The spirit of Moses came on me. Read here.
So we have a real story of Moses living in modern world. Not 100% Moses, but maybe 50% Moses.
This variant of the story is a failure of Moses. I conflicted with everybody, lived in complete poverty and other awful troubles. It ends with me ending up with having onanism and astral sex instead of proper Christian life and much worse real magic with Bible used as the magical aid.
I realized that I need to become an individuality, being free of that spirit.
So, women, don’t try to be St. Mary or like this. This can succeed, but will it be a success?