Before we were Christ’s slaves, now Christ finishes redemption (the process of two stages: purchasing the slave and making him free), that is frees us from the slavery. We are no more slaves, even not slaves of God.
Likewise as Old Testament ceases, Gospel also ceases. A new age starts.
The Revelation of John (Apocalypse), stating that a comet will fall to the Earth is addressed (see Rev. 1:1) to slaves. But we are free now, so Apocalypse can be canceled. We should pray that God would create the new sinless world without physical destruction of the old one.
Before we tried to commit commandments. And like pharisees, we filtered out a gnat and swallowed a camel. For example, we were greedy wanting to earn money for spreading Gospel. Now we switch to the life accordingly faith and love, not trying to follow commandments artificially.
Before I though that all we are slaves of God, because all that God requires is correct; and as I thought before, if we try to act correctly then we are slaves of God. Our desire to follow his will exactly is slavery, I thought. Now I realize that slavery Is something other than attempt to act in a certain way. Slavery is a legal status not just a certain way of thinking. We can keep to want to exactly fulfill the will of God, but cease to be His slaves.
Fulfilling the commandments of Gospel, as we understand them, became a “law” for use. Like as we died for the law, so we should also die for the Gospel. “To die for the Gospel” sounds wild, but it is just like as words of Paul to die for Torah sounded. (See Gal. 2:19 “For I, through the law, died to the law”).
Saying “to die for the Gospel”, I mean only that we stop to try to follow commandments of Gospel like a law, and nothing more. We do not cease to believe in Gospel, but switch to a new level where we no more try to fulfill the commandments of New Testament. We keep to follow faith and love, which Gospel has taught us. Gospel is a truth, but the commandments of Gospel are not more directed to us, because we are not slaves but free people.
We should stop to follow the law. The Gospel itself teaches this, see 2Cor. 3:6 “the letter kills”. But Gospel itself is a letter. The only variant which Gospel leaves for us, is to stop following Gospel as a law, not to follow the letter but only the spirit. We can stop following the letter of a testament (contract), only if the contract is canceled. So Gospel cancels itself.
When I say that Gospel is canceled, I mean that only its negative aspects are canceled: wrath of God, catastrophes of Apocalypse, and also pharisaism of the pupils. Everything good from Gospel is preserved when switching to the new level. (Heb. 11:40) “God having provided some better thing concerning us”. This means that God provided for us something better than written in the book “New Testament”, that is all good things from Gospeal are preserved on the new level (we continue to have the promises and blessings of Gospel), but negative things (God’s wrath, catastrophes of Apocalypse, etc.) can be canceled! This can be summarized with a catchphrase: “We should live not under a testament but over a testament”.
Consider the example of a 14 years old teenager. How should he make decisions related to sex? He does not yet know about sex and love. He is unexperiences. He cannot make decisions based on his own knowledge and experience. Somebody or something should direct him.
One thing which can help him is commandments of Bible. If he already knew everything about sex and its consequences (even a mature person does not know everything!), he would not need commandments. He would not need Bible.
Commandments is for these who don’t know something.
When we mature, some commandments become not necessary for us anymore. For example, I don’t need that Bible would teach me not to marry an unbeliever. I already understand that I cannot create a good family with an unbeliever. I know it in my inner man and I don’t need Bible to teach me this.
But there are two extremes:
Extreme 1: Reject commandments altogether (as atheists do). This way we would reject the wisdom of God and tried to behave only based our limited mind without God’s help. It is not a good way.
Extreme 2: It is the attempt to scrutinizingly follow every commandments, whether you understand it or now. This is also not a good way. We should live accordingly faith and love not particular commandments. This way is to make Bible for yourself a law not a guide. This is also not good. It is called pharisaism.
We can attempt to set our mind not to fall into the extreme 2. But attempting to do it in my old religion, I failed. It was so: I understood that we should follow the spirit of Gospel not commandments. But how can I understand the spirit of Gospel, except of by study of particular commandments? So I found no other way to follow Gospel rather than to follow each commandment as a law.
Definitely, following this way, I often violated more important commandment, attempting to follow every little thing in the law which I made for myself from the Gospel
From this kind of pharisaism we need a radical cure. The only remaining solution is to completely reject to follow Gospel like a law, stop to make the problem to fulfill the entire system of the commandments of Gospel, cease to be slaves of the book.
I considered myself a wise man, because I know Gospel. But if I really knew it, then I would understand that (1Cor. 3:18-20) my understanding of Gospel we imperfect that is a stupidity. The more I studied Gospel the more I was confused in commandments and teachings.
It seemed to me that the truth makes us slaves. The more knowledge I got, the many rules bound my mind. For example, after I realized that Jesus is the savior, I had no right to answer negatively to the questions about my faith. And people hated me for this (for confessing the Christian teaching). But (Jn. 8:32) “You will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.” Not so long time I swithced to the new level of the truth, which really brings more new freedom that new unfreedom.
When I tried to follow Gospel, I judged people. The matter is that I understand only a part of the Gospel. I understood justice but didn’t understand justification. (I believe that justification by the blood of Christ exists, but I don’t understand how this happens.) Accordingly that part of Gospel which I understood, I was able to apply to people only principles of justice (because there is no Gospel without justice), and so I judged people. (Phil. 3:16) “Nevertheless, to the extent that we have already attained, let us walk by the same rule.” We have not attained full (that is mathematically precise) understanding of the entire Gospel, and so we cannot live accordingly the rules of Gospel; our attempt to live accordingly Gospel produces only judging of people. Jesus did not command this. But I was unable to remove God’s justice (and then condemnation) from my evaluation of people, because this would mean to deny the Gospel. So as we have not attained mathematically exact understanding of Gospel, we should not live by the rules of Gospel (Phil. 3:16).
We served Christ as our owner. Do you know the Hebrew word meaning “owner”. This is “Baal”. So in the past serving to Christ we served to Baal. So on us there were all curses from Old Testament for these who serve Baal. We will keep serving Christ, but not as to an owner anymore and so not as to Baal. That is we should cease to be slaves.
Also: Before we followed the principle “Only scripture”. But now I follow the principle “Only Bible but also freedom from slavery”.
So I remind the conclusions:
Before we were slaves of Christ, but now we are not slaves anymore.
Like as Old Testament came to an end, Gospel also comes to an end. A new age starts.
The Revelation of John (Apocalypse) stating that a comet will fall to the Earth is directed (see Rev. 1:1) to slaves. But now we are free, so Apocalypse can be canceled. We should pray to God to create the new sinless world without physical destruction of the old one.
Before we tried to fulfill commandments. Doing this we like pharisees we filtered out a gnat and swallowed a camel. For example, we were greedy willing to earn money for spreading Gospel. Now we switch to life accordingly faith and love, not attempting to follow commandments artificially.
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There is a city and there are 10 identical metallic glancing like aluminium or something like that church buildings, each in form of a sphere segment, every for 20000 seats. I am the main pastor of this church. Every Sunday I preach in these ten buildings (I saw myself at the scene of one of the buildings). Note that (and this is the most wonderful thing in this revelation) in each of the 10 churches I tell different sermons. That’s a weird dream as I didn’t think about anything like that.
Other: On the basis of Bible study I concluded that I am a “great” (that is very talented) priest and that I must go to Tanzania and living there in tent to preach; in my destiny there are a giant religious ministry and great money. The details of this “prophecy” didn’t match the reality and I concluded that my method of interpretation of Bible was wrong.
After some time after going through a spiritual “wilderness” (when I even didn’t visit a church) I returned to my previous pursuit: math research and computers. I (although having not scientific degree) am a prominent mathematician. I thought I should not be a church minister (however I research and spread in Internet biblical knowledge), because (as I think) my research is worth trillion dollars and this is more important than church service.
But today I remembered this dream. And I thought: what if this is indeed a true vision?
I want to give you a practical advice about filling with Holy Spirit. It is not from Bible, it is from my experience.
When you pray or glorify God, raise your hands to be filled with Holy Spirit: Raise your hands. After this close your hands as shown on this picture:Close your hands to keep the anointment.
This is to prevent the anointment to flow away from your body through your hands. Keep the anointment in your hands.
I decided to disclose these events. Maybe someone may relate with me about this. Maybe someone may give me an advice.
Once I read Gospel in ancient Greek (with help of a dictionary).
I translated it this way (numbers denote entries in Strong’s dictionary):
(Jn. 19:23-25) … soldiers (of celestial army) spread on couches {4757←4756←4766} who make it staying stable and insert staying near and continue safe and healthy and do not ashame staying ready in presence of others {4717←04716←2476}, they made their companions and reserved for themselves, took into their possession (somebody’s person) giving her access to themselves, took with hands (a person to use her), not rejecting but taking what is offered, His, Jesus’ garments for putting on… Also tunic (sacred clothes). But the tunic was whole from the above, North ¼ of the sky {509←507}, woven through all… And they were staying before others ready near the Jesus’ cross: mother of Jesus and a sister of the mother Maria and Klop’s wife and Maria Magdalene (raised bed) {3094←3093←heb. 4026}.
(It is something about sex, right? These women a spiritually called “Jesus’ garments”.)
Next I read:
25 But there were standing by the cross of Jesus his mother, and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. 26 Therefore when Jesus saw his mother, and the disciple whom he loved standing there, he said to his mother, “Woman, behold your son!” 27 Then he said to the disciple, “Behold, your mother!” From that hour, the disciple took her to his own home.
“Woman” can also mean “fiancee” in Greek.
I decided that “the disciple whom he loved” is now me and (thinking that I should follow Gospel as a law) proclaimed to saint Mary (mother of Jesus): “I call you mother fiancee!”
After this they happened some wonders about saint Mary. I see no necessity to describe details of the wonders. One particular wonder was that TV and radio whenever I heard them were speaking with “double meaning” (with second meaning saint Mary speaking to me).
I dreamed about saint Mary to become my fiancee. She pointed me that I not just to dream but also to masturbate.
In that time I was in hostile relations with the world, especially with Russia where I lived that time. I was going to make spirits to war against Russia possibly using nuclear weapons. So I concluded that I am a hostile man and should be stopped. But I need to make war to accomplish my mission which God has called me to, thought I. Therefore I need both to make war and not to make war. This led me to dedicate much of my time to masturbating, because it is also a commandment of God to love the woman He has given to a man; following hippie-like philosophy “it’s better to engage in love rather than in a war”. Sexually aroused Mary did many more wonders, what as I thought might be as important as my mission.
I thought that saint Mary is incarnate in Mary, a daughter of Russian president Putin. I expected that God will make us meet soon.
Then I’ve read (Mat. 22) “1 Jesus answered and spoke again in parables to them, saying, 2 “The Kingdom of Heaven is like a certain king, who made a marriage feast for his son, 3 and sent out his servants to call those who were invited to the marriage feast, but they would not come. 4 Again he sent out other servants, saying, ‘Tell those who are invited, “Behold, I have prepared my dinner. My cattle and my fatlings are killed, and all things are ready. Come to the marriage feast!”’ 5 But they made light of it, and went their ways, one to his own farm, another to his merchandise, 6 and the rest grabbed his servants, and treated them shamefully, and killed them. 7 When the king heard that, he was angry, and sent his armies, destroyed those murderers, and burned their city.”
I decided: Because I am in marriage relations with saint Mary and nobody is to congratulate our wedding, the city Perm where I live should be destroyed with nuclear weapon. This is the punishment for ignoring me. Who ignore me are murderers because ignoring me they are pushing me to death of hunger. I am for them, as if I would not exist.
I also concluded from nearby Bible verses that the nuclear war will be before the end of the autumn. I was going through the city and proclaiming my “prophecy” that the city Perl will be destroyed by an army. You know this hasn’t happened.
Now you see how Gospel was perverted by me. We cannot follow sole Gospel anymore, we need to make our own free choices about what of exracted from the Gospel is right and what should be rejected. Don’t follow every example in Bible. For example, you should not follow after the biblical example of Cain. “Woe to them! For they went in the way of Cain, and ran riotously in the error of Balaam for hire, and perished in Korah’s rebellion.” (Jud. 1:11) It signifies the end of Gospel age and starting a new age, see my book.
Before I have converted to Christ, I was a madman and also a maniacal killer. I was returned into sound mind in one moment when I converted to Christ (I was in age 15 years).
I have become very jealous.
I was very proud by my mathematical talent. I had bad relations with people because of opinions on Bible. I was living in extreme poverty. I decided that I need to deal with country of my habitation (Russia that time). I thought that if I continue to live in Russia I could probably die of hunger, or at least live a useless life due my poverty and inability to do anything for this reason. I thought “Only one of us (me and Russia) can live, and me is more important because of mathematical research.” I decided that Russia should be destroyed by thermonuclear war and I could escape on a plane at the time of the war. (Read End of Gospel book for details.) I expected that this will be accomplished after my faith.
Later I studied a little of ancient Hebrew, and reading Bible I concluded that I must become a missionary in Africa, because some Hebrew words were similar to description of an African mission. (This was a false prophecy as I know now, because its details haven’t accomplished.) There were words in this Bible fragment denoting “will make very multitudinous”. I’ve concluded that through me will be saved at least 100 million people, and again I thought that me is more important than the entire Russia. I continued my thermonuclear warfare with even more zeal. Moreover, I decided that if my way would fail, then instead an asteroid should fall onto the Earth and “move” Africa to the Russia (by the way killing 90% of World population, in order to accomplish my plan).
One particular evil deed which I have really accomplished was 11 September. Once two American missionaries beat me. I decided that I should punish America and said to angels: “Destroy two skyscrapers with airplanes.” My words were accomplished a few years after I have said this.
By studying the above mentioned ancient Hebrew Bible fragment I have also concluded that I am not a man but a seraph in human body. (I tried to explain the fact that I do not have scientific knowledge surpassing human knowledge by thinking that I am “ciphered”.) My pride increased with this even more.
From more Bible study I concluded that my city (Perm) would be destroyed with nuclear weapon before the end of Autumn. You know that my this prophecy was false.
Once I visited a pastor and told him about these things (especially of the expected nuclear burst in Perm and my prophetic position and that I am a seraph).
Speaking with the pastor, I told that I am tired from the war with people and that it is hard for me to resist demons from taking control over my tired human body. As I spoke this, it accomplished: I’ve lost the control over my body and pronounced disgusting Russian words about Holy Spirit.
After some time passed, I realized that I was a false prophet and I am just a human not a “ciphered seraph”.
Due to my blaspheme about Holy Spirit, I considered that I would probably go to the Hell. Contrary to what you may expect, I enjoyed the possibility to go to the Hell: I thought I was the biggest of all sinners and this should be stopped, my place is in the Hell. It is what I need, to go to the Hell.
I thought about repentance, but noticed that after my first repentance I went to a worse state: I was just a regular maniacal killer, but became an evil of world magnitude. Should I repent again? Won’t it make things yet once even worse?
Some time after this, I concluded that Gospel terminates itself in the same way as Gospel terminates Old Testament. First, I realized just that my former religion was wrong. After this I tried to kill myself, but failed and after this I spent some time in a psychiatric clinic. But later I developed some elements of the new religion, after the end of Gospel and wrote the book End of Gospel after this.
But recently I thought: It is not my evil what is significant (as the world itself which I was going to harm is not significant), but God’s victory over my evil is significant. So I should repent if I can.
Salvation is by faith not by deeds. My blasphemous words about Holy Spirit were not accordingly to the faith (but accordingly a demon taking control over my body for a few seconds). So they can’t harm salvation. True blasphemy on Holy Spirit are words accordingly false faith.
So I think, I am saved and this is indeed good, I do not need to go to the Hell.
I didn’t visit a church. I did not eat Eucharist for long time. I prayed very little.
Can a church accept me, as a prodigal son? (Two notes about the location and language of such a church: 1. I write and read in English but my spoken English (to hear the preachings) is yet weak, I study English however. 2. It seems that soon I will get rich selling my second religious book, this may allow me to easily move to the location of such a church, even if it is in Australia.)
I believe in tongues but don’t speak tongues for a long time, as in my opinion (1Cor. 13:8) “… Where there are various languages, they will cease…” after the revelation of end of Gospel. Below there is my opinion on Prosperity Gospel:
Prosperity Gospel
It looks like that Gospel’s definite answer about prosperity doctrine is no! (1Tim. 6:8-9) “8 But having food and clothing, we will be content with that. 9 But those who are determined to be rich fall into a temptation and a snare and many foolish and harmful lusts, such as drown men in ruin and destruction.”
This is the death of Prosperity doctrine.
But remember that in Gospel after death there is resurrection! (Jam. 1:2-4) “2 Count it all joy, my brothers, when you fall into various temptations, 3 knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. 4 Let endurance have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.” In this Bible verse “various” ones includes temptation of richness. So we should accept with great joy when God gives us richness. We should lack in nothing (= be rich) accordingly the above Bible quote. Also (Jam. 1:12) “Blessed is the man who endures temptation, for when he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life, which the Lord promised to those who love him.”
(Jam. 1:9-10) “But let the brother in humble circumstances glory in his high position; and the rich, in that he is made humble, because like the flower in the grass, he will pass away.” It is the reverse of what we thought.
Riches should understand that they are tempted more: (Jam. 5:1) “Come now, you rich, weep and howl for your miseries that are coming on you.”
how was your transformation from atheist to a believer in Jesus ?
When I was 9 years I decided that nothing exists. When I thought about this “philosophy” I for example clashed into walls, because I didn’t believe that walls exist.
Also I was seeking to kill myself in this age.
My female cousin told me about a (rather silly) religion. I thought about this and concluded: the cousin’s religion is wrong, but God nevertheless exists.
I canceled killing myself and started to search for the right religion.
Some time latter I received Gospel of John. I concluded: A man cannot write this (without help of God). But I doubted: I have not yet read so called “great writers” (such as Lev Tolstoy). (Now after studying literature in a school, I know that “the great writers” are nothing compared with word of God.)
Yet later I received and read complete New Testament.
But I was lead astray with other religions.
After some internal struggle (may be to 13 years age), I decided that the truth is in the Gospel.
I found a Baptist church and started to visit it. Because I realized I am not saved, I sat weeping in the Baptist meetings.
I was possessed by daemons. I also was lead astray (now I suspect that these who led me astray were Jehovah Witnesses) not believing divinity of Christ.
I “attempted” to convert many times, but due my heresy it didn’t work.
I knew that my converts were not true, as I remained a maniacal killer (a man which attacks other people without a reason, or sometimes proclaiming that I was sent by Devil). But I knew that killers are not saved.
Demons destroyed my mind. First that were just outburst of uncontrolled anger. Then I had also madness and hallucinations. Finally I found that even between periods of madness and hallucinations I lost the ability to read and count, was not able to remember my name.
When I was already unable to read, I proclaimed the doctrine of Holy Trinity, and soon after this I converted. I felt a momentary change in my state. When I converted I thought that somebody turned on a lamp, but nobody turned a lamp, it were my eyes, what changed. I was no more a madman nor a maniacal killer.
In my earlier Christian life, I decided to do away with my emotions as belonging to “flesh”. Well, I realized that emotions are also given by God but I decided just to “use” emotions to do my “rational” acts, that is for me emotions become just an instrument.
This way I’ve become somehow similar to an angel by my relation to emotions. This was a natural consequence of my attempt to follow Gospel. This is no wonder as the word Gospel may be translated “being an angel well”.
And what has this led to? I just “reinvented” bad human emotions:
fear sprung out of carefulness
anger sprung from the desire to be just
greed and envy sprung from my desire to have means for a ministry
hatred to people sprung from hatred to their sins
offense sprung from my relation to evil and desire to choose better targets for my good
Purely rational creatures are bad in some competitions, because of too little flexibility of mind for such creatures. Particularly these are bad in competitions where weaker form groups to overcome stronger ones, and in this case stronger ones may loose.
This way I haven’t just remained a sinner, but become a big sinner like St. Paul was: (1Tim 1:15) “Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners–of whom I am the worst.”. For example of being in conflict with some people I was in conflict with entire country of my habitation (that time it was Russia) and even in conflict with the entire mankind.
God does not need more angels. He instead wants saved people with corrected human emotions.
It is above Gospel (this word may be translated “being an angel well”) because (Heb. 2:5) “It is not to angels that he has subjected the world to come, about which we are speaking.”. We need a new level above Gospel to finish our salvation. What is this next? It is yet not known, but read my book “End of Gospel”.
We should not serve God as slaves, because we are no more slaves, God has delivered as from slavery, as I teach in the book End of Gospel.
But we indeed can serve God for reward. God has promised to reward for righteousness. We can drive nearer to righteousness to receive God’s reward.
If we serve for reward, we are not slaves anymore because slaves serve not for reward.
This does not mean that the reward would be our reason to serve God. We are to serve Him because we love Him. But knowing what God rewards we will know what to do for Him.
This is an incentive to study Bible, to know what God rewards for.
The main idea is that we are not slaves of anybody, even not slaves of God anymore.
