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The theological theory I will propose now sounds as a heresy or an “unholy” thing. In fact, I am not sure if it is really supported by the Bible, however surely there is some evidence for it which I will present now.

The idea is the following: The problem of relations between Christ and the Church is mathematically equivalent to the problem of relations between the husband and the wife. Something like to try all poses (not poses, they seem to be already tried, but to try all feelings more likely).

(Eph. 5:23) “For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and he is the savior of the body.” The problem of control over the wife (especially in sex) is equivalent to the problem of salvation of the church.

(Eph. 5) 21 Submitting yourselves one to another in the fear of God. 22 Wives, submit yourselves to your own husbands, as to the Lord. 23 For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and he is the savior of the body. 24 Therefore as the church is subject to Christ, so let the wives be to their own husbands in every thing. 25 Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it; 26 That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word, 27 That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish. 28 So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loves his wife loves himself. 29 For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourishes and cherishes it, even as the Lord the church: 30 For we are members of his body, of his flesh, and of his bones. 31 For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall be joined to his wife, and they two shall be one flesh. 32 This is a great mystery: but I speak concerning Christ and the church. 33 Nevertheless let every one of you in particular so love his wife even as himself; and the wife see that she reverence her husband.

The first thing (21) is to submit each ones feelings to one another. It is to feel pleasure as a mean to please the another. The woman should feel pleasure as a way to satisfy his husband’s desire to please the woman (and vice versa). (22) continues this thought especially for women. The problem of woman feeling pleasure to satisfy her husband is mathematically equivalent to the problem of submitting to the Lord. (23) The husband controls the pleasure of the wife and this is mathematically equivalent to control of Christ over the church. This is the formula of salvation in the material world (“body”). (24) Need to try all ways to subject wives to husbands (especially in sex). It is mathematically equivalent to the Church being subject to Christ. (25) Husbands should do sex to the wives, this is mathematically equivalent to love of Christ to the Church and His sacrifice for the Church. (26) Talk about sex with your wives. (28) may perhaps be interpreted that a loving husband to do masturbation: a woman worth love definitely sometimes may be too busy, he may do this thinking about the wife. But masturbation makes no sense, one may say. It makes some sense: To load the organism for possibly better health, to train for sex, to make pleasure to the wife through telepathic link. One may say that it is a wrong way of doing things, but we are in the process of  transition to the future Kingdom which will be different than the original creation, and in transitions sometimes silly things happen. I’d advice to avoid ejaculation during masturbation to allow for more sex with the wife (except if she is in a travel). (28) seems to say that a husband should feel in sex like as he feels in masturbation, it may mean to do it just a physiology but use this physiology to think about the woman and enjoy her. Whether you do masturbation or not “He that loves his wife loves himself.”, this means that if one loves his wife then he receives pleasure from the process of pleasing the wife, from the pleasure of the wife itself, not just from his physiology. Only a man who wishes good for himself (not suicidal) can truly love his wife. (29) seems to say that penis is to be trained for better sex. (32) speaks about a mystery that is a hard mathematical problem or a cipher, the problem to be solved is about Christ and the Church, the marital relations are a mean of its solution. (33) says that participating in solving this angels’ mathematical problem is for everyone of us. (33) seems to again reference that sex with the wife is to be modeled after masturbation. How to interpret “the wife see that she reverence her husband”? The Strong’s Greek dictionary translates “reverence” also as “(passively) to be alarmed” , doesn’t it mean something like to be excited “passively”?

By the way the above explains a reason why sexual magic sometimes works.

I am yet unmarried. After my weird sexual adventure I decided (see the comment from the page of the last link) to find a girl to marry. I want my wife to believe me, read my writings, and know mathematics.

I have a couple of scientific research projects worth a trillion (or at least hundreds of billions) dollars.

Naturally, I decided that I would not do small good deeds, but would concentrate on scientific research and other large projects.

An unexpected problem arose: People began to consider me greedy and did not want to do business with me and this was one of the reasons for my poverty, which greatly hindered my research.

In addition, Christian preachers taught me to give money to others and to the church in order (miraculously) to get it back.

I decided that I should start sharing with others (and how could it be different, if otherwise I am a beggar?)

So, I became a real “advanced” preacher of prosperity, like many American churches.

But there is one problem: If I do good for money (even if I receive them miraculously, as it sometimes happened, for example, I prayed a couple of times to get 10 rubles and brought them by the wind), then I am a real servant of Mammon or Baal.

Now I understand: There was a point to distract from my megaprojects and start doing good deeds, but the whole point was only to save me from greed so that if I became, for example, a billionaire, I would not use my opportunities to harm.

It’s impossible to stop serving Baal / Mammon as long as we live “by the law,” according to the rules, “by the letter”. This is the only way to get rid of greed.

It is necessary at once to abandon our entire system of rules. This system of rules for us was the Gospel.

The Gospel itself denies that we should live by the book:

(2Cor. 3:6) “He gave us the ability to be servants of the New Testament, not letters, but the spirit, because the letter kills, but the spirit gives life.” I realized that this meant that I should stop following the letter of the New Testament just as we stopped to follow the Torah.

Thus, we now have a new religion, free from the basic problems of the old, such as greed. Drop everything and start reading my books and blogs.

When studying the Bible, I was guided by the principle that I should apply it personally to myself. It was a wrong principle.

Once I asked God what would happen to my city, Perm (Russia), and I found a few words in the Pentateuch of Moses with the letters PRM (this is the name of the city written in modern Hebrew). I began to read the Old Testament without vowels, because initially Moses and other prophets wrote without vowels (Jews added vowels only in the Middle Ages).

I translated the first fragment: (Leviticus 10) “Moses said: You will not be in Perm and you will not die … but your brothers all the house of Israel will cry for the seraph, who is the seraph of the Lord. Do not go out of the doors of the church tent, lest you die, because the oil of anointing (Christ) of the Lord is upon you. They did as Moses said,” etc. I decided that it was I who was the “anointed one”, because no one except me wanted to learn Hebrew and this message could only be addressed to me.

After a more detailed analysis of the text, which I omit, I came to the conclusion that I would be a missionary in Africa, live in a tent and preach in a large church tent. I am immortal, that is, I am guaranteed to live until the Second Coming and I will never die. I am an “anointed one” (like a king or a prophet) and in me there is a seraph (spirit of fire). I will become very rich, famous and will lead to repentance a lot of people. Everything will be done as Moses said.

The following fragment (Leviticus 13) with the letters PRM convinced me that I would not be in Perm, that I would “cry unclean! unclean!”, that is, declare people their sins (using psychoanalysis) and live separately outside the “camp” (not in the city).

Continuing to look for PRM, I found: (Leviticus 21) “The great priest of his brothers, on whose head the Anointing oil was poured, and who was consecrated to put on his clothes, should not bare his head and would not be in Perm … He should not touch, he should not be defiled by his father and his mother … And he should not depart from the church and dishonor the church of God, because the consecration with the oil of the anointing (Christ) of God is upon him. I am the Lord. In the wife he must take a mother-virgin …”

I am a great missionary, I thought, so “great priest” is about me. I decided that my parents were zombies and began to try not to touch my father and mother and not to make electrical contact with them at all in order not to be defiled (my mother touched me stubbornly, once I threatened her with an ax so that she would stop touching me: anyway they are zombies, I thought).

About mother-virgin, I first decided that I would marry a cloned girl and did not even think about St. Mary. Someone convinced me that I should marry St. Mary.

I quarreled on a religious matter with a company of young Pentecostal Charismatics. They became very angry. It was absolutely clear that they want to kill me. I began to run away, but I got a deadend.

That time I still had strength, like Samson, and I could cope with the company that attacked me, but I decided (I don’t know correctly or just chickened out, it doesn’t matter now) that if I start fighting, the whole city, a million people would raise against me (they would not understand who attacked whom) and I would not cope.

I decided to give up. I decided: If they break my head, then what will I be for a priest? There will be more harm than good from me.

But I thought that I could not not to become a priest and a missionary, because God told me that. Then I “invented”: I said to the devil: I will be the priest of St. Mary instead of the priest of God, if you do not beat me/kill me.

A team of the guys from the church came running, but there was not a trace of anger on their faces, the devil completed his part of the deal.

As befits a pagan priest, I began to engage in astral sex, as described below.

Then, in an unusual way, I translated from the Greek a fragment of the Gospel about the three women standing near the cross of Jesus. See here and further here. From this very interesting translation, I came to the conclusion that I should have sex with St. Mary and called her spirit. She flew in the form of a cloud and I did not recognize her, and fought against her with cosmic energy. Then at first we just flew together in the spirit (turning into clouds), then she flew under me and I shed rain on her. She really liked it and from that day we began to engage in astral sex in full. She asked me to start doing also masturbation and I began to do it.

I came to the conclusion that the spirit of Maria is on the daughter of Russian President Maria Putin and I should marry her. I either imagined her in various poses, or flew with her in the atmosphere or in space. What came of it to read here. (I expected that our unaccepted love would lead to a nuclear war).

All this nonsense ended with the fact that I realized that the era of the Church and the Gospel was coming to an end and The gospel cancels itself, just as it canceled the Old Testament.

Since the law of the gospel is no longer valid, then the deal with the devil is not valid. (Heb. 7:12) “Because with the change of the priesthood, there must be a change in a law.”

After that, I started a normal life. Now I am looking for a wife on a Christian dating site. I want her to believe me and know mathematics.

Of course, you can say that, probably, the prophecy did not come true, because I sold it to the devil. But if the prophecy may not come true because of me, what is the point of applying it to yourself?

We were deceived: we were told: there is a body and there is a soul, there is a material world and there is a spiritual one, there are psychological problems and there is a sin.

First of all, this is simply unscientific: science has proven that a person thinks with the brain.

So there is no soul?

No, there is a soul, but it seems that what is called a soul in the Gospel is just radio waves of the brain. Then everything falls into place: Man thinks with his brain, but he has an eternal soul and he can live forever.

And Christ is the electromagnetic radiation of the Universe. It is also “material” (although this may depend on what someone has in mind when they talk about materiality). But at the same time Christ and mathematical abstraction. The same object can be a material and mathematical abstraction. Read more in my book New Testament Commentary by a Mathematician, the chapter “Christ and God”.

This means that we must take material things seriously. A person can go crazy if his brain breaks. Or, if he does not go crazy completely, his character can deteriorate. How can you neglect your health and material well-being? Moreover, how can you not help the poor and the sick? Personally, I want to be a billionaire so that I can help others.

First, there is no meaning of life without God: If there is no God, then we are talking animals and nothing more and one day it will all end, be it a nuclear war, the extinguished Sun or something else.

A real story: An experimental computer with rudiments of artificial intelligence was asked: “What is the meaning of life?” And the machine replied: “To live forever.” The computer, of course, simply repeated what is often written on the Internet on this topic. But this is a great deal of truth: a life that ends meaningless has no meaning.

First, “life” is Christ: 1In. 5:20, John. 11:25, John. 14:6.

The meaning of life is the meaning of Christ. Everything is created for Christ: (Col 1:16) “all things were created by Him and for Him.”

In modern language, “life” is development. The meaning of life in infinite development. We are the children of God (John 1:12). This means that we grow endlessly, becoming more and more like the Father and, in the infinite limit, each of us becomes God. This is our meaning of life. Note that Christ is the “unique” son of God (Jn. 1:18). This means that our development takes place within the framework of the development of Christ (when I talk about the development of Christ, we must bear in mind that He develops ((Rom. 14:11) “I live, says the Lord”), but at the same time already perfect (Heb. 1:10-12); it is like a river that moves and does not move at the same time).

Infinite development is endless learning. That is, the meaning of life in endless learning. It is probably just learning to solve more and more complex problems. In other words, to learn math. Indeed, Christ is “wisdom” (1Cor. 1:24), that is, knowledge. Our goal is to embrace Christ. Although it may be “non-problem”: learn to know yourself, change yourself. For example, learn to change your heart so as to please God; to get me started to like a certain job. Jesus is also called the “son of man.” I think this should be understood in the sense that He is the son of mankind, the final product of the development of mankind, that is, the guest from the infinitely far future. This is good news, because it means that in the infinite future, humanity reaches an infinite level of development, development will never stop.

Christ is our peace (Eph. 2:14). So, the meaning of life is to be in peace, that is, to learn how to avoid conflicts. Solving conflicts is a very difficult mathematical problem, so this is the same thing as infinite development of solving complex problems, because infinite development is possible only if the conflicts are resolved. In addition, the meaning of life is to achieve peace with God.

Christ in us is the dream of glory (Col. 1:27). Christ lives in us as “something” and this something — it is nothing but a dream of glory. Hence, the meaning of life in achieving hype, that is, hype in the heavenly Internet. Heavenly Internet is called Christ. Christ is the light of the world (John 8:12; 9:5; 12:46), that is, the electromagnetic radiation of the universe. Thus, all the electromagnetic radiation of the universe is a carrier of information, the space Internet. But the glory of God is almost the same as Christ. Christ is mathematics: (John 1:1-3) “1 In the beginning was mathematics, and mathematics was with God, and mathematics was God. 2 It was in the beginning with God. 3 All things did not begin to be, and without it nothing began to be, that things began to be.” That is, it is about the dream of mathematics, the dream of studying and implementing it. Christ is the most important thing in us, which means that this is the main purpose of life. We will endlessly travel like electromagnetic waves on the Internet space, looking for hype, that is, tough mathematics.

God is love (1 John 4:8). So, the meaning of life is to learn to love.

When analyzing these “meanings of life”, we may have the feeling that something is missing. What is the meaning of the very meaning of life? Maybe the point is that you need to take into account all aspects of the meaning of life, and not just one of the above. Or maybe the fact is that with infinite development there is always something missing at every stage. Nothing can be done, only God is perfect. Perhaps the essence of this is that not everyone is ready to accept the meaning of life given by God. And Christ is life, but he lives, and is alive; it means that He himself is his own meaning.

(2Cor. 3:3) “For as much as you are manifestly declared to be the letter of Christ ministered by us, written not with ink, but with the Spirit of the living God; not in tables of stone, but in fleshy tables of the heart.”

What is a letter or a book? This is a physical object, for example, paper with some forms made of ink. But this object expresses meaning, for example, some mathematical formulas.

Since we are the letter of Christ, it means that our life has some meaning, some kind of mathematics behind the complex events of our destiny and our thoughts.

This is the meaning of our life, that Christ transmits through it some information.

For example, this was at the moment the main purpose of my life.

A little modified correspondence with my (recent) fiancee:

After all Christ died for sins of WHOLE world: (1Jn. 2:2) “And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for our’s only, but also for the sins of the whole world.” Isn’t the world unwhole if nobody knows about me? Help to make it more whole, to join us together. However, (Rev. 12:9) “the Devil, and Satan, which deceives the WHOLE world”, says Bible. So there are downsides of this too. But Christ is more imporant than devil. So let us work on making it more whole.

Also: (1Jn. 5:19) “the whole world lies in wickedness.”