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  • Prayer is reality

    Here I present my theory of prayer to God. I don’t know if this theory is true or just my imagination. Neither I can provide any Bible verses supporting my theory. Nevertheless here is my idea:

    It is often asked: If God already knows everything, then why we need to pray? Here is my possible answer:

    Einstein discovered that some things (distance, time, electric fields, masses, etc.) are relative. In other words, they don’t really exist, instead there exist only their so called “invariants” (like some kind of absolute distance in 4-d space). I have proposed a theory that in physics not “some” but all things are relative. This my theory is much less specific than Einstein’s one and thus is very hard to check by experiment. Nevertheless this my tiny theory is a valid physical idea (however needs to be made much more specific than my rough idea) and nothing in our current scientific knowledge disproves it.

    The overall idea of my theory is that the physical reality as we measure it does not exists, because it is completely relative.

    But then houses, cars, electrons, protons, our bodies do not really exist! They are just relative projections of deeper reality.

    This is how “physical reality” looks like for God: it does not exist. The only what exists, is its relation to God.

    The only thing existing for God is our particular prayers. Only these things exists which we pray about. Prayer defines reality. God knows all, but he does not know “reality” which is not defined (not exists), so here our prayers are needed.

  • Russia is blocked

    This entire idea may be wrong, as I now know (not as I assumed) that Stalin was against dividing Germany. Sorry for this possibly offensive blog post. But I will keep it for “history”.

    Russia is blocked by the devil. Most Russian people don’t accept the truth of Gospel, their minds are blocked from freedom. Integration with the West is hindered.

    What exactly “blocks” Russians’ minds? I think this is a “composite” stronghold:

    • Russian Orthodoxy
    • “religion of victory”
    • stalinism
    • monuments
    • “frontline” 100 gram

    “Russian Orthodoxy” is a religion similar to Catholicism (with only minor differences, if not to take as a difference that Russian priests do marry). It is little related with Christianity. One thing Russian Orthodoxy has in common with Christianity is that we both believe in Holy Trinity and resurrection of Christ. But that is the end of similarity. All other aspects of Russian Orthodoxy are unrelated with Christianity. Well, they “have” Bible, but don’t believe it is errorless. They pray to dead people just like shamans, they think that salvation of a man depends on whether he does good deals, rather than wholly accepting the sacrifice of Christ who saves us sinners. (See here the true theory of salvation.)

    “Religion of victory” is Russian quasi-cult where they proudly celebrate victory over fascist Germany in 1945. No doubt it is good that fascists were defeated, but Russians converted this to a pride cult. Russians feel “we have already achieved success” (considering that victory) and for this reason the desire of Russians to reach success is hindered (“we already reached a success”).

    So the problem is that Russian are too proud of their victory. But in fact the problem is worse: It was Stalin who attacked Hitler not vice versa. Thus Russians are proud of an aggressive war. It is just like to make a robbery and then be proud “I have overcome that other gangster which I’ve robbed!” Clearly this puts a serious curse on Russia, because God is against robbery.

    It is curious to know how I revealed that Stalin attacked Hitler, not vice versa. Like most Russians I took for granted that Hitler aggressively attacked Russia. But once I’ve read in Bible (Joel 3):

    1 “For, behold, in those days,
    and in that time,
    when I restore the fortunes of Judah and Jerusalem,
    2 I will gather all nations,
    and will bring them down into the valley of Jehoshaphat;
    and I will execute judgment on them there for my people,
    and for my heritage, Israel, whom they have scattered among the nations.
    They have divided my land,
    3 and have cast lots for my people,
    and have given a boy for a prostitute,
    and sold a girl for wine, that they may drink.
    4 “Yes, and what are you to me, Tyre, and Sidon,
    and all the regions of Philistia?
    Will you repay me?
    And if you repay me,
    I will swiftly and speedily return your repayment on your own head.
    5 Because you have taken my silver and my gold,
    and have carried my finest treasures into your temples,
    6 and have sold the children of Judah and the children of Jerusalem to the sons of the Greeks,
    that you may remove them far from their border.
    7 Behold, I will stir them up out of the place where you have sold them,
    and will return your repayment on your own head;
    8 and I will sell your sons and your daughters into the hands of the children of Judah,
    and they will sell them to the men of Sheba,
    to a faraway nation,
    for Yahweh has spoken it.”
    9 Proclaim this among the nations:
    “Prepare for war!
    Stir up the mighty men.
    Let all the warriors draw near.
    Let them come up.
    10 Beat your plowshares into swords,
    and your pruning hooks into spears.
    Let the weak say, ‘I am strong.’
    11 Hurry and come, all you surrounding nations,
    and gather yourselves together.”
    Cause your mighty ones to come down there, Yahweh.
    12 “Let the nations arouse themselves,
    and come up to the valley of Jehoshaphat;
    for there will I sit to judge all the surrounding nations.
    13 Put in the sickle;
    for the harvest is ripe.
    Come, tread, for the wine press is full,
    the vats overflow, for their wickedness is great.”
    14 Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision!
    For the day of Yahweh is near, in the valley of decision.

    It is clear the similarity of the situation: They divided Israel, got money, and Stalin also divided Germany into two parts and got the reparation. I’ve concluded that there should be also similarity of the result: a curse on the one who have done this. Well, in my more recent interpretation of Bible I do not suppose that similar situations always cause a similar result, but that time it worked:

    I told to God: “God, everybody says that Germany attacked Russia but you say that Russia attacked Germany, I believe you. Show me how has this happened”. A few months after God has replied to my question: A Russian journalist Yevgeny Kiselyov explained on TV: Russia lost about a half of its military airplanes after the first German attack, because the airplanes were staying near the border, ready for an attack but not ready for defense. Stalin was sure that Hitler will be afraid to attack USSR, but was going to attack first. But Hitler “got wind” that Stalin is going to attack and got defensive measures. Hitler was afraid to attack USSR, but just started to protect himself. So it is clear: Essentially Stalin attacked first, Hitler just defended.

    So Stalin’s propaganda is not yet crushed completely: his main myth that Germany attacked USSR continues to be promoted by Russian propaganda. In a sense they are stalinists yet. No doubt we must liquidate all remainders of stalinism. To crash stalinism we need to crash the religion of victory, which is intimately related with stalinism.

    Russian Orthodoxy is also linked with this: The war was proclaimed “holy war” by Russian church. To crush the Russian Orthodoxy cult and replace it with true Christianity it is necessary to crush also religion of victory.

    Another source of trouble are monuments. I’d dare to say that the topic of half of Old Testament is that when they built monuments, they lose God’s blessing and when they destroyed monuments they received God’s blessing. The main source of Russian monuments is the “religion of victory”. You see, all this is related.

    Someone may say: Monuments are not idols. To know whether monuments are idols, we need to hear what the partisans of monuments themselves think and themselves say. They consider them as something holy. After we hear them, it is quite clear: They are! They are treated like idols and thus they are idols, because real idols is what is treated as an idol. Monuments are idols, they are worshiping to deads, what is forbidden by Bible (just like worshiping to dead saints, which is also connected to this).

    And finally, yet one Russian problem, drunkenness. It does not work if we fight the symptom, we need to fight the source of the problem: (Eph. 6:12) “For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.” The real reason of Russian drunkenness is sorcery! Russians often not just drink, they drink “for” something: For example they often “drink for health”. It is nothing other as sorcery, using vodka as a magical aid. The proper way to fight drunkenness is to fight sorcery, and thus to fight religion of victory and Russian Orthodoxy. And one reason for Russian drunkenness are well remembered so called “frontline 100 grams” (of vodka). You see drunkenness is directly related with religion of victory.

    Yet another stronghold is Synodal Bible translation (widely used in Russia even by Protestants). In this Bible version there are more sentences with translation errors than sentences without errors (I have checked it myself using Hebrew and Greek dictionaries.) To Russian apply words of Christ (Rev. 3:17) “Because you say, ‘I am rich, and have gotten riches, and have need of nothing;’ and don’t know that you are the wretched one, miserable, poor, blind, and naked”, as they are separated from true word of God with a wrong translation and mind for themselves than they are better than for example Americans. Well, nothing wonderful with this as this Bible version is adequately named after “holy” Synod, which was even not under control of Russian Church but even worse a government entity created to control over the church by Russian czar.

    Two religions cannot be in one place. There cannot be both monuments of “religion of victory” and true Gospel filling Russia. We need to make war with monuments and all other remnants of stalinism.

    Don’t take me wrong, I am not an enemy of Russia. I want Russian to be prosperous. I just point the problem why Russia fails to prosper. I want Russia to stand up and get rid of the curse.

    The author of this article Victor Porton is the author of two Christian books:

    The same in Russian language.

  • What is blessing?

    Blessing is when we receive not accordingly efficiency of our work (which is quite poor after Adam felt to sin), but accordingly efficiency of Jesus’s work.

  • My affair with saint Mary (mother of Jesus)

    I decided to disclose these events. Maybe someone may relate with me about this. Maybe someone may give me an advice.

    Once I read Gospel in ancient Greek (with help of a dictionary).

    I translated it this way (numbers denote entries in Strong’s dictionary):

    (Jn. 19:23-25) … soldiers (of celestial army) spread on couches {4757←4756←4766} who make it staying stable and insert staying near and continue safe and healthy and do not ashame staying ready in presence of others {4717←04716←2476}, they made their companions and reserved for themselves, took into their possession (somebody’s person) giving her access to themselves, took with hands (a person to use her), not rejecting but taking what is offered, His, Jesus’ garments for putting on… Also tunic (sacred clothes). But the tunic was whole from the above, North ¼ of the sky {509←507}, woven through all… And they were staying before others ready near the Jesus’ cross: mother of Jesus and a sister of the mother Maria and Klop’s wife and Maria Magdalene (raised bed) {3094←3093←heb. 4026}.

    (It is something about sex, right? These women a spiritually called “Jesus’ garments”.)

    Next I read:

    25 But there were standing by the cross of Jesus his mother, and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. 26 Therefore when Jesus saw his mother, and the disciple whom he loved standing there, he said to his mother, “Woman, behold your son!” 27 Then he said to the disciple, “Behold, your mother!” From that hour, the disciple took her to his own home.

    “Woman” can also mean “fiancee” in Greek.

    I decided that “the disciple whom he loved” is now me and (thinking that I should follow Gospel as a law) proclaimed to saint Mary (mother of Jesus): “I call you mother fiancee!”

    After this they happened some wonders about saint Mary. I see no necessity to describe details of the wonders. One particular wonder was that TV and radio whenever I heard them were speaking with “double meaning” (with second meaning saint Mary speaking to me).

    I dreamed about saint Mary to become my fiancee. She pointed me that I not just to dream but also to masturbate.

    In that time I was in hostile relations with the world, especially with Russia where I lived that time. I was going to make spirits to war against Russia possibly using nuclear weapons. So I concluded that I am a hostile man and should be stopped. But I need to make war to accomplish my mission which God has called me to, thought I. Therefore I need both to make war and not to make war. This led me to dedicate much of my time to masturbating, because it is also a commandment of God to love the woman He has given to a man; following hippie-like philosophy “it’s better to engage in love rather than in a war”. Sexually aroused Mary did many more wonders, what as I thought might be as important as my mission.

    I thought that saint Mary is incarnate in Mary, a daughter of Russian president Putin. I expected that God will make us meet soon.

    Then I’ve read (Mat. 22) “1 Jesus answered and spoke again in parables to them, saying, 2 “The Kingdom of Heaven is like a certain king, who made a marriage feast for his son, 3 and sent out his servants to call those who were invited to the marriage feast, but they would not come. 4 Again he sent out other servants, saying, ‘Tell those who are invited, “Behold, I have prepared my dinner. My cattle and my fatlings are killed, and all things are ready. Come to the marriage feast!”’ 5 But they made light of it, and went their ways, one to his own farm, another to his merchandise, 6 and the rest grabbed his servants, and treated them shamefully, and killed them. 7 When the king heard that, he was angry, and sent his armies, destroyed those murderers, and burned their city.”

    I decided: Because I am in marriage relations with saint Mary and nobody is to congratulate our wedding, the city Perm where I live should be destroyed with nuclear weapon. This is the punishment for ignoring me. Who ignore me are murderers because ignoring me they are pushing me to death of hunger. I am for them, as if I would not exist.

    I also concluded from nearby Bible verses that the nuclear war will be before the end of the autumn. I was going through the city and proclaiming my “prophecy” that the city Perl will be destroyed by an army. You know this hasn’t happened.

    Now you see how Gospel was perverted by me. We cannot follow sole Gospel anymore, we need to make our own free choices about what of exracted from the Gospel is right and what should be rejected. Don’t follow every example in Bible. For example, you should not follow after the biblical example of Cain. “Woe to them! For they went in the way of Cain, and ran riotously in the error of Balaam for hire, and perished in Korah’s rebellion.” (Jud. 1:11) It signifies the end of Gospel age and starting a new age, see my book.

  • Bearing a cross

    (Matthew 16:24) “Then Jesus said to his disciples, “If anyone desires to come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.”

    The words of Christ should first be taken literally. He called anyone who desired to (literally) come after him (that is to follow physically his human body on the Earth) to take a literal cross.

    I don’t know whether people literally following Jesus literally did it.

    But to take a cross and move with it may seems the silliest and the least efficient way of doing things. If one bears a cross, he cannot for example cook a meat, cannot earn money for a ministry, cannot do anything useful.

    Yet, we believe that the words of Christ are wise (that is efficient for a business, be it an earthy business or heavenly business). This looks the least efficient of all possible variants, but we should believe in efficiency of words of Christ.

    The reason why Christ wanted us to do this, becomes more clear from the following Bible verses (Matthew 16:25) “For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, and whoever will lose his life for my sake will find it.”

    This mean that our main purpose is to stop doing the old way of our life. Not to do good but just to stop doing bad. Not only we should stop doing bad in this life but in afterlife also.

    But now I should tell you what was a secret in the past:

    I don’t know whether literal followers of Jesus complied to his commandment to carry a big piece of wood to keep their hands busy and to be able to do nothing.

    But now we should not do it anymore.

    The “cross” here means “gospel”. We should stop live accordingly the word of gospel, but move to live accordingly the spirit.

    Read my book End of Gospel about switching to the next stage. In the epoch of gospel we were slaves of Christ (borrowing his cross not to be able to do what we consider good), but now he makes us free people, not his slaves anymore.

  • The step-by-step guide to repentance under faith in Christ

    How to repent of sins (by a former maniacal killer)

    In this short note I tell how to repent of your sins correctly. I strongly recommend to repent as described below.

    Who knows how to repent of sins better than me, a former maniacal killer? Yes, I was a maniacal killer. I mean that I repeatedly attacked people with a knife with the purpose to kill and was unable to stop myself doing this because I had serious problems with my brain. Or, for example, once I said to a policemen “I am a maniacal killer. Give me a gun”; weirdly the policemen gave it to me; I tried to kill that policemen with a gun, but another policemen prevented me to do it.

    Continue reading…

  • Salvation is death

    In this post I will present my theological theory of spiritual salvation, as described in New Testament.

    This theory is not a dogma, but just my opinion which may be wrong.

    The theory is as the follows:

    Sin is a thing which happened but show happen no more in the future.

    Salvation is ceasing of a sin.

    The personality of a sinner is sin. So in salvation a sinner ceases to exists.

    What remains of a sinner after salvation? The remaining thing is “negation” of this personality, that is prevention (the things needed to prevent of repeating in the future) of his personality to exist.

    Salvation is taking a imprint of the sinner’s personality. But imprint is similar to the thing imprinted (however reverse). This way the soul of a sinner is presented in an inverse form. This is expressed by the Greek word μετάνοια (turning mind 180 degrees around) used in New Testament to denote repentance.

    “Saved” persons are selected as worst sinners, which need to die to clean the world.

    This theory (that salvation is in some sense death of a personality) seems confirmed by Bible:

    “He who loves his soul will lose it. He who hates his soul in this world will keep it to eternal life.” (Jn. 12:25, refined translation)
    “He who finds his soul will lose it; and he who loses his soul for my sake will find it.” (Mt. 10:39, refined translation)
    “For whoever desires to save his soul will lose it, and whoever will lose his soul for my sake will find it.” (Mt. 16:25, refined translation)
    “Whoever seeks to save his soul loses it, but whoever loses his soul preserves it.” (Luke. 17:33, refined translation)
    “He called the multitude to himself with his disciples, and said to them, “Whoever wants to come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wants to save his soul will lose it; and whoever will lose his soul for my sake and the gospel’s will save it.” (Mrk. 8:34-35, refined translation)
    “For whoever desires to save his soul will lose it, but whoever will lose his soul for my sake, the same will save it.” (Luk. 9:24, refined translation)

    (The quotes are taken from World English Bible.)

    This mean that to receive salvation we need to agree that our sinful souls should “die” as Christ died.

    Thus the topic that we need to “die” with Christ is now elaborated.

    See also my books:

  • Christ passing through the sin

    The following is a rough idea and my explanation may be not detailed or not exact enough:

    As I state in my New Testament commentary, Christ is the radio waves (well, not only radio but also other parts of the spectrum) of the universe. Christ is also the truth (the true information contained in the cosmic radio waves).

    When information passes through the sin, it is damaged, that is loses its content.

    Christ is the only kind of information which can pass through the sin without being damaged.

    So in likeness of sinful flesh it appeared the essential content of cosmic radio waves. All other kinds of information except of Christ has faded away, but Christ has appeared in likeness of sinful flesh, without any damage but remaining true.

    This way, despite of being bad, sin reveals Christ, filtering away anything other.

    Get my rough idea on how Christ is related with sin.

  • On the purpose of Jesus’s death

    I continue to think about the purpose of Jesus’s death.

    He died for us? By his deaths he restored the God’s justice? Yes, but WHY is it necessary?

    Yesterday, I have got this idea:

    Death of Jesus means that he stopped to do business as a human.

    Now it is a step more clear, why he did it.

    The next question: Why he considered it profitable to stop all human activity?

    One (but probably not only) possible explanation is that he quieted fighting the forces of evil and “by inertia” forces of evil continued to struggle so to say in the place where he was, so confronting each other instead of Jesus. This way, probably, forces of evil harmed each other.

    If you have any other concrete ideas why Jesus allowed to kill himself, please leave comments.

  • God and divine council

    Hello Dr. Michael S. Heiser,

    What do you think about this idea? (It is my idea, but I am not quite sure if it is true.)

    One of many ways to describe God (I mean Yahweh or Christ or maybe Father): “God is the democratic way of governance of the infinite universe.”

    This way God and “divine council” are essentially the same. (But note that extrapolating of what we know about finite council to the infinite one may be wrong, moreover there may be several different ways to extrapolate finite systems into the infinite.)

    This aligns with my social description of Christ in my free e-book:
    http://books.portonvictor.org/nt-commentary/

    Note that I duplicate this email in my blog. I ask your permission to possibly publish your answer too in my blog.