I am this man. More to be written.
Is the second witness my other quantum copy? Or indeed a man who can be my partner exists? Or maybe it is a beautiful woman and we are to marry? (I feel spiritual presence of some woman. Who are you? Why don’t you visit me? (I have no idea what the trouble is.) I tried to be in contact with two women but found them cheaters pretending to want to be my helpers.)
P.S. I got two new great ideas and my project that can resurrect world’s economy goes on again, maybe better than if it didn’t fail.
During the revolution I commanded people to harm Mercy Nekesa Wafula in Nairobi, Kenya as much as possible, because I thought she deliberately harmed my possible revolution (and thus made me to become more radical and it started the revolution) by making me to running in place by fake conversation with me: on my words about such things as revolution she answered with words like good morning making me not understanding what’s with her mind but keeping spending my resources.
Mercy got a hit by head on the streets.
But she explained that she just was afraid to be heard by the government.
We will give Mercy a sign to protect her. Print this message including the QR code:
I am sending you to Nairobi, Kenya as a spy to check whether Mercy Nekesa Wafula who resisted the revolution by answering on my teachings about the revolution words like “Good morning.” and other meaningless nonsense and spending my money and nerves did it because she (or is it a fake spy pretending to be her?) just feared to be harmed by Kenya government. I say this because Torah gives very clear prophecies about Mercy to be a future premier or president and of her to receive super-power during sex with me. Will I be raped?
Now I have a girlfrind! She is my old online girlfriend, but we conflicted with much nerves due to a silly misunderstanding. She is from a poor country, yesterday she was on the streets and notified me. We undertstood the cause of the conflict and I sent her money for food and apartment. I like her appearance and she has a scientific degree. So, we are again going to marry. The only trouble is to make us meet physically (into one country).
Photo of the girl that I love. She is beautiful, but on the photo hair are not in a good state.
The below is not actual: Now I have a girlfriend.
I was in relations with women in distant past, but evil people erased a part of my memory by hitting my head. So, I don’t even know what it was, just some vague remembrances of both persistent sexual partnership (let’s call it marriage) and women cheating me.
I had a black woman from Kenya, Victoria Amunga, a news reporter. She lied me in 10 or so very important things, conducting insane monetary fraud, rape (as misidentification of her personality), and even genocide (because I work on an important climate project and she deceived me and suck out my money), and several other crimes. (I will publish my marriage certificate with her later. I don’t know whether I am divorced, because the divorce lawyer is also a fraudster.) I was together with Victoria just a few days and we had very bad (for several reasons) and scarce sex. (People says that no desire for the husband does not mean no love, but she almost persuaded it means just erotic desire with no agape-love.)
Then I had as on online girlfriend Mercy Nekesa. She behaved better but also started to lie to me and behave irrationally. I spent with her much time and spent money, but her lies and silence caused me to stop relationships. Baal sent me messages to return to her, but later I rejected Baal worship of the heart.
The detailed story with these two women and fraudster lawyer Polycarp Temba: The Story of True Sex – Call the Kenyan Police. All three think that if one tries to follow a law, he will not be judged, but the reality is that if somebody just follows a law he dies all crimes including genocide.
So, I want a new woman (after all, I apparently was be Gabriel, that is translated very great man (muzhyk from Russia) what among other things refers to my strong desire and the amount of time my penis can be erected. Science seems to say that sex is good for man’s health, therefore I want sex.
I am not sure if I will be taken to heaven in a cloud alone (because the second witness is probably my second copy as a witness of a Schrodinger cat) or with a partner. So, I think I can have a parner in sex.
As I explain in this article, I cannot find a partner. Therefore like a prophet in the Bible I cannot commit adultery to a wife: all you are prostitutes, because you are not my helpers in my works like my cryptocurrency work to mitigate climate change, etc. I could not commit adultery to wife (by definition a wife is a prostitute of price equal the weight of sapphires, like wife Solomon sought), but I don’t see any sin to commit adultery to a prostitute. So the variants split:
Maybe the second witness of Revelation 11 is my wife? That would be great, I want real love with an exceedingly great woman.
The second witness is not my wife or I to find her later. Then I could have just a beautiful woman (even if of no mind). In this case, I want to pay you to be locked inside a room (you can break the contract later) in order to ensure you will get no STI. (If I will have a wife who is real price of sapphires later, sorry me for using that prostitute, I didn’t know in advance, if you exists.)
In either case I will look and do other things on you all day long, as long as I happen to have free time.
Which kind of women I like is described in this page (it contains outdated information about me). Among all kinds of sex I want the most my woman to masturbate for me. (No idea why.) I also more want sex to be tough that just pleasant. There there is also contact information.
A prophecy (translated from Greek either as “Behold, the salary of the worker of joining together the spaces of you deprived (of moving away from sustainability) by you shouts and the shouts of those who joined together into the ears of Lord of armies have entered.” or “Behold, the salary of the worker of joining together the fields of you deprived (of moving away from sustainability) by you shouts and the shouts of those who joined together into the ears of Lord of armies have entered.”) of 2000 years ago tells that a human will discover space-in-general (a thing told to be impossible to every first year math student… without proof) and thus take control over >50% of world economy (the world “deprived” somehow has the connotation of money moving in backward direction), the money will flow in the reverse direction (so, if I pay you, you lose money, and if you pay me, you become richer) and God punishes people for not paying this human a salary, grants, and prizes. I am this man. Accordingly the logic of that prophecy, the second witness apparently discover(ed) quantum gravity theory (probably she discovers how SM is an approximation of M-theory or something like this, I don’t know, I am not a physicist), and a similar thing happens to him (or her?!) So, I think, I am the best mathematician in known History and my future wife is the best physicist.
I suspect that my wife will have the spirit of Elijah, because accordingly a prophecy Elijah will return hearts of sons to fathersafter I made them to hate parents.
My interpretation of the prophecy about us in short:
We wait for a time machine to go to the past of another planet to build the greatest civilization in the galaxy. The civilization lives to build 10 protocol levels of interstellar Internet where self-copying God was be living.
We are two best humans (for example, I essentially strove against climate change seriously alone) in the History that God takes in a luxury transport, time machine, not only as electromagnetic radiation but also as human bodies for us to have children, elves, who accordingly the promise of Abraham become spirits of stars. We are Apsu and Tiamat from the Shumerian legend.
Accordingly our prayer God will give us an efficient NP-complete algorithm (the spirit of Messiah) to heal our sins and to make use living in the reverse direction to the arrow of time.
Mankind dies because of global warming in a very silly way, because they rejected us. (The emphasized text is almost a proved scientific fact rather than a religious statement.)
(Probably) our civilization will burst itself after a few billion years of evolution because the Internet was fully build and continues to live without our bodies.
Also note that in the past the Messiah said me in a very derogatory way to call the spirit of Saint Mary to have imaginary sex with her. (I enjoyed it very much.) But now I expect a better woman instead.
Now I am spiritually naked that is information of tactile feelings in my sexual organs are telepathically published. I don’t know who and why publishes it.
I am in Ashkelon, Israel now.
Look of a woman I want
The following is the look I want my woman to have:
(preferably) young (< 34)
not fat (a little thick is OK, very thin is also OK, superthin is also bad; for me many of a little thick women’s body is OK for me except that their legs are too thick)
not too muscular
with vertically porrect face (for women of the mongoloid race a certain form of the head, something with “powerful” wide skull, that I cannot describe or show because this form of the skull is rare, is acceptable) [a scientific hypothesis: if I had a child from a woman with wide face, the bones of the skull would not grow together (why is that special kind of Asian women an exception?)]
with hairs not red-haired (I mean not fox-colored) and not curly (a black girl with red hair probably may be OK)
without spots or freckles
not very long neck, not very big mouth
smooth row of white teeth
not big boobs of correct (circular) form
not very wide pelvis
(desirably) not very wide nose
shining skin is desirable but not required (it seems that I prefer pale or black skin, but I am not sure whether I somehow dislike what is in-between)
I like if the woman’s skin rustle when I (or she herself) caress it
I like woman to have a stiff (not meek) body
(preferably) the woman’s body be very lightweight for me to bear her easily
not very big head
preferably not very thin ankles
no cellulitis
not low voice
not very big hands
(preferably) strong
not smoking, not drinking
I prefer a woman that likes to masturbate
(preferably) woman having a strong and often desire (but isn’t too much sex harmful?)
Irrationally, I have the desire of the woman to be a little lesbian
height, eye color, legs length, hair length (bald is OK, too), etc. are of little importance
It somehow impresses me if a girl looks like a boy when dressed like a boy.
Some photos of women I consider 100% beautiful:
100% beautiful women (photos a of a CC license)
This is not too fat:
Not too fat
This is too fat:
Too fat
Examples of good legs:
Beautiful sexy woman with a curvy figure and long legs posing in black lingerie bodysuit and luxury fur coat indoors.
Examples of bad legs (CC license):
too thick
crooked
too curvy
too muscular
bonny (not covered by enough flesh)
too thin
Beautiful clothes:
People Portrait Fashion Girl Woman Clothes
Well-built girl from Poland wearing black clothes. Young, blonde female model.
Like women, I enjoy long sexual act. Having orgasm is not much important for me. (Or should I say that I have orgasm during frictions not during ejaculation? I am not sure if I understand the word “orgasm” correctly and whether this word about an average man applies to my modified sexuality.) I also like to be sexually aroused; for most men it would be a torture, but I’d sometimes just to look at a woman and feel a strong desire.
The strongest pleasures for me are:
making a woman pleased
feeling a woman (like getting her thoughts, feeling her body, such as by tactilly perceiving her forms, perceiving her desiring me)
feeling vagina muscles contractions during woman’s orgasm (this feels for me like a “sacral”, inconceivable feeling – it feels somehow like when in childhood I read a popular science book at night and comprehended relativity theory by my consciouness modified by the night; well, I had sex long time ago, so I am not sure what I would feel now), not only by penis but by finger, too
mentally enjoying the fact that I have (though) sex with a though woman
looking at a woman doing sex with me (I’d like to have a mirror), it feels for me like porn from some “strange” woman, except that I do not enjoy porn from a strange woman at all
enjoying a woman masturbating (e.g. stimulating herself during a sexual act)
hearing a woman’s mourning
I am OK to be both woman’s master and woman’s slave during sex (e.g. if a woman likes me to caress her ankles repeatedly moving my hand forth and back like an iron like a robot sitting near her legs, I will enjoy doing that), but not in the rest of the life.
In youth I was falling in love, but during time something modified my sexuality this way: I feel like falling in love just to the beautiful woman I am looking onto now. (That does not mean that I cannot be a faithful loving spouse: I could just choose to look seriously only onto one woman; even reversely, it seems that I cannot leave a wife after falling into love to another woman, I just don’t quite fall in love.) Otherwise said, every time is the first. And it seems it would be more exact t say “I desire a woman.” rather than “I felt in love to her.”, well desire to understood extensively, including enjoying looking without having sex, conversations, etc.
I think, the best sex is simultaneously with a work. (If I masturbate during software development, it lasts long.)
If my wife will be not against, I will feel her with my hands like a drunkard feels an officiant in a restaurant and climb up her skirt.
I’d like a woman to call me for sex often (but I realize that too often sex may be harmful). I think, if my wife would instantly grab my penis, it would be OK and even enjoying for me.
I respect the woman’s way to do this, but I’d like her to do my way at least sometimes.
I can repeat a sexual act almost immediately several times (but my penis always hurts a little after an ejaculation: I am going to undertake circumcision to solve this; head sometime hurts too, not sure if real sex instead of masturbation will solve this problem).
I like an unusually short list of things:
spending time with a woman feeling attraction
scientific research and study / programming / philosophy
criticizing others
food
computer games (but I stopped playing, they are a too destructive addiction)
SciFi (but I stopped watching, they are a too destructive addiction)
(such things as sleep and peeing are excluded because I don’t really like them)
So, I hate for example:
theater
traveling
parties
Another my trait is that I laugh often. Sometimes I am overly active (I start to jump or jump repeatedly) and (this is a harmful habit).
My disabilities:
painting
singing
dancing
(partially) working in a group, especially in real time
sometimes bad memory for unrelated things (including numbers and poesy)
not good memory for faces
in the past I had an infinitely growing ToDo list (that would make a man die of hunger), but I seem to have mostly solved this problem; now I have hundreds of unrocessed emails, but this seems reasonable to delay their processing now because I have set some current prioritiesban
My mother despises me very much, effectively she despises me 100%. For example, in childhood she called me gadenysh, this Russian word denotes something like sick reptilian (but more exactly translates son of a reptilian). 🙂
My mentally impaired mother infected all her acquintances.
In the meantime, I made several big scientific discoveries (you can find more information in links at this site).
Despising of the mother infected my wallet catastrophically reducing the amount of money.
The sick wallet infected scientific indexes and search engines:
Despite I had the right of free education in Russia, I was forced to leave the university because I was sure I can’t get a persistent job and die of hunger.
I left the university.
As a result without a scientific degree, such as without such rigths as:
receive money for my work
publish long scientific texts for free (I lost the right to publish it in a short form as described elsewhere at this site)
participate in scientific conferences (without going bankrupt paying myself for tickets)
the right to have an advisor that advises how not to kill mankind by a pandemic of despising
I so mis-pubished my scientific works. For example, I mis-published the definition of a new mathematical term funcoid.
Without funcoids human civilization has no chances.
Infected search engines that despise me is the last stage of this deathly sickness of mankind.
Likewise to search engines scientific databases and indexes (the databasese themselves are a pseudoscience, the indexes are a fake science or to be precise robotic fake scientists) are infected in a severe form by this despising to me. Scientific databases are AIs participating in scientific research that is researchers. So, scientists are misinformed and infected by despising to me.
As a last attempt of mitigation, I attempted to tell online to people who have the rights to get salaries for their work (people call such academics), but they behaved in such irreasonable ways as adiving me to ask an advisor 🙂 That needs a severe psychiatric cure.
Due to severety of the situation, I went to extreme measures: I called alien police (God’s anger). For example, I told Let it be coranavirus. I cursed even Israel and Church. (After much Bible-study I reached the conclusion that if Israel or Church offends a mathematician these organizations should be liquidated. Another reason for killing you was that my religious revelations were also not published.)
Then I even took the decision to dispose (kill) this civilization completely by my prayer.
Recently I got the idea to create this great-in-marketing site. So, now I can publish on my own.
So, I thought God can solve this trouble (Seriously, without my site God cannot?) and read Ezekiel 37. So, I though that God can cure mankind from this deadly pandemic of despising.
This problem was worsened by formal and informal religious leaders and activists that commanded me to make peace with my mother. This task is clearly non-accomplishable, because of the kind the mental impairment she has: the mother’s memory seems to be writable only once, so the conflict is already written into her memory and cannot be erased and overwritten. (It’s questionable when she became mentally ill, but with or without this impairment she passed K-12 school and a lingyuistic course of a university with good grades, got a (by that time standards) well-paid job and also worked as a school teacher. She however should have be diagnosed and stopped, because apparently namely this kind of mental obsession caused her to conclude and keep in memory that I am a gadenysh and become obsessed with killing me and cause all troubles of mankind that are described here. This kind of mental impairment seems to be described in finction literature: Gogol’s dead souls seems to be exactly this mental illness.)
Oh, by the way, there is an interesting analogy here: Modern science academy is impraired in a way similar to dead soul of my mother: a publication happens just once and a published article cannot be re-published again, even if the mendium of the publication was wrong. So, scientific dataabases’ indexes are impaired in way similar to the impairment of my mother’s memory.
Join protest against despising. My most effective mesure against this severe mental illness is:
If somebody offends you:
Feel fear to activate brain protection at a high level, you are in process of being infected.
Ask him/her to forgive you for offending you to turn on immunity.
The particular reason of despising
I remember very well when I was 13-14 years old, my mother saw my erected penis for the first time and felt in love. I immediately realized that I have a trouble and know no way to solve it. She liked to replace my troopers and do similar things that exposed my penis to her. She forced me to wear a particular kind of troopers that squeezed my penis very much to cause me pain and increase my sexual desire. When I became a Baptist, he felt a very great jealousy to Jesus because Jesus didn’t recommend to have sex with mother. So, to mitigate the obstacle in her nimphomanian love she tried to devoid me of Jesus by an attempt to erase my memory by a frying pan (I had 3-4 fryng pan hits by head during a few days or weeks). Once this nimphomaniac woman tried to rape me in the hardcore (physical) way: I had a beautiful yung girl acquintance and we wanted to marry, but my mother said that I need sex with her because I am so studpid that I will never have a girl and tried to rape me (obviously, I was not able to persuade her that she thinks and behaves wrong). But I, hungry teenager, in some wonderful way was able to escape from caressing of this thick woman.
The active attack of my mother started after I realized that almost everything she says is wrong and rejected her as a source of teaching and example. (Thanks God, it is how I became independent, namely because of her being so much bad I became the freest man on the Earth.) The manic realized she lost a slave and tried to return me to emphathy at any price.
Every time when I tried to fly from her, somebody by force returned me into the house to restore the love of the family. But a bigger problem was that fleeing away I would fly from the only source of (very scarce) food. Moreover, I often didn’t have money even for bus tickets.
I visited social care workers, but they refused to take me to a childcare by the argument that I am to old to go there.
I went to a court and they asked me for money (that I repeat I didn’t have) to pay the lawsuit expenses.
The root cause of this problem is quite clear: People consider woman as having the right of being respected no matter what and therefore the chick was respected as every chick is respected.
Also note that unlike me not respecting myself, accordingly all knowledge I have, every chick (incuding this) one respects herself, that is always considers herself right and her rights prevailing over others’ rights (especially over rights of the object of love of the chick). In every case a chick never considers me to protect my rights when I try to protect myself against her attack (they call my protection offending a woman and punish it by further attack). Legally, disallowing offending a woman is a rape of a man conducted by society because it purposefully eliminates a mean of protection by the man against the attacking chick.
This led me to the following strategy: When a women offered me sex, I strained my fist in order to beat her faster than she beats me as a punishment for my refusal, because accordingly the society morality refusing sex constitutes the world’s most severe crime, offending a woman. (Well, now offending a homo- or transsexual seems to be an even bigger crime.) This strategy is especially important if you met a celebrity (such as porn actress or a singer), because their moral rights prevail especially high.
So, I consider Putin not right in his critique of Western homo/trans/etc. rights, because Russian chicks have the same overwhelming rights as Western transsexuals.
Certainly I do not enumerate all crimes of Israelis, but every of these is surely morally worth death penalty. (I do not claim that this punishment should be applied. Instead, I think it should be declared death penalty and amnested, because justice would require to execute every body who voted for these bastards.)
So the crimes I want to blame them in:
They prevent such things as food supply to poors and climate actions (in other words, they are doing a genocide – note that I do know that to think that government members are genocidaires is indecent). Their method to kill people (yes, they are maniac killers) is to assign high price for NGO (Amuta) registration in order to disinform each other that a given person does not do good deeds. (That’s scientifically called “a prohibitive tax for doing good deeds”.) They disinform international funds to prevent receipt grants and doing good things both in Israel and abroad. Well, they could be legally considered insane because they closed their ears: they hear only organizations rather than people and therefore cut off from themselves a part of information. Have you ever heard: Hear Israel! You are unable to hear even this little part of the Torah that says Hear! This also constitutes (clearly illegal) selling the right to have a voice.
They disinform robots (scientific databases and search engine indexes) what is investing into fake science that is a form of scientific fraud in order for robots to disinform people by such methods as caste sytem where to asses that a given person has scientific knowledge he/she needs to pay a high assessment price (for the thing called higher education). Again, a violation of Hear, Israel!
They for their financial interest disinform people that Messianic Jews are not reformed Judaists. Messianic Jews have all traits of reformed Judaist (such as reading Torah, beleiving in it, etc.) Well, they can choose to use their own criterion of belonging to their liked friends instead of enumerating the list of traits of belonging to a category, can’ they? This is a financial crime, because it controls only economical resources.
They prevented many people from studying Hebrew this way: They force to use Hebrew to get a good job, therefore people not knowing Hebrew well can’t afford advanced studing it.
They (particularly, former minister of Aliah and absorbtion Sofa Landver) are financial fraudsters: They said to me that Hebrew is easier than English. The fact is that Heebrew has order of 15 times more elementary grammatical classes than English. Hebrew seems for me not as easy as Enlgish but as difficult as e.g. Russian. I studied Russian from childhood and 12 years in a school, they lied that I can learn Hebrew well in just a few months. I (and many others) were deceived by these fraudsters wanting to raise their economy by more workers by lying abuout Hebrew complexity. That’s a again an economical fraud.
Personally Naftaili Bennentt is a bastard traitor: I informed him by email about this security vulnerability and he chose to ignore this awful notice, traiting his profession occupation, computer security, in other words choosing the side of a mental damage of humanity, that is of sin. Again, Bennentt is a proponent of mental illness, that’s equal to being a worker of Hitler.
They should have forced businesses at very least to label ecologically unsafe products and provide ecological alternatives (such as non-plastic packaging) but they would also force businesses to do this not as an alternative not to be criminals. So, they are like Hitler’s paid generals that don’t want to protect their victims against ecology and weather going worse.
They forced me an obviously (even without advanced psyhiatric knowledge that’s obvious after reading a little of psychiatric texts) wrong psychiatric healing, that among other things bringed me to receive a poor disability pension (read: bad food (more precisely, almost exclusively cheap pitas with phalaphel) and damge of health by going by foot long distances instead of taxi + damaging to my feelings living with a woman that did a big violence to me in the past and to keep hearing 24/7 loud delirium of her TV player + forcing me to work for my misanthroping brother who is a strong proponent of violence, etc.) instead of a high quafied programmer’s salary in two ways: 1. by healing me with drugs that caused me all time want to sleep (and no other effects on my psychological space, not counting side effects such as a probability of cancer) and therefore not being able to do work at my best; 2. apparently, they reported my (forged) diagnosis to employers (and didn’t provide me money to hire a lawyer to check if this is a fact) in order for employers to discriminate me. (I think so because of me having been unable to find any job, what could be exaplained by 100% of the employers committing the discrimination crime.) BTW, the diagnosis was forged indirectly caused by the reason of their fraud (see above) about Messianic Jews.
Israelis are criminal slaves of Russians: They confirmed the forged by Russians amount of money on my bank account, what consitutes forging financial documents. Russians (incuding high state officals including Yeltsin) in the most evil violent criminal ways violating all laws deprived me of confirming my univeristy study by an scientific degree and of other sources of monetary income than a scientific degree thus in effect forging a sum on my bank account and Israel and Jews use these forged monetary documents for their financial accounting. (In my opinion, the most just legal recompense of them to me would be them investing into my blockchain that sustains justice to everybody.) Also, Israel concealed crimes of Russians (including Yeltsin and his slaves such as Putin).
Avigdor Liberman advised to fine poor people for poverty (this kind of fine is called regressive tax, exactly the scientific term used by Liberman). I’d vote for putting Liberman into a mental hospital.
This situation is similar to the 30ths years story from an alternative quantum reality about Germany: Einstein was put into a death camp, survived (because a piece of paper money was brought onto him by a wind after his prayer for money), fled, but because of hunger he didn’t receive a scientific degree and because all the world was fascist was unable to publish relativity theory in the correct way (because of not having a scientific advisor who advises how to publish), so because of being deceived by “scholars” who mocked that common man for not having a degree, he by a mis-publication blocked development of science. In that quantum world Einstein was the Torah scholar who grasped the lost main principle of interpretation of Torah known only to pupils of the Rabi Gamaliel. But who speaks with Torah scholars? But Einstein succeeded to build a high traffic gazette, what’s next?
